prod @metlast
Lyrics:
Nothing really seems to change
And I can't even stop to blame myself
Don't want to wake up today
I don't want to feel that pain again
Nothing really seems to change
But nothing really seems the same
I'm dying numb and cold
'Cause inside me there is no more flame

Can you tell me what to think?
'Cause I can feel my heart shrink
I thought that I had nothing
Inside my chest
I just want to feel alive
For the last time

Nothing really seems to change
And I can't even stop to blame myself
Don't want to wake up today
I don't want to feel that pain again
Nothing really seems to change
But nothing really seems the same
I'm dying numb and cold
'Cause inside me there is no more flame

Nothing Changes [prod. metlast]

Suddenly, I find myself walking alone
All the precious things I had, now gone

Gazing at the streets, memories come flooding back
Of the cherished moments that I can no longer grasp

The things I've lost, I can never regain
Longing for them, my heart filled with pain

As the night falls, I wonder if I'll ever reclaim
Those cherished moments, those stars that once shone

Hoping they'll return, those cherished things
I await their return, through the night's lonely hours

Longing for their return, those cherished things
Awaiting their return, through the night's lonely hours

Longing for their return, those cherished things
Awaiting their return, through the night's lonely hours

Emptiness

To anybody who noticed the change of the prod. I replaced the beat with one made by me with the same guitar sample because the first one was sold. I hope you will like it.
Thanks to @nicoteenninyo for the collab, he's a really talented guy.

[gothurted]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

[nicoteen ninyo]
I sleep alone in my tears
thinking bout everything
wondering what my life would be like
if you were here with me

Then I wake up from my dream
Without you next to me
With this space in my chest

As a tear rolls down my cheek
I drown in my nicotine
To heal this black plague you left

But I'm still empty
And I'm only twenty
I wish you could hear me
I wish you could know
what it feels like

[gothurted & nicoteen ninyo]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

STREAM

feels like ft. nicoteen ninyo [prod. gothurted]

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

TEAR ME LIMB FROM LIMB, ALL I WANT TO SEE IS HER SMILE ONE MORE TIME, WHERE EVER SHE IS...

Lyrics:

Tell me what you want me to be
I’m tearing down these walls you’ve built between us
And even if you wanted to see
What I’ve built for us on the other side, 
I’ve lost my mind

So What the fuck did you mean to me?
I can’t answer all of your mindless questions!
You knew it meant almost everything!
Everything I fucking would’ve given to save us!

You don’t know the real me do you?
You only know what I wanted you to think of me!
The problems floating inside of me are endless...
Like the shards of glass piercing beneath my feet!

So Am I not good enough am I not enough for you?
I’m slowly falling apart pieces are breaking!
It’s not enough to see me die in front of you
You need me gone,
And lying on my knees!

So listen here while I scream out for you!
I need the closure of something everlasting!
YOU KNEW YOU MEANT EVERYTHING DON'T YOU?!
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING

AND FOR WHAT THE FUCK THAT GUY DID TO YOU...
I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU’RE GONE AND SUFFERING!
BUT LET ME BE YOUR BANDAGE MY LOVE
Pour me down, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO FEEL

I don’t believe You need space 
You just wanted him 

I’m breaking out! no I can’t bare, YOU KNow!

BUT KNOWING YOU,
THERE'S NO GOING BACK
I'M ALL BUT FORGOTTEN,
I'M FADING It SEEMS!

So if you see me on TV, my love!
YOU KNOW I DID IT FOR YOU PROMISE ME YOU'LL SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME...

PLEASE PLEASE

SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME,
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME! 
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk

Lyrics:

I'd give everything to you, you always knew that
Cut my wrists, if you want me bleeding I would do that
I'm obsessed with it, I know - soon it's gonna kill me
But I always thought it's worth it, girl do you feel me
x2

For a couple of days, I did nothing
Just lay in my bed, like it's my coffin
Just wish I was dead, don't have no feelings
Girl I know you don't want me, hope I'm dreaming

Pop a bottle, drinking til I can't see nothing
Ask me if I'm fine, but know that I won't say nothing
Ask me if I'm free, but I'll say that I'm busy
Even tho I'm not, but I can't let you see me

I'd give everything to you, you always knew that
Cut my wrists, if you want me bleeding I would do that
I'm obsessed with it, I know - soon it's gonna kill me
But I always thought it's worth it, girl do you feel me
x4

I'd Give Everything To You

I'd Give Everything to You [prod. Wellfed]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
don't ever fall in love they say
it's the biggest trap, don't go this way
you're gonna get it when you grow up
20 years old, still didn't got that

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

and that is how i'm feeling
i don't want to lay, staring at the ceiling
i just want us to be together
heart to heart, thinking bout whatever
comes to mind
baby we are fine
don't worry bout a thing
i can deal with anything
yea
for you, i'll do everything
i'll do everything
cause

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

i just want to feel

deadfish - i just want to feel

I want to thank you all for this wonderful year <3. I've decided to release this song for all of you. I hope all of you will enjoy <3. It's amazing how far I've come with all of you this year and I really can't express enough how grateful I am to all of you. I love every single one of you <3

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/sinxi

lyrics:

sitting in your room all blacked out
losing sanity, it don't matter now
people from around told you to be cautious
'cause they don't want to see you heartbroken

shutters down, so can't see from my window
how everybody point at me their fingers
everybody wanna say that i shouldve listened
maybe shouldve
maybe not
don't remind me of that

I feel empty and I know that
Love is what I need
You feel broken, don't deny that
love is what you need

[Sinxi]
Do you feel it when you breathe 
Do you ever think of me 
When the echoes turn to screams 
And you’re crumbling falling at my feet

Love is what we need
x2

alone at nights
no one to help me
struggling to sleep
cause I'm feeling colder

but negative thoughts 
won't bring me closure
I'll pick myself up
and search for my own end

Won't deny it, I won't fight it
I just need someone close to me
I won't hide it, keep on trying
that's how I want to be

I feel empty and I know that
Love is what I need
You feel broken, don't deny that
love is what you need

[Sinxi]
Do you feel it when you breathe 
Do you ever think of me 
When the echoes turn to screams 
And you’re crumbling falling at my feet

Produced/Mixed/Matered by Deadfish and Sinxi

spotify/itunes

love is what we need (feat. Sinxi)

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
The Hardest thing i had to do
Was leave you

I guess she really wasnt the one
Tell me was that love

Dont want to get attached 
To someone else and get let down
one moment i might like you
And the next im out 

I Distance myself
Because i dont know myself

All i know is getting high
And burning lights right in my eyes
Its obvious that things arent fine
But all i do is say im fine

I cant feel like i once did
I barely feel shit

If you love me why would you do that
If you hate me you could really prove that


Baby i think im having a nightmare 
Its crazy because i think i died there

Oh my god its getting to my head the stress i cant take it
Every little thing i swear i fuckin ruin it
I could rly ruin her yeah
Things will never work
So burn me till we through with it

The Hardest thing i had to do
Was leave you

I guess she really wasnt the one
Tell me was that love

Dont want to get attached 
To someone else and get let down
one moment i might like you
And the next im out 

I Distance myself
Because i dont know myself


All i know is getting high
And burning lights right in my eyes
Its obvious that things arent fine
But all i do is say im fine

I cant feel like i once did
I barely feel shit

If you love me why would you do that
If you hate me you could really prove that

I think ive fallen in love with misery
Baby what do you see when you look at me
I know its been so long
I just need to write one more song

I need to get through this somehow
Get fucked up and i black out
Smoke my life away i dont care now
I feel like a ghost i havent been around

Burning Lights [Prod. Wellfed]

Sleeps X - the final light ft. NuMoon

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

MUSIC VIDEO

Dark Place [prod. Young Kxge]

Biteki Gang
@bitekivibes

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lol

Burning Lights [Prod. Wellfed]

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