this shit sounds exactly like blxty and bascially every other hyperpop artist lmao

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

next2u (emorave)

prod @odel007 @shinjinv
featuring @jujuglocks

art by jiji ty jiji

ive been thinking bout this shit 4 a long time
you feel more distant every time that you come by
i cant keep myself away from those damn eyes (dang this line cringe asf)
ive been tryna forget but i cant clear my mind

mindset ft. yuju (odel & shinjin)

pretend ft. emorave (mental & emorave)

@yureiclub
prod. me (obviously) 
lyrics:
 I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with a FaceTime only textin x2

I don’t need ur help with nothing
I needed u more, you were something
You’re all by urself, thoughts lusting
Fucked up so bad, can’t trust me

I can’t let go and it seems 
I still see you in my dreams 
craving your love, let me bleed
this is all just what I need x2

I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with FaceTimes only textin x2

restless

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

produced by powerdoll

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

[mental]
i hate all these memories
don’t wanna relive what i felt
and if you’re my remedy
then baby why can’t i tell?
tell
baby why can’t i tell?
tell
notice your fragrance, i can’t complain
it’s nothing too bad but it hurts when you say it
love me or not, i don’t know what i’m taking
if i forgot, would you care to explain it?
don’t be mad when i fall
take me wherever you want
give my trust, hold your arms
i can’t bear to be a(lone)
sacrifice
in the end we’ll all be by the fire
won’t you stay and just wait for a while
promise that i’ll give you my smile
is it not enough?
is it not that special?
thought i had your trust
do you not remember

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

sacrifice +mental

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds

homesick

mental

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