So here I am, sitting in the sun,  
With my heart wide open, come and have some fun.    
Got a smile on my face, you’re drawn to my light,  
But beneath the surface, it’s a curious sight.  

I’m a dreamer, a schemer, under the charming disguise,  
You see laughter and sparkles, but I hide the goodbyes.  
Pour a little sweetness, turn the page of my book,  
Behind my laughter, there’s a story to hook.  

Every glance in the mirror, I see a painted frame,  
Still chasing those moments, but I’m playing a game.  
Outdoors looks perfect, but inside it’s a fight,  
Trying to break free, find my way to the light.  

So call me a mystery, keep your secrets close,  
With every sip of coffee, I feel a little dose.  
In a world of confusion, where do I belong?  
Searching for the melody, the rhythm of my song.  

I’m a dreamer, a schemer, under the charming disguise,  
You see laughter and sparkles, but I hide the goodbyes.  
Pour a little sweetness, turn the page of my book,  
Behind my laughter, there’s a story to hook.  

So lift your glass and share in the cheer,  
I’ve got my walls up, but I’m still standing here.  
With every little moment, with every little chance,  
I’ll dance through the shadows, inviting you to dance.  

Moments of silence, they linger and stay,  
Thoughts of the past would echo and sway.  
But through the whispers, I find my own beat,  
In a symphony of colors, in a rhythm so sweet.  

I’m a dreamer, a schemer, under the charming disguise,  
You see laughter and sparkles, but I hide the goodbyes.  
Pour a little sweetness, turn the page of my book,  
Behind my laughter, there’s a story to hook.  

And when the night falls, the stars start to gleam,  
I lose my reflection in the nighttime dream.  
With every heartbeat, I feel a release,  
In the dance of the shadows, I find my peace.  

So let’s write a story, let’s color the dark,  
There’s magic in the silence, let’s ignite the spark.  
With every little moment, a story to unfold,  
In the tapestry of life, let the truth be told.  

I’m a dreamer, a schemer, under the charming disguise,  
You see laughter and sparkles, but I hide the goodbyes.  
Pour a little sweetness, turn the page of my book,  
Behind my laughter, there’s a story to hook.  

So lift your glass and share in the cheer,  
I’ve got my walls up, but I’m still standing here.  
With every little moment, with every little chance,  
I’ll dance through the shadows, inviting you to dance.  

As the dawn breaks, I breathe in the sky,  
With courage in my heart, I’m ready to fly.  
Chasing dreams and moments, they shape who I am,  
In the tapestry of life, I weave my own plan.  

I’m a dreamer, a schemer, under the charming disguise,  
You see laughter and sparkles, but I hide the goodbyes.  
Pour a little sweetness, turn the page of my book,  
Behind my laughter, there’s a story to hook.  

And when the shadows fade, I’ll rise from the ground,  
With each step I take, new joy I have found.  
No more hiding away, I’ll be bold and true,  
In the dance of my heart, I’ll always welcome you.  

So lift your glass and share in the cheer,  
I’ve got my walls up, but I’m still standing here.  
With every little moment, with every little chance,  
I’ll dance through the shadows, inviting you to dance.

charming disguise

Breathe

In My Bubble
Cause lately life is a struggle 
I seem to be on my own in this world 
At least it feels like that 
this ain’t a moan
It’s an expression a release, I need it to escape my mind so I can get some peace 
At least, even if it’s only for a week, I need sleep

(How do you do this freestyle shit anyway?)

I remember years back I had people around me
Now it seems less and less people are surrounding
I know there’s a few I can count on daily 
What happened to the ones that were there in the thick of it? 
I message them and get nothing back
I’m not gonna lie it hurts a lot 
Did these friends just go clock off?
You can’t swipe in and out of friendships 
I’m asking you, so give me a fucking answer to my message 
Are you here or are you not? I swear most are just being a massive cock!
I message and ask people how they are, because I actually care but it doesn’t get far 
Do they even ask how I am? As if!
I can count how many do on my left fucking hand…

I could express a lot of hate into the world lately
All this racial hate isn’t something I want to see
Trans people getting attacked on the daily
Maybe this is why I don’t trust to be anyone’s “baby”
I mean let’s be honest, men are a separate situation 
They need a little extra education 
On loyalty, trust among other things 
How can I get the bling when dating doesn’t seem to be a thing? 
They just want a one night stand
That’s the one thing I cannot stand
Lets settle down and start a family
Even that could be taken away, as people don’t want others to have equality
Honestly, 
I have a lot more things that bother me
But who’s listening?
If you are then holla at me
Until then peace, love and equality

In My Bubble (Freestyle)

Slide in the DMs, smooth talkin' dude
"Wanna take you out," yeah, heard that before, dude
Got my gloss poppin', fit lookin' right
But you flaked, ghosted, vanished in the night, tight?

Said you wanna know my mind, my soul, my dreams
Next thing I know, you just want the memes
Whisperin' sweet nothings, makin' it sound so hot
But your actions colder than the ice in my shot

Why do men say things if they don't mean it?
Is it just a game, boy, are you even breathin'?
Spittin' all this fluff, wastin' my precious time
How many other girls you chasin' with the same old line?

"Let's chill," you text, all emoji-filled
But when I'm free, suddenly you're "too thrilled"
Always an excuse, a story so lame
Guess my vibe ain't worth your Insta-fame

Said you wanna know my mind, my soul, my dreams
Next thing I know, you just want the memes
Whisperin' sweet nothings, makin' it sound so hot
But your actions colder than the ice in my shot

Why do men say things if they don't mean it?
Is it just a game, boy, are you even breathin'?
Spittin' all this fluff, wastin' my precious time
How many other girls you chasin' with the same old line?

I'm too extra, too glam, too hot to handle
Gotta keep my crown high, avoid the scandal
If you can't keep it real, bye-bye, see ya later
I'm lookin' for a king, not a basic imitator

Why do men say things if they don't mean it?
Is it just a game, boy, are you even breathin'?
Spittin' all this fluff, wastin' my precious time
How many other girls you chasin' with the same old line?

Are all men like this? A cosmic joke?
Gotta keep it movin', stay woke
Next time, I'll be playin', makin' my own rules
No more fallin' for these playa-fool

Why Do Men Say Things If They Don’t Mean It?

Sometimes FREYA, sometimes Freya and The Fantasy 💭Song Writer, EP. Alternative Music 🎼🩷🦋🏳️‍⚧️ 

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Why Do Men Say Things If They Don’t Mean It?

FREYA

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