this is so fkn good and its helpin me thro a dark time 

Livestream 3

Hold On is a Heart Song, expressing deeply-felt love with a sweet melody, subtle harmonies, and sweeping rhythms. It is about the pain of not being able to say the name of the person you love, having to keep your love a secret and, for whatever reason, not declaring it. At the same time, there is someone who loves you, who recognizes your inner essence, and who wants you to hold on to the light and the hope that lies in the future. 

The gorgeous melody and tender lyrics make the song uplifting and tender, not despairing. You will be moved by the rich, deeply expressive vocals, delivered with tenderness and quiet strength, particularly the line, “Hold on to the light”.

Lyric video on Vimeo https://vimeo.com/1139011601

Hold On

HOLD ON

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause these snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

Do you mind smoking weed together? 
Thats the only way that I get better 
I know I'm not such a good heartbreaker
I cant kill you with a message 

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause this snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

someone [prod. discent]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-broken-bones-broken-heart-lyrics

broken bones, broken heart ft. nicoteen ninyo [prod. loopy!]

REJECT!
MUCH LOVE TO EVERYONE WHO CAME ON
Feat. [ @sushisai ]
Prod. [ @areusure ]
Lyrics:
[FRVR]
You dont know my pain
Going through life with a bullet in my brain
Then i wake up the next day
I guess i cant leave, im gonna go insane

I drink so i cant think
Wash my blood in the sink
Each night im at the brink
My thoughts have uncertainty
x2 

[SUISAI]
once upon a time i cared about life now the thought just,
seems so distant,
look up making wishes to the sky for it to come down, 
rather bring the whole world under with me, 
cause looking around i dont see anything, 
worth the time no pure intentions, 
waste away a senseless bitter fuk, 
no more ive had enough of this

[FRVR]
You dont know my pain
Going through life with a bullet in my brain
Then i wake up the next day
I guess i cant leave, im gonna go insane

I drink so i cant think
Wash my blood in the sink
Each night im at the brink
My thoughts have uncertainty
x2 

Can she fucking see me giving out
Can she fucking see me bleeding out
She can tell im barely living now
Bite into my neck and play my sound

I said were going places
See new faces
Take new drugs
Fuck me up

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YOU DON'T KNOW MY PAIN - FRVR X SUISAI

i love you.

produced and written by andy sanborn
mixed and engineered by destroy the wall

twitter.com/andy_sanborn
instagram.com/andysanborn

June

Iced Coffee with pink cig (prod. omgsora)

Written and recorded by @alainite
Produced by @user-212595325
Mixed by @hellosloani
Mastered by Rogan Kelsey

Cause I've never thought I'd be left on my own to find my way home
I guess there's some things that just aren't really worth the fight
So I spend my night at home tonight
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone tonight
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone
Yeah without you by my side 

When you left yeah I couldn't quite understand it
You sit there you're packing you bags like you planned it
And I know, I know it's over
And I can't, I can't believe yeah
That all this time, you've been running circles in my mind
And baby I don't know if I'll be fine
I need a minute after all this time, time, time

I'm blind, blind, blind
You're mine, mine, mine
I'm blind, blind, blind
You're mine, mine

Cause I've never thought I'd be left on my own to find my way home
I guess there's some things that just aren't really worth the fight
So I spend my night at home tonight
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone tonight
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone
Yeah without you by my side I'll be left alone
I'll be left alone

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Left Alone (Prod. Paul Fix)

[Prod. Diamoon]

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Lyrics:
Don't let go
Your the only one

Its been getting way harder just to keep going on

I know
that things are harder than they seem
Your trying everything
But nothings working out


I know what its like to drown
When you cant breathe, inside your skin
Holding onto broken pieces within
I dont wanna show up im a burden

Close the curtains
Feeling worthless
If you really loved me did i deserve this
You only know its love when the pain is worth it 
I gave up everything ended up deserted


Don't let go
Your the only one

Its been getting way harder just to keep going on

I know
that things are harder than they seem
Your trying everything
But nothings working out

Don't Let Go [Prod. Diamoon]

[Prod. Diamoon]

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Lyrics:
Hey
What if i die today
Hey
Would tears roll down your face
Hey
I feel like such a waste
Hey
I pack my bags and chase

Getting high in my room but its not the same as
Getting high with you, those memories are fading

Cut my wrist im bleeding
I feel so complacent
My lifes so damn empty
Problems i got plenty

I look ugly when i cry
I dont wanna cry
Only time i feel alive
Is when im dying, I

Got some vices i give into
Im so fuckin see through 
Am i even human
I cant talk to people

Im so alone i check the corners of my eyes but aint nobody there
Voices tellin me when i get high that i dont need the air
Walls can stare into your soul, i think imma crash and burn, wake up and i pour some more
Oh

Hey
What if i die today
Hey
Would tears roll down your face
Hey
I feel like such a waste
Hey
I pack my bags and chase

Getting high in my room but its not the same as
Getting high with you, those memories are fading

Cut my wrist im bleeding
I feel so complacent
My lifes so damn empty
Problems i got plenty

Hey [Prod. Diamoon]

[prod. nate2timez] @nate2timezz


Lyrics:
Tonight i drink till the sun goes down
Smoke after i get up
No I dont have a plan now

I let my heart gather dust
Why cant i just give a fuck

Insiiide, all alone 
Tiime seems to have froze
Wearing the same clothes

These wounds wont close
No more, no more
Feed on my soul
Im cold, im cold

Live like a fool
Big dreams, fuck school
I dont like rules
Nothing to do

Tonight i drink till the sun goes down
Smoke after i get up
No I dont have a plan now

I let my heart gather dust
Why cant i just give a fuck

Insiiide, all alone 
Tiime seems to have froze
Wearing the same clothes

i don't have a plan now [prod. nate2timez]

Lyrics: 

I'm so sick inside my head
I don't ever feel alright
I think i'll disappear on you tonight
Cause I know you'll save my life

I know I'm too fucked up to feel okay
And I know your love's a sin
But I'm still hanging on your every word
I can't keep my feelings in

And I'm not okaaaay (I'm not okay, I swear I'm not)
Okay (I'm not okay, I swear I'm not)
Okay (I'm not okay, I swear I'm not)
Okay (I'm not okay, I swear I'm)
Is anybody like me (Is anybody hurting)
Does everybody hate me (does everybody hate me)
I'm not too good at feelings    (i wish that i could feel them)
Is anybody crazy (cause I feel like I'm crazy)

Fingertips on your skin, you feel so cold
Speak to me with your eyes and kiss my soul
Make me feel alright, warm my lonely nights
Make me whole

Talk to me like you know that I'm the one
Tell me who you talk to when I'm gone
You tell me it's alright, dont worry baby tonight
We're alone

But I don't believe you
Cause I think your love is see-thru
It's shattered inside of my head girl
And I can't trust you in my world

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Body // Soul

just one of the infinite advantages of studying the art of the blade

Ain't It Funny How It Goes

Lyrics:

Wake me up 
From this nightmare
Wake me up
I don't want to do this anymore
Wake me up
I'm imploring you
Wake me up
Cause I don't know how to do
Got a huge weight sitting on my back
Got a tight rope all around my neck
Got a huge hole inside my chest
Longing for a bullet to make one inside my head
Everything is getting tiring I may end it now
Bad vibes, Everything that I can see around
In my dreams, I can see myself
Slit my throat now I'm stuck in hell

Wake Me Up [prod. wxrst]

Produced by pinomin

ft. @ullbefine

Lyrics:

iluvtora:

[Intro]:
oh how i wish your hand would be like mine
reaching on to something that is really hard to find
as we walk and our love is so combined
all i really say to you is: "babe look at the sky!"

"iluvtora"

[Chorus]:
oh how i wish your hand would be like mine (like mine)
reaching on to something that is really hard to find (it's hard to find yuh)
as we walk and our love is so combined (so combined yuh)
all i really say to you is: "babe look at the sky!"
pretty white clouds from above 
letting sun shine from behind
i can see you tearing up
and the tears glow up your eyes (your eyes)
i get caught up in your lies (in your lies)
and getting fucking tired of the same fucking reply

[Bridge]:
yeah, the same reply
you say it all the time: "babe the sky is just the sky" but nah!
ay, how can you feel that way?
you have something else to say?

[Verse]:
my sky, gives me the reason to live and the reason to hide
it gets rid of the feelings, that i buried myself quite deep down inside
okay that's enough, cus i'll be fine; yeah, i'll be fine.

april: 

"april"

[Verse]:
omg, it's still the same
the tought of you lost in the rain
but now i know that i'm so far away from you
and all the times with you on my mind
it still hurts to know that i'm not letting go

iluvtora:

[Outro]:
oh how i wish your hand would be like mine (like mine)
reaching on to something that is really hard to find (it's hard to find yuh)
as we walk and our love is so combined (so combined yuh)
all i really say to you is: "babe look at the sky!"

how can you feel that way? (ft. april) (prod. pinomin)

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Don't Let Go [Prod. Diamoon]

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