Kicking And Screaming!

 

The reason I worked in child care for a low wage instead of doing law like I could have was to ensure I could provide as many children with a safe spacee for as long as possible. Protection of innocence also maximum growth for young minds. I learnt so much just in my course alone, even through watching and listening to adults... smh, you have no idea what I've seen and what I've had to do because of it x I would do that every time xxx 

truly I didn't understand what the emotion happiness was as a child, my father worked me hard and my mother locked me in a dark cupboard most of the time ok... so when I FOUND this music, these kind people??? maybee.. right, there's a fair amount of childhood stuff I can't change but it certainly shaped me even more. 

as an adult, now after walking away from all the pain, I should be able to feel these emotions right?? 

also, thank you all for not messaging me privately, that was overwhelming because I did feel obligated breviary of who I am too listen snd I couldn't get to everybody, so it sent me into a panic... I am great with numbers, animals, dancing, music, soxial interactions have ALWAYS been tricky for me, based on how words mean so many things and so much of me being Autist, now with the brain injury, I really need to focus on being a better hehehe if the communities that looked after me in real life when I was... very broken...

I care for you all, I just abosrb so much, it gets too much then I'm no help to ANYBODY. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

oops, I fell back to sleep with some lovely music 😃 on a serious note, I'm trying to find who doesn't get heard as much and deserves the time.... I will remember you all again x I'm coming lol 😆 

that smile 😁 💪🙌 time to swim 😄 ✨



The Black Star Experiment is a music producer from Connecticut who creates ambient and industrial music with a dark atmospheric vibe. He has been making music for over 20 years and has been influenced by bands such as Nine Inch Nails, Radiohead, Team Sleep, Pink Floyd, and many others.

The writer and producer started experimenting with a 4-track recorder and a drum machine in the late 90s. He was then introduced to the world of digital audio workstations (DAWs) and began using Ableton Live. He has been using Ableton Live ever since and is a self-taught producer with a deep understanding of sound design and music production.

The Black Star Experiment’s music is dark and atmospheric, but it is also beautiful, melodic, and thought-provoking. The “experiment” is a musical journey into the subconscious and it is sure to leave a lasting impression on anyone who listens to it.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheBlackStarExperiment

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100093609790484&mibextid=LQQJ4d

Cinematic goth/industrial transmissions from a neurodivergent artist and time-traveling narrator. Arcane Synthetic blends dark ambient, avant-metal, and poetic lyricism into immersive concept albums exploring the human condition.

🎶 Electronic beats with a glitch 🚀 Creating sonic waves 🎛️ New tracks & performances "Glitch beats & bass-heavy electronica that bends reality.

To all the artists that follow my other account and have sent me music there over all these years, took time to make things for me and share the appreciation, I thank you so very much. I have NOT pulled my support of any of you, I am sorry that there will be comments left unloved and messages unanswered. You are all always in my thoughts and sharing the music that makes me happy is one of my favourite things to do ever. I don’t fit in, not even with the extremes but to all of you who have shown me empathy, kindness and compassion I thank you sincerely.

I love who loves me and I appreciate you souls very much xx 😘 
 Maroons for the win this week! Let’s GOOO!
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Kicking And Screaming!

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