I'm a bum, you hate me, I don't blame you, I hate what i've became myself......

are you afraid of death? I am, what would you do if the entire world was pressuring into a risky situation, I could have several times went many many days w/o food and on that very last day I ate.... Are you afraid of death? Does death scare you? scariest feeling you could imagine and then thinking about the punishment of those actions later.......if I do it fords going to put me in the looney bin.....Try to put yourself in that situation, bell;true; How does I know its true;croak, croak.......Milford Robbins.....Why Don't you let it go? 

I hate what i've become,the symmetrical differences between all these strangers that are me have tangled my life up in drugs, sex and all the things I carefully avoided in the past, I those things weren't me they were a product of someone elses design and influence upon me, my life is in ruins, and I continues to dig a deeper and deeper hole for me to lay in until I hit the earths molten layer.....Why won't they let me go?, like to sevver whats left of my life and live in peace....

Sharon that's about all I got today, wrote. My words when they are truly mine they are true. classy!

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