i still wear your hoodie when it rains,
smells like fall and old mistakes.
you said forever, now it feels to far
now it feels way to farrrr

the leaves are dead, like what we had,
i keep pretending it’s not that bad.
but, every song still sounds like you,
and i don’t know what im supposed to do.
what im supposed to do.

you were the light in a small town night,
felt like fire, now it’s just white noise.
i talk to the wind, i wait for a sign,
but it’s just cold air and wasted time.
its just cold air and wasted timeeee

maybe you forgot, but i can’t let go,
love like ours still leaves, a shadow.
and i still wear your hoodie when it rains,
im trying to wash off all the pain..

you were the light in a small town night,
felt like fire, now it’s just white noise.
i talk to the wind, i wait for a sign,
but it’s just cold air and wasted time.
its just cold air and wasted timeeee

rain songs and ghosts

Paranoid Parrots

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4Xp5qySkwdrmx8cdIbBrOk

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https://music.apple.com/us/album/benihime-ep-ep/1822897077

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https://prodbykillerbee.bandcamp.com/album/benihime-ep

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https://album.link/us/i/1822897077

Lyrics:
I can feel you all the time
I can’t feel, it’s you that’s on my mind
And it’s all the time

My heart has abandoned me
It’s a crime scene
You got away scot free

What you took from me…

And inside of me
I can’t parse the lies from honesty
And it’s honestly..

..what I dread!
What you said went over my head
But I’ll still go long
Past the end zone, I’m gone

Blind spot
You’re too perfect like a psyop
What you left of me
Now I can’t breathe

I can’t tell what’s on your mind
I can’t feel this all the time
Can I draw the line?

Unrequited love is hell
Practice your name out loud like a spell

Still feel your claws in my body
Can’t get your voice out of my memory or my heart
And I want to set you free 

You’ll need a thieving crew
It’s locked tight behind an iron vault
Trigger in your palm
You’re the cool one good at sabotage…

Description:
For Kanon.

What is there left to say? I’ve put it all out there for better or for worse. I think ‘Corazón’ or this album could speak better to it than my writing here. Most of ‘LNR_[05]’ too. The moment I met her gaze, anything that wasn’t her in my heart was instantly seared away. I spent that summer running away from those feelings until finally, during the final week of the residency where I met her, the feelings kind of hit a boiling point. I didn’t want to live with regret so I gave in..and it swept me away like a flood. I couldn’t outrun it. I still can’t. I feel her in every heartbeat. I see her eyes in every sunset. I hear her voice in the susurration of leaves in the wind..but I’m trying to close the door now.  [...cont'd in the letter below]

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Killer Bee 

Letter:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Qjz81M-qgqwAfEk5BO7rX8HYcimryuZC/view?usp=drive_link

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