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i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

@mental
@odel007

wish i didnt wake up
need someone to show me love
and i thought it was enough
but its nothing like the way it was

i cant forget
cant get out of this mess
you made me feel so blessed
wish i could get some rest :((
(i need some rest)

move slow stay quiet
im tired of the violence
locked up inside it
dont know how i will survive this

careful when i go
i cant see it thru the smoke
i can never say no
couple days on the road
(i cant do it all alone)

could you separate our hearts
i miss the space between
i need to let you place your distance
i dont know how much you need
and they tell me its not mine to carry
i know its a lie
i could wash away your tears with mine
im looking for your light

spotify ^w^

nothing like +mental prod. odel

i9bonsai - Ꮥằẏ įť ტກḉℰ ℳόℜê (hyacinth)

produced by @1diot and @resolve1k / mastered by @bpiv

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6s85AV45ADb4HWXpXUq5Rr?si=PCg1_2RITZCiRjdSs25_5Q

recorded in my bedroom october-november '21

broken, bleeding

spotify

broken, bleeding (sapphire & inno)

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follow my ig: https://www.instagram.com/2504yall/
prod. @tgwog
w/ @blackwinterwells n @braxtonknight
lyrics:
(2504)
it’s hard to stay,
i have to go away
blue pink white sunset, don’t wanna look at you face to face
we’re standing here on the hill, 
running out the clock, time standing still,
i hate to say but i don’t want to continue
wanna start something new, stop using pills

(wells)
girl im better on my own
and i hate you now you know
and im doing shit you wont
and ill blow it all on clothes
when my arms are covered tho
give me time ill get there ho
blowin kisses at your girl but i dont really want her tho, yeah
everybody got their part to play
im so up, youre so down, yeah, yin and yang
and you know this money aint a fuckin thing
you got patina on your chain yeah

(braxton)
Lost in the glade
Chilling in the rain
iHavent Seen Her Face
Since She Left This Place
Dwindling Flames
Vanish Like Our Names
iSwear It Such Shame
Why Did We Separate

All The Times That We Had Are Thru
But I Still Yearn For You
iKno That You Took Off And Flew
Peep The Flame Road Like Kazu

I’m Hoping That I’ll See You Soon
We Can Link Up On The Moon
Until Then I’ll Stay Posted In This Room
Where I’ve Got The Greatest View

(2504)
it’s hard to stay,
i have to go away
blue pink white sunset, don’t wanna look at you face to face...

Listen on spotify

separated 💔 w/ blackwinterwells, braxton knight (tgwog)

@glumboy69
i wnna drive away
theres only room for two
i know she coming w me
she say she wants it too
im tired im exhausted
never bcuz of u
n i dont wna show it
dnt wna ruin the mood
its a melody
that keeps playing
i dont want anything 
but just lay w me
its a melody
n she made it
i just take the keys
n i play it

ah ah 
n maybe i can take it there
ah ah
take every step im not aware
ah ah
its like a drug to me i swear
the armor that i wear
n nothing can compare

ah ah ah
anything u want
anything u wna do

anything u want 
whatever is enough
i know u gon have me
if i have noone
its cold again
want u to warm my hand
it makes me whole again
whole again

armor (glumboy kir)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

1day they gn realiz who i m
1 day ima say fk it they LLame
iv bn lurkn in tha Mall they think im crayZ
i cn wht i hav causd i think its crayZZ

אני מלאך אפל בגוף אנושי, לוציפר ואני מנסים לעזור

they b tryna steal myFlo%
bt they dnt kno js how #igLo
u switchn up on me ik
thts all u kkno :/

bb it dosnt feel th same NoMore..
usd2 b so good now we fite soMuh
u say its norm it ain 4 me.. no not 4 me
redWWine x2
on my table so iKp
dnt KKno y x2
we fightn b4 i SSleepZzzz..
n id-

אני זוהר שיר לא גמור ˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

מוות אגו   מוות אגו   מוות אגו   מוות אגו   מוות אגו 29

@mental

i don’t wanna see you leave
take my heart its yours to keep
just keep this between you and me
i’d give it all just stay with me
(x2)

i’ve been doing some thinking
maybe you’re the reason that its hard to breathe in
gave you all my love but you wont even see it
doesn’t matter what i say you’re probably leaving

girl i don’t really like it
i can try my best to fight it
don’t like my feelings so i hide it
stuck in my head and i’m so frightened
i’m so frightened by it

stay (mental)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0DK5ZzkDcwOCvZ8F7e2w61?si=f3333685ad334fa7

co release w/ @bitekivibes
@i9bonsai

untitled

i9bonsai - untitled (prod frevel 5head)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:
like i said myself i tried
cause it hurts when ur by my side
i feel broken all the time
u make me forget that its not even life 
when im in ur presence
i start getting nervous
i dont think u get it
dont think i deserve it
if we sat in silence
would u think im perfect
im barely surviving
wish i knew my purpose

tell me that im worth it please
ill love you eternally
now its me versus me
everything is hurting me
burn me like the third degree
ill just go and burn myself
when i tried it
nothing made me happy
i went to the violence
i thought it was better
tell me if u like me
ill accept ur answer
or should i pretend like i never even met her

perfect

inspired by the film hana & alice (￣▽￣)ノ
prod by @tgwog n @litothedon 🌱 ( ´ ∀ ` )ﾉ

i9bonsai - untitled (prod frevel 5head)

frevel

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