seasons changing

Vent to me( ◜‿◝ )♡

💋💋💋

lyrics:

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

Who that walking in u dodged him
I just want to trust u honest
But I see how u two were talking
And that’s fine but least cut me off then
At least break it off
At least tell me u couldn’t give a fuck
Look up at night in this velvet sky
And see supernovas and meteorites

Pack in my chest turning up my volume
Lemme take a breathe I am stress im sorry
Maybe im underrated in my head im overrated im in the one that gotta filter these ideas and I hate it 
I cant stand it
Once im on the plane Im breathing heavy till its landing
Looking into my future sound to scary leave it candid
But I won’t let the hurdles in my life try to do me in
If I feel pressure in my path I rub my eyes and check again
If I come this far what’s the harm in moving forth
I put everything from deep inside my being here on these chords
Still I need more
Its feel foolish stopping while ahead like I had did before

Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight
Teach me to feel again late night
Whip home fast see the blurred out streetlights
Take me home where u reside
I belong to you tonight

I BELONG TO U TONIGHT (JABARIONTHEBEAT X PROD.TWIX X DRIFT)

Therapy

♕ൠ  คˡ𝐫𝓔𝓪đ𝐘 Ŝ𝕙ⓘⒻ𝕥ⓘŇⒼ 𝐮Ř ⓃｅŞ𝐭  ♗💎


lyrics:
i rlly can't believe what the fuck you just said
i was dealing so great w all the thoughts in my head
then ur words like bullets hit me right in my chest
sitting on top another guy in ur bed
my hands are shaking, everything is red
can't even tell is this blood or just sweat
nightmares flowing w a knife on my neck
screaming with a skull full of lead
such a beautiful smile, yeah how could i forget?
last time a saw you ur eyes were full of regret
i can't understand? did u see me as a threat?
was i doing it wrong w my twisted mindset?
i got no need for a girl, who can't even rest
without the heat from a guy, whom i've never met
i can't eat, when i fly through this mind in wreck
once again you're already shifting ur nest
i rlly can't believe what the fuck you just said
i was dealing so great w all the thoughts in my head
then ur words like bullets hit me right in my chest
sitting on top another guy in ur bed

shifting nests

♬👍  𝓙𝐔ѕŤ 𝕒 ᒪ𝐈Ļ 𝔹ⓇｏＫᗴｎ  😳♧

lyrics:
oh god, u on my thirst
i've been closing my eyes way too much
drooling, imma slurp
hit it hard, i got traumatized
haven't seen ur worst
i was frozen for a thousand lives
bitch u stole my heart
i can't lie, oh i might die tonight

i might die tonight
baby i can't figure u out
got some mental scars


got in first class, through a rocky start
pick my skin apart, clutch it on my beating heart
throw me away, like it is a game of dart

i'm so fcking sorry for everything

please could i be strong enough
one day, to turn all of the mountains grey
leave my insecurities
i'm fine w ur impurities

oh god, u on my thirst
i've been closing my eyes way too much
drooling, imma slurp
hit it hard, i got traumatized
haven't seen ur worst
i was frozen for a thousand lives
bitch u stole my heart
i can't lie, oh i might die tonight

insecure

ൠ🌹  €𝕧ⓔᶰᶤηģ ᑭⓡᎥΜгｏｓε  ☺💘

lyrics:
u got me starstruck
when u'r standing there
our eyes colide, 
but u don't care
like an evening rose
u bloom all by urself
thorn cutting skin
don't let em in

hours pass by, why can't u hear me?
the other side, already leaving?
u'r so far, i feel u near me
in my heart, where u'r supposed to be

u got me starstruck
when u'r standing there
our eyes colide, 
but u don't care
like an evening rose
u bloom all by urself
thorn cutting skin
don't let em in

i see ur petals fall
on a winter night
i get so anxious, cause i kno i can't be by ur side
i see u all alone
baby just hold on tight
wish i could hold ur hand, prevent u from a suicide

i won't rest, the demon's calling
i can't help, cause i'm still falling
damage dealt, ur mental is stalling
i just hope u'r still here in the morning

in the morning
in the morning
is it the devil or an angel giving warning
left an endning note, as a recording
i hope u'r still her in the morning


hours pass by, why can't u hear me?
the other side, already leaving?
u'r so far, i feel u near me
in my heart, where u'r supposed to be

u got me starstruck
when u'r standing there
our eyes colide, 
but u don't care
like an evening rose
u bloom all by urself
thorn cutting skin
don't let em in


prod by:
Ciche&Jarn
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evening rose (prod. Ciche&Jarn)

😲☞  ωʰ𝐲'𝕤 έ𝕍€𝓻𝕪ｏŇⓔ ς𝓇𝐲𝕚𝐍ﻮ?  ♣✋

lyrics:
one, two, three
i met the devil on his knees
he met that one fallin leaf
the one i used to call my queen
now i understand, why this death is hard to believe
i'm not the only man, she got up under her sleeve
oh my god, it ain't as easy as it seems
i can't stand the way she crying in her sleep
i got some voices, they say that u'r a freak
but in the end my body grew numb n weak

i'm never happy, with these roots in my memory
i kno i fcked up every chance, i had to set u free
i loved u with all my heart unconditionally
now my skin's ripped apart from her melody

so much shit that i regret
all my friends, they want me dead
oh my god, left me, i'm sad
oh my girlfriend left me read
i'm sorry babe, it's my bad
i'm so sad to see u dead
i'm so tired of this mess
i'm so sick i need to rest

the one i used to call my queen *dxmo*

☺🍧  נǗ𝔰т Łєᵗ 𝐈Ŧ 𝔸ℓㄥ ᵉ𝔫𝔻  ♡♩

lyrics:
frostcone:
yeah, u told me that shit would get easier if i let them all in
now im all stitched up in a hospital, with pills in the bin
my mommy don't recognize me anymore, tears on her chin
i'm sorry i can't take this anymore, just let it all end

haff:
tell me i lie like why
i just wanna die tonight
i dont wanna cry tonight
can u not look me in the eyes
keep tryna start a fight
finally, i can feel alive
i can't see why u tryna shine
why believe, u cant shine that bright
dont u leave this time
i think you should try
i hope you dont mind
tell me why u cry
tryna fly high
tryna fly by
tryna fly bye

frostcone:
they're screaming so much, get out of my head!
reminds me of the past, that i try to forget
leave me hear to die, send flowers ahead
daisy's turn to poppies, so fcking violent

yeah, u told me that shit would get easier if i let them all in
now im all stitched up in a hospital, with pills in the bin
my mommy don't recognize me anymore, tears on her chin
i'm sorry i can't take this anymore, just let it all end

remli:
bags under my eyes
down em pills, it's my time
when i wake up, i hope i was enough
to end up in heaven
in its violet fields
i can't see no more
the light, the end of the road
it's overshadowed by my doubts
plz shut up, yeah plz shut up
this violet field that i'm layin in
it's slowly turnin scarlet
the blood is sinkin in
corroding the ground, yeah it's opening up
and swallows me whole

haff:
tell me i lie like why
i just wanna die tonight
i dont wanna cry tonight
can u not look me in the eyes
keep tryna start a fight
finally, i can feel alive
i can't see why u tryna shine
why believe, u cant shine that bright
dont u leave this time
i think you should try
i hope you dont mind
tell me why u cry
tryna fly high
tryna fly by
fly through violet fields w u tonight

violet field (feat. haff, remli)

SWEET LOVE OF MINE

SWEET LOVE OF MINE (PROD. NOTMORGN)

lyrics:

I can see his broken figure in the waterfall
shadow people crawling to me from the forest pawn
If I could envy what u did then it'd be going wrong
I just hope that when u hear this u can sing along 

I stood up in Memphis from the motel
It feels like I'm rotting in a jail cell
u had told that you'd change but we don't mean well
We just stuff our issues as we're growing cold 

out on my own 
Hearing Me speak as I bless my tone 
I woke up and i am freezing in the pale white snow 
baby I cannot breathe when I think about home

I wish you would put it back
Take it back where it belongs 
I walk on I'm falling off  
I guess this is just the world we know

I can see his broken figure in the waterfall
shadow people crawling to me from the forest pawn
If I could envy what u did then it'd be going wrong
I just hope that when u hear this u can sing along 

I stood up in Memphis from the motel
It feels like I'm rotting in a jail cell
You had told that you'd change but we don't mean well
We just stuff our issues as we're growing cold 


memphis (sorrowbringer)

🎈😡  ๔𝐄𝕧σＵｒє𝐑 𝐦€  💙♧

@xelfiy
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everytime i try to sleep
the demons devourer me
softlocked in a memory
dissonans in a symphony

i can't understand
what a man that i've become
won't u take my hand
save me from all that i have done

devourer me (feat. XELFIY)

lyrics:

Bonnie and Clyde
I got the baddest bitch and she gon ride for me
Heal me inside
She know what really goes on inside of me
She got me losing my focus
Unbuckled belt she top me in this lotus
Vroom
 its no one that close to us
Really its no one to hold us

Ok How does it feel when I grip that waist
I put some pedal all over the place
Pedal to medal its nothing to waste
I need that body right up in my face
I need you to come here and gimme a taste
I found a woman I couldnt replace
Roll me a second ill share in the pain
I watch the window fill up with the rain
I wake up groggy I smoke and im tame
Somehow I did it I had built me a name
I feel the fear in my jugular vein
I know whatever happens ill be straight
I promise im good
I promise im great
I finally sat and got to eating my cake
Take all the casualties out of my frame
U know that jealousy got in they brain
U know the envy had got in the way
Hop on the socials they got some to say
Im sorry u never been popping this way
High school was cool u was popular wait
What had happened
Now u average
Now we laughing
U a has been
I got so lucky like triple 7
Bitch it got yucky I had to manage
So I just roll me this blunt and I turn to a savage
I got some money it turned to a habit
I made some plays and it work like magic
I make the grind look like some automatic
Really its nothing but trusting my heart
I punch in this booth and im falling apart
Im playing my cards
Im playing my part
I swear that I knew this shit right from the start

Bonnie and Clyde
I got the baddest bitch and she gon ride for me
Heal me inside
She know what really goes on inside of me
She got me losing my focus
Unbuckled belt she top me in this lotus
Vroom
 its no one that close to us
Really its no one to hold us

clyde (ynnay___ x prodjust1 x madebycullen)

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If We Have Each Other

Popular Girl, Typical Boy | feat. sleep.ing

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love hurts as much as it gives


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