From First To Last (FFTL)

A Sure Disaster

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(Originality From the band Hopes die last)

Hopes Die Last - 04 - Call Me Sick Boy

Reclaim The Fallen - Divine Encounter

(Verse 1)
Time erases every line, the sorrow and the pain
And one day soon, it will come to call my name
But what's the legacy I leave behind?
Just an empty space in a troubled mind
I can't find my place, I'm lost inside the grey
I think I'll walk this lonely road until my final day
I don't have the strength to even try to fight
To turn my world from darkness into light

(Chorus)
The only thing I'm good at is this masquerade
Smiling through the wreckage I have made
They see a happy soul, they see a shining light
But I'm just running from the endless night
And now the dam has broken, the flood is rushing in
And I don't know where I end and where the ghosts begin
It’s all becoming unbearable now, this heavy, hollow sound
As everything I've buried pushes up from the ground

(Verse 2)
I cannot sleep, I cannot truly wake
I play the clown for everybody's sake
So they don't see the panic in my eyes
But even this performance now has died
The page is blank, I haven't written in so long
No positive ideas to make a hopeful song
This heavy shell I've carried is now crushing me
I see no future, just the same old misery

(Chorus)
The only thing I'm good at is this masquerade
Smiling through the wreckage I have made
They see a happy soul, they see a shining light
But I'm just running from the endless night
And now the dam has broken, the flood is rushing in
And I don't know where I end and where the ghosts begin
It’s all becoming unbearable now, this heavy, hollow sound
As everything I've buried pushes up from the ground

(Bridge)
I'm writing this to keep myself in check
To stop my thoughts from reaching for the ledge
I came to this new country for a brand new start
But five years of this silence broke my heart
They don't throw stones, they don't even seem to see
Their ignorance is what is killing me
I'd rather face their anger and their hate
Than be a ghost sealed by an unseen gate

(Outro)
This promised land has turned into my cell
My own invisible and private hell
I've lost the skills I thought I had before
I've become nothing... and nothing more.
A prison...
This is my prison...
Unbearable...

Goodbye Waves

From First To Last

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