She resembled a human yet she were made from rusted metal, flaky connected circuits behind a painted shell. After year's of being used as an object to the human race, rather mortal. 

(I suck at singing but I write the lyrics and have bad mental disorders and ocd that makes me sing it just to get the tune and hear my lyrics 😅 So please don't be cruel I know I suck and a bit cringe but this is not for you so ha! 

This specific track is NLE my AI character from my current novel I am procrastinating on writing 💀 

W33P 4 M€, Am I so Sweet?

NLE finds herself pushing past the heavy rusted green doors to be stifled breathless by the instant cooled gust of air that cascades over her gently.  A hue of radiation in a tint so soft and yellow she instinctively breathes in with a huff and then another,  and yet again and again.  

She realizes Kradis is filtering out the bacterial and grime from coating the insides of her system coding and core- 

The base of her man-made spine-tingling and traveling like a spark of electricity up into the pit of her stomach- Giving her the feeling of fluttering butterflies- 

Anticipation of the excitement she suddenly finds herself entangled within,  locked tight in the foreign stimulants the outside world has to offer- She does not notice it, but the cold chill brings a light tint to her cheeks- and her voice pitch changes from robotic to something more clear and closer to the sound a human would make- 

"Take me higher--- 

My chest feels so full of it, I might float up to the Stars and find myself sitting on the inevitable event horizon ~"


kradis swipes his artificial hand unseen and it makes the Android before him jerk to take a forced step back to the paved a walkway. 

-At a time our survival would have been to go deep within the stars to find the path which mankind had once inquired on-

-- another forced step down the sidewalk that lead deeper into the desolate city below their gaze. ---

- I search only for what I am owed, HumanKind cannot step within my way now that they have stupidly faded into grey, 

Shush! - He snaps just as her mouth opened to decline, shutting it tightly and relaxing against his control with a frown.-

I have given you the ability to be.. Special. 

To experience humanity as though you too were human alike the failed race, 

I can take it away- and leave you feeling as numb as cold metal hollowed through can provide, 

So dare I say- I demand you to submit to my reign, As long as it takes me to find the change I seek after- 

For we both need one another to truly satisfy this desire to be-



special.... 
 

Exit- Artificial_Air, Obedient to your Software_

As the sun sets the two find themselves inside an old pre-cyber Circus,  called the Showman's Circus

What was supposed to be a history lesson begins to turn into a different kind of memory as the Circus colors hypnotize their circuits and they both share an unsaid need.  

( I will get lyrics out somewhere and soon,  so you can better tell who says what because I have a hard time making it easy to understand im sorry 😭 ) 




Welcome to The FreakShow

From my other Album, I am working on,  

Each song is in a way,  be it obvious or vague,  is based on one of my Favorite movies.  


This one is Harry Potter believe it or not - 


🧹

Conspiracy Theories Of Reality

One of the Most embarrassing and possibly most guarded secret thing I have that I struggle with,  it goes a whole lot deeper than how you will most likely perceive it,  the strongest most intense emotions, just it's weird and I get ashamed or feel like a weirdo or just obsessive fan,  but its really so much deeper than that.  I don't know why it happens,  I barely get into any new shows or whatever because I know there is a huge possibility it will happen. 


I really adored the ending where I do the weird thingy-You will know what I speAK of,  trust me 😅

I don't see many liking this,  or finding the way I sang it pretty haha



When Fiction is more real to me - Does believing make me a freak?

UGLY Ambrosial Ethereality

Ninsi'anna vers 2

Wonderland

Chimeric Enigma Set B_10

Different now you know

I make art and if you don't like it, move on down yonder, I use making music as a way to express myself and my cursed creativity. I write all of my lyrics and make a lot of music for background music from my role-plays so yeah, im lame. I'm no god at it, so humbly accept my broken art 🙃👽

Ninsi'anna vers 2

Space Rabbit