produced by me today really fast and stuff 🎵🎵🎵

I been goin through this every day
What the fuck is this, I don't even wanna say
I don't evn wanna know, I don't wanna feel the pain
Don't wanna be on my own, but I just wanna fly away

What's fucked up is how when I see her face
We know that I still feel the same
Trust me, I tried to make it change
But it just wouldn't take

I guess heaven and hell are one and the same
Tryna figure it out, but going insane
Wanna say what I mean, could never explain
You could put it on me, for someone to blame

Tryna figure it out, but going insane
Wanna say what I mean, could never explain
I guess heaven and hell are one and the same
I guess heaven and hell are one and the same

🔥 heaven and hell are one and the same 🔥

september ended but I didn't wake up

UNTITLED

https://soundcloud.com/sadwake
NO SAMPLE! Prod. me

** it's an awful feeling, to love someone so much, that you absolutely hate them for leaving you, even before they're gone... **

Hook
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What's been going on?
I just wanna talk but I won't make it long
Yeah you broke my heart, but, please don't get me wrong
Maybe this is really what was best like all along

Huh? Me? Nothin's goin on...
I just wanna talk but I won't make it long
Yeah you broke my heart, but, I don't mind at all
I been countin up, yeah, I been goin hard :)


Verse 1
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I don't even miss you, no not in the slightest 
Ok yeah I do, but I try and hide it
Smoke away the pain, all these thoughts I destroy them
With nicotine and weed, uh maybe I'll grab a drink

Yuh pass out by the sink, Yuh better than the thinking 
I've been fucking sinking, and I don't think that it will stop 
Guess I gotta hit the bottom just to reach the top yuh
One day I'll be crying whip my tears with all the guap yuh 

You used to be by my side, you used to say that that shit was for life
Now that you gone I know that was a lie, never expected that I'd be alright 
Now I'm just moving I'm living my life, all on my own I don't need anyone 
Fuck wyd I'm living for fun, said fuck what you think bitch I'm smoking a blunt

I'm a keep doing this shit cause its fun, can't trust no bitch no I can't fall in love
I'm feeling lifted I'm steady above, all of the bullshit, move like an ocean 
Sipping on something, elixir or potion, and this bitch bad yeah she probably molten 
I smoke a blunt and that shit got me floating, smoking on potent puts shit in motion **yuh**

Verse 2
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Some times I just say some shit and I don't really mean it
Pick away the scabs again and wonder why I'm still bleeding?
Had so much damn time to think but can't escape the feeling
I don't give myself the space I need to do some healing

Cuz I couldn't understand why, I was caught up in like all of the lies
All of these memories stay in my mind, all of the times that you knew that I tried >:O
You used to be by my side, you used to say to say that that shit was for life :'(
Now that you're gone, now I know that was a lie, never expected that I'd be alright

And I don't know which way I'm going
** But I don't mind for now
Whichever way the wind is blowing
** I know I'll find my way somehow

----- xXHookXx -----

PLZ DON'T GET ME WRONG (w/ sad wake)

Produced and mixed by JT Sama - https://soundcloud.com/jtsama?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Lyrics by kirsten and JT Sama

lyrics: 
[Pre-Chorus]
Usual beginnings don't start like this
The ghoul of the other, the axe to my fist
Chemical burns as I swallow this mist
The battle between the ones they dismissed 

[Chorus] 
When you told me that you wouldn't stay
Slime dripped off the walls, and poured into my brain
These places they all look the same
Temporary faces I'm going insane
These places they all look the same
Temporary faces I'm going insane

[Verse 1]
Your heart is fragile, and the sniper has an angle
I've been trying to dismantle 
All the stress you have to handle
I can't help you behind the veil
So I pray that you'll prevail 

[Verse 2]
Look how they all run away from torn pieces
The ground keeps on shaking and cracking beneath us
These pictures I tore up I burnt with your lighter
I keep on breaking but get called a fighter
Looking around I see bones on the floor
Tears full of blood, it's the same as before
You left me alone as I withered away
I fall to the ground as I beg you to stay

[Bridge]
Fall to the ground as I beg you to stay
Beg you to stay
Fall to the ground as I beg you to stay 

[Pre-Chorus]
Usual beginnings don't start like this
The ghoul of the other, the axe to my fist
Chemical burns as I swallow this mist
The battle between the ones they dismissed 

[Chorus] 
When you told me that you wouldn't stay
Slime dripped off the walls, and poured into my brain
These places they all look the same
Temporary faces I'm going insane
These places they all look the same
Temporary faces I'm going insane

Ghoul of the Other (feat. JT Sama)

Produced by Jt Sama (me :]) featuring Kirsten -⃝    -⃝

The Animal

The Animal (feat. notcursed)

Warm{UNFINISHED]

Fromthisaltitude- "Highs and lows" 
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20 years and nothing changes, I try but don't wanna face it...

I used to call this place home, now it's looking unfamiliar everywhere that I go.
But I know that time passes, things change, and people move on, but I've been stuck in this fucking town for way too long... then you wonder why people like us turn to drugs
...cuz I'm broken and hopeless
I'm a joke and I know it...

Bitch I'm flexing you can hear it in my voice now...
I'm sober you can see it in my eyes now...
I'm unstoppable and anything is possible.
Taking one of anything to me's impossible

now yea

All I had to do was call you but I didn't wanna bother you.
How stupid was I back then to not think that a good friend would wonder how I had been?

The highs don't feel as high as they did with you...
And now the low's just something that I'm used to...

I don't wanna be stuck here my whole life, gotta find a way out somehow.
Everyone I love is somewhere else
It's time for me to go there myself...

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Fromthisaltitude- "Highs and lows"
from "Growing old and moving on"
released November 28, 2018.

lyrics, melodies & vocals written and performed by Fromthisaltitude
tracked and mixed by Fromthisaltitude
mastering help from Kyle McCallum
produced by @nixonyung and Fromthisaltitude

Highs and lows

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Fromthisaltitude is a Chicago-based post-hardcore solo-project started in 2017, using anxious energy and emotional intensity to bring perspective to life-altering events. 

Influences: Future, Fall Out Boy, Mayday Parade, I See Stars, Juicy J, The Story So Far, Pusha T, Panic! At The Disco, Forever the Sickest Kids, Wiz Khalifa, The Acacia Strain...

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