Make me wanna die :/

Balance

https://open.spotify.com/track/19PbKkuSFurHIRtKMP9azm?si=4c719a07f11448d0
visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNU6aISOOjE

she said it is jus what it is
you call my phone leave a msg
take all the wrong passages
in life i try my best and end up in madness
madness n sadness
update my status to 
madness n sadness
live my life on a mattress
cuz it feels like theres magnets
on my bed on its axis
its stabbing me like a cactus

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leaveamsg (visualizer in desc) @morguep9rty on ig

lyrics and vocals by shteppi 
production by peril

(verse 1:)
oh i still feel like a kid in my head
but i guess thats not the case
stayed familiar with my room and my bed
but i dont recognize my face
hollywood motels with a fake ID
so i could drink while underage
as i kid i always wanted to drink
(yo liquor no way :0)
i’m an adult now, anyways

(chorus:)
i’m feelin awkward, out of place
oh baby just leave me alone
all my older friends laugh in my face
cuz they know what its like on they own
and i don’t 
and i don’t
all i can do is learn
all i can do is learn

(verse 2:)
i fucking hate sounding so incompetent 
but this my first time in my skin
so i can’t help sounding dumb askin for help
man, being 20 really feels like shit
hollywood motels with a fake ID
so i can finally act my age
as a kid all that i craved was attention
from the adults who didn’t give it
so now me and my friend on zillow 
savin houses that we can’t afford
(no like, we seriously cannot afford that)

(chorus:)
i’m feelin awkward, out of place
oh baby just leave me alone
all my older friends laugh in my face
cuz they know what its like on they own
and i don’t 
and i don’t
all i can do is learn
all i can do is learn

shteppi - all i can do is learn.

https://solo.to/sanriorose

Prod Girlpills

Push start da button
I cant even function
High asf Im in da function
Thrax pack punchin
They want da tape but Im not rushin it
She say dat she got somethin 4 me ya
In da lab I got da formula
Did my songs N da crowd kno it ya
I was bumpin GOREGEOUS ya
Roll dis wood N smoke dis forest ya
Pullup 2 my performance ya
Im bein me I didnt force it ya

TURN UP OR DIE

The Big Boys (prod. Shango)

On me (Prod.Bobby Productions)

miss me when you're drunk

it’s in my mind always
so which am i falling
just so i know it
would you my only

better bite fully
i been saying no way
cus im seeing the whole thing
and you’re so good to me
good for me
you don’t let me go
and i been feeling lonely
so this is miss and hit
but it’s better than nothing

oh but slowly i fall
distance a bitch
wish you could hold me right now
it’s in my head that’s why im rolling my loud
down in the ditch and i got no one to call
nobody answered the phone
and i felt so alone
i started to cut
just to take care of the wound
before healing up
let you put salt in it too
i wasn’t enough
but trust me it was all i could do
to breathe anymore

its in my mind always (xtasane)

Jus Tryin (Prod.Purls)

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Video:

https://youtu.be/dXlrzljzk6E

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A woman called Spider
Held tight to her little web

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