he was the only one i’ve  had that genuinely loved me for me. no matter how stupid or confusing i could be…  dropped a paragraph of bs and i regret it. i want to take it back but it’s been months since then. he acted nonchalant after i broke up with him. but it hurts to imagine the real reality of him in tears. i’ve never truly hurt someone so horribly until that day. sorry is an understatement but closure is futile. hopefully this mental purgatory will pass soon, right twin?

I'm not depressed but I need help I'm fading from the Lord but idk how to change my faith is basically gone

every single thing i've ever done is my fault. my parents are splitting and there's nothing i can do about it. my girlfriend hates me and i can't do anything about it. i'm so close to meeting god.

my life fucked up badly that I'm gonna kms

in the last days of the world the stars will fall from the sky

𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺 // 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘴

Boyhood

-juju wasted summer

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

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my little winter.

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thank you <3

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road traffic accident

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purgatory

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thanks

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Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

the morning after.

I'm sorry

i watched them all die in the fire

Depersonalization - single

Depersonalization

Stream

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the day you left

i don't think heaven is real but i hope i get to see my dogs again

i don't belong

The 32nd full length album by Petrified Entity

Uranopolis Tower + Ghost Town

flatsound - a warehouse on the river

I Can't Handle Change - Roar

thank you for listening

'blanket of stars' the debut album 10/25/24
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i watched them all die in the fire

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