This is my first uploaded Original. I really hope you like it. Enjoy <3

Goodbyes Hurt - BarfussKind

Caterpillar Rising

Über das Warten auf den Tod eines geliebten Menschen. Zwischen 
Abschied nehmen und dem Blick in die Zukunft - Warten ist der Versuch diese 
Spannung mit Musik auszudrücken. 
"Wir wissen, was kommt und warten. Und wollen doch nicht, dass es kommt. 
Wir wissen, was kommt und warten. Und wir werden wieder frei sein, wenn es 
kommt. Wir warten."

Warten

Set Sail

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NOT SOBER 

I’m  telling my sister about you
I’m telling her what I’ve always left out
I’m confessing I was ashamed to share
I’m confessing I was too shy for the truth to bear	

I didn’t know, I only knew I couldn’t dare
I didn’t know, I only knew I couldn’t dare

You always said
You know how much you’re drinking
You always said
That I should trust you, and that you care

I didn’t know, I only knew I couldn’t dare
I didn’t know, I only knew I couldn’t dare

In the mornings, you still asleep
I would check the bottles
would let my heart ache
would let my breath break
In the mornings, you still asleep
clearing up your mess 

I know it’s been a while since October
I told no friend you’re not sober
I know it’s been a while since October
I told no friend you’re not sober

I swallowed you in trust
I embraced you in the dust
I accepted all the blahs
I shut up, just because
       
And I was too ashamed to share
I was too shy for the truth to bear
Oh I do, I do care
But its yours, it’s yours to air

Not Sober

Kannst du mich hören

I try to make the intangible tangible. 
Putting feeling into sound. 
Trying to find a container for energies in motion. 
A container for my emotion. 
This is my diary. 
This is my most vulnerable state. 

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I have no expectations on perfection. My demos are pretty raw and shitty mixed (;

Not Sober

Frieda Oliva

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