Songs used for those who care:

Pogo - Forget (Pogo is a shitty person I'm aware, I just like his music dw)

FenzoFRFR, gnirob - The Bricks(I know this isn't very thematically theming, I just put it in cause it had stems that I thought sounded better than The Prince)

DeeB - Palm Parallels (Felt like it'd fit with the vibe)
Joji - Feeling Like The End (Sadness)
Snail's House - Hot Milk (Sounded nice in the track)
Kill Bill: The Rapper - Backwoods (Sadness)
Joji - Die For You (Sadness)
Vektroid - リサフランク420  現代のコンピュ (Sounded nice in the track)
Porter Robinson - Divinity (Sounded nice in the track)
Tyler, The Creator - November (Sadness)
Markiplier & The Gregory Brothers - The Last Goodbye (Sadness)
Joji - Circle Back (Sadness)


TW// Talks about abuse and depression below. If you wish to not read, I'd highly advise you don't.




Hey yall. I'm gonna keep it real with you guys as I don't have many places to like, talk, about stuff like this. This is a vent mashup, a mashup I made while not in a good headspace to help cope with the shit I gotta go through. 

Long story short, I have not been doing well for the past few months mentally. Won't go too much into it, as I don't know if SC is the place for this kind of stuff, but pretty much I have to deal with abuse from my parents on a regular basis. For the past 7 years, they have mostly just been degrading me psychologically and have ruined my mental health and self-esteem. I haven't been officially diagnosed with it but I'm extremely sure I have depression, and that's not been fun to deal with. 

I made this track with the intention to help air this sort of negative energy in me away, until the time comes for me to finally leave this hellhole of a house. 

For those worrying, I'll be fine. I'm not in danger or anything, I just need to let my frustration out for once instead of just holding it in.

I Try To Forget...

FriedWeegee