disc of sorrow

mckel - need (demo mix)

@feeluvsyou - stoopid

Prod. deadspyro
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
its a brand new day
i forgot who i was
it's a brand new day
make it all like fuck
make it all okay
really just because
it's a brand new day
i love you it sucks
it's a brand new day
wanna shape my face
like it's made out of clay
like i could rearrange it all
i just shape my face
i wish i didnt regret it all
and i wish i never changed
i guess i cant try at all
i guess i cant do it at all
i guess i gave up and i fall
and i cant regret it all
and i cant redo it all
i just cant go back now
gotta live with the memory 
gotta live whats inside of me
pain in these pills and i think their just killing me
and i think im gonna die soon
and i think the bad days soon 
and i think ur gonna lose me soon 
i guess i already lost you
and i think im gonna burn down
and i laugh when ur around
and i laugh at ur voicemail
i cant do it i guess i failed
i cant go back 
miss the memory i miss the past
and i wish that i could go back 
and i wish that i could do that

mckel - brand new day

capoxxo x pvscale - by my side [alt mix] (prod. notlikethis)

take me apart (prod. frost)

@misalivee yayaya
prod idly blare
mastered by @luvhexx :)

Of course i got all the red lights after dropping you off
Environmental capture, make me think about the moment
What it could’ve meant
Or what it really did
Or maybe that i don’t know what this is
Could you even tell me what this is
I can’t talk to you about what I’m feeling
Try to tell you with my eyes and you keep missing 
Maybe that’s intentional,
Cus it’s easier if you don’t get me
You can do what you want and it’ll be on me for not expressing

i said youre gone
you said i do it to myself
and please dont talk to me 
forget like how i fell
and youre like all i got
cuz you got what i need
its like everytime we talk 
i lose a part of me 
like would you catch me if i fall
and i feel sick as fuck 
like i dont care at all

it’s easier if you don’t get me

Zabawa dalej trwa

[Intro]
Yeah! No more chains, no more pain!
I put the bottle down, now I’m free!
Party with Jesus all night! Let’s go!

[Verse 1]
Used to drown my heart, trying to escape,
Chasing the night, falling in the same old place,
But the Spirit came and lifted me high,
Now I’m dancing with Jesus under the sky!

[Pre-Chorus]
No more sorrow, no more shame,
His joy in my heart, calling my name!
Every step, every move, every light,
I’m partying with Jesus all night!

[Chorus]
I put the bottle down, yeah, I’m alive!
Dancing in His Spirit, feeling revived!
Every heartbeat, every shout, every sound,
I’m partying with Jesus all night, Heaven-bound!
No more chains, no more fight,
I’m free in the Spirit, shining bright!
I put the bottle down, I found my light,
Party with Jesus all night!

[Verse 2]
Friends can cheer, but nothing compares,
To the love of the Savior lifting my prayers,
From darkness to light, from sorrow to song,
I found where I belong, all night long!

[Pre-Chorus]
No more sorrow, no more shame,
His joy in my heart, calling my name!
Every step, every move, every light,
I’m partying with Jesus all night!

[Chorus]
I put the bottle down, yeah, I’m alive!
Dancing in His Spirit, feeling revived!
Every heartbeat, every shout, every sound,
I’m partying with Jesus all night, Heaven-bound!
No more chains, no more fight,
I’m free in the Spirit, shining bright!
I put the bottle down, I found my light,
Party with Jesus all night!

[Bridge]
Ohhh, lift your hands, feel the freedom flow,
Every step in the Spirit, let the whole world know!
No drink, no pain, only victory here,
Party with Jesus, the Spirit is near!

[Final Chorus]
I put the bottle down, yeah, I’m alive!
Dancing in His Spirit, feeling revived!
Every heartbeat, every shout, every sound,
I’m partying with Jesus all night, Heaven-bound!
No more chains, no more fight,
I’m free in the Spirit, shining bright!
I put the bottle down, I found my light,
Party with Jesus all night!

[Outro]
Yeah! Freedom! Joy! Victory!
No more bottles, only His glory!
Party with Jesus all night!