ive boarded up the windows,
 left locks on every door
, I've sat alone in silence, 
 I threw away the phone , 

every night i lied awake ,
 these thoughts racing round my head
, every night I lied awake 
toss and turning in my bed,

 I've swam in shallow puddles, 
I've seen the other side, 
I've drank the tainted water,
 I left loved ones behind, 

every night I lied awake 
till the sun was coming up, 
every night I lied awake 
with both of my eyes wide shut. 

every night, every night, every night, 
every night, every night yeah every night 
oh every night, every night

Every Night I Lied Awake

Have a listen to my album "Curiosities Of Outsider Art" (Sept 2025). Quirky and interesting tunes.
Thank you for listening!

I try to write with rich lyrical details and self-deprecating humor about the human condition. Plus, that unique Shade Structure sound!  It sounds best with headphones. Thanks for any comments, reposts or likes.

Discography: Available under Album tag on my Soundcloud main page. 
* Curiosities Of Outsider Art (Sept 2025)
*All this Useless Beauty (2025)
*Rockers (2024) 
*Arrhythmia & Blues (2024)
* The Curse Of A Good Looking Ghost (2024)
* Low Profile (2024)
* Smilers (EP 2023)
•Short Songs For Tall Minds"  (2022)
•Friends, They're Gonna Get Your Story Wrong (2021)
•A Suburban Dadaist With Some Store Bought Beats (2021)
•All Feel and No Technique (2020)
•This Is How I Spend My Nights (2019)
•California Songs (2018-2019)

All sounds contained within are home-made/DIY recordings. Most songs are short stories, as I am influenced by Musicians & Writers like Raymond Carver, Warren Zevon, Mountain Goats, Tom Waits, Mark Eitzel,  Randy Newman, Destroyer, Steely Dan, Captain Beefheart, Loudon Wainwright III, Leonard Cohen & The National. Most songs have the lyrics on the song page. Thank you for listening!

I am a rapper and producer from Buckinghamshire, England. I make music because it makes me happy, I hope it makes you happy too. Peace.

I make demos. I love pizza and sitting. 

I have a couple of EPs out on most streaming services check those out.

dawless crap.
live recordings for my cats.

Tokyo-based experimental pop duo and creators of Buddhagaya TV. If you'd like to be on the next episode, get in touch! 

This space is for demos and rough tracks. A bit about us in Tokyo Weekender:
https://www.tokyoweekender.com/2021/01/santa-dharma/?fbclid=IwAR2KtemX45Z7GaFxUA_I7VL-a0YsyMCDrQvEoh-Bkkim9TiWdGOa2J2boJE

Every Night I Lied Awake

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