𒈔𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄𒈔

I'm going to graduate from high school very soon, and I just don't know what I'm going to do without Irina Igorevna. How can I deal with the thought that she will leave my life, how will I go on without her?
I do not know, I do not know anything. I'm just really scared, I'm afraid to be left without such a wonderful person like her. She's the only one I feel better with. I can't do it without her. I am very afraid for my future. I will miss her words, her support and meetings with her. I'm willing to pay her money to keep talking to me and supporting me, that's all I need from her. She's the only ray of sunshine in my dark life.

Audio real tiktok song

they really might not be alike (in terms of vibe) ‌‌random uhhh masterpieces pieced together yall!

ꂟꀎꂵꉣꑄ꓄ꏂꋪ

unknown emotion

what am I?

friendly to crows

Ambient

i don't really know what this is... let me know what you think ;)

stems: https://bit.ly/3furVFy
download my music: https://bit.ly/bonjrbc
use this track for youtube/film/music: contact@kuratemusic.com

Released by @dreamscapeee
https://linktr.ee/dream.scape

Artwork: https://instagram.com/samjsn
Spotify/Apple: https://bit.ly/3dyUTDD
YouTube: https://bit.ly/3hrb2fl
Stream on Audius: https://bit.ly/bonjrAudius
Stream on Matter: https://bit.ly/bonjrMatter
bonjr's Discord server: https://bit.ly/bnjrdiscord
bonjr's Spotify playlist: https://spoti.fi/2It3GaI

buy/spotify

if it's real, then i'll stay

agony

daniel.mp3 - green to blue (slowed & reverb)

non-profit on my behalf.

all credits to øneheart <3

øneheart - apathy (slowed reverbed)

shrinking star

my drumkit : https://payhip.com/b/zi0Uy
By popular demand .
Og : https://soundcloud.com/willixbeats/dolorem
Out on all platform this Friday ♥

Willix - Dolorem (Reversed + Slowed)

ambient playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/584lvwMp0rOmLd4p1bF4xb

follow me:
spotify: bitly.ws/Segh
instagram: bitly.ws/SegW
vk: bitly.ws/Sehp

astronomy

Download / Stream:
https://antent.lnk.to/voices

Follow me:
@antent
open.spotify.com/artist/6ovctVkv7d2fBdilDRYfDW
instagram.com/antentofficial/
youtube.com/user/AntentMusic
vk.com/antentmusic

released by @dreamscapeyt

voices

Want You Here

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

the snack bar

towers

speedrunner

drawing circles

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thank you <3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/6PpRJwz7nY8YKAeAXRAHfW?si=5WP-3iUOTBqbvVf2iH5a_A

road traffic accident

Its okay love Im here okay?

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thanks

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

if you need more of this you can follow me - https://www.instagram.com/lesmusicprod/

Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

I'm sorry

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xxi
music video: https://youtu.be/lRf86L7MYLU
so sorry for the delay. ive spent the last 7 months writing this album, in between all the ambient singles/albums. i hope for any listeners of the "nothing is real" albums, it is worth the wait. on a very personal note, these albums are the only thing that brings me self worth. i am deeply impacted and thankful some of my ambient songs have connected with you all, in particular "i was only temporary". however, despite their impact on social media, i personally do not feel any accomplishment when writing ambient. as many long time listeners of the "nothing is real" project have mentioned, the simple ambient songs are in essence, just an outro of a "nothing is real" song. i too share this sentiment. i think i am capable of making a lot more emotionally impactful music, not just for others, but as means of helping myself. i struggle with feeling adequate, and because of my events in my life it has become of my personality to want to prove to myself, before anyone else, that i can do something great, even if there is nobody around to see it. even for years and years before the viral song "i was only temporary", these "nothing is real" albums we're written and released one after another with little to no support, or viewership. i hope that, in my efforts to prove to myself that i can make something truly one-of-a-kind, and original, that it will inspire people to not copy others, and find their own sound. i think alot of people, with a platform have a similar message about wanting to "make the world a better place". i think this is a good message of course, i just would like for anyone reading this to know, that my message is a bit more specific. with the  "nothing is real" series, i want to share that, in this world today, i think there are so many fake things, people, friends, etc. i do not want to inspire people to copy what i do, or anyone else. i want to release these albums and hopefully make people say "wow, this is so much effort, and it does not sound like anything i have ever heard! maybe i should not try to keep up with trends, or other people, or let them make me feel inadequacy any longer. this music inspires me to do my own thing, and master it, and make something unique and original that can tell my own personal story". i think individualism is being lost today, in a world that prioritizes followers, and followings. i want to leave behind something that will inspire others to look within themselves, and find approval in their own ideas, instead of constantly looking to imitate what already exists. i think the next most wonderful and beautiful thing that will help a lot of people, is lying in wait inside one of you, and to find it, i hope whatever i have done may help people become introspective enough to dig it up, and share with all of us. anyways, thanks for listening and reading all this. <3 - mhie

nothing is real, part XXI

music video

we’re all we've got

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thank you <3

@houleistired

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0KvFA2nckCvUKgx3SWMNi6?si=741e2925bcae408b

the day you left

analyses

les x Willix - you were everything

...
bless, may your god or your gods be with you

now on SC!!!

wake up

abyss

this piece of me

Dronny Darko and protoU presents us a highly conceptual work in Earth Songs. Starting with the Big Bang, leading us through a path of evolution from the first life below the surface to the connected consciousness of humanity and us finally leaving earth. A dark ambient album of soothing, dreamy atmospheric drones and field recordings.
credits
released 28 July 2015 

Written, produced, performed - Oleg Puzan & Sasha Cats 
Artwork, Mastering - Simon Heath

Full Album

Primate - 50 Million Years Ago -

inspired by @willixbeats
3 oct on all platforms

bring light to my darkest days

Erik Osvald serves us futuristic droneworks from the heart of Slovakia. The album Be Left to Oneself, takes us on a trip through sleeping cities kept lucid by neon lights. 

Combining deep bass driven subs with serene distorted overlays, this is crystal clear production served with an analogue touch.

Written, Produced, Artwork - Erik Osvald 
Mastering - Simon Heath

Keosz - Before The End

Kid A

Treefingers

Diamonds is a 6 song ep collab between Oregon based Oatmello, and Austin based Cloudchord. https://fanlink.to/cloudmello

Stream/ DL

Cloudchord x Oatmello - Scotch

lately i've been feeling tired of everyone i know

You Are Called Away

you not the same (slowed down version)

stream & download

tilekid - you not the same (slowed down version)

thank you for listening

'blanket of stars' the debut album 10/25/24
https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/friendlytocrows_blanketofstars