@kyoakyo @k4rson

I always had a feel you wont stick around
your facade I watched it peel it all start falling down
if you kept it real it wouldn't hurt me as bad
if you kept it real I wouldn't be in your trap 
no I cant recognize where I'm at now - at now 
but you played your role so god damn well
had me thinking you would stay but I only got a taste 

we gon leave it all undone 
n act like it wont matter much
our memories they feel like cuts 
another dream left in the dust 
theres no blame on you for me bleeding 
I spent trips round the sun looking for a reason
I cant undo what we done it keep me from sleeping
feel behind everyone im so out of sequence 

racks up in my jeans
in that cle
fendi on my shirt
margeli on my feet
u cant get no verse
u cant get no ft
push that 2 door coupe
thats jus how i be 
srt i floor it 
hit my phone ignore it 
num9 ralph lauren
i want money then record 
i ball hard like jordan
fit u cant afford this 
bitch want me im gorgeous
got rich from recording

I always had a feel you wont stick around
your facade I watched it peel it all start falling down
if you kept it real it wouldn't hurt me as bad
if you kept it real I wouldn't be in your trap 
no I cant recognize where I'm at now - at now 
but you played your role so god damn well
had me thinking you would stay but I only got a taste

of what we could be

undone w/ karson (kyoa)

Mix- me
Master/prod- @soreu_u

LYRICS

i folded a note
never gave it 2 u
still in my pocket
like im gonna run into u

sometimes i wish u never saw me break
theres times i wish that this was all just fake

no quiero que lo sepas
lo que estoy pasando
llegaste sin aviso
me cambiaste y me hundo
llegaste sin aviso
me cambiaste y me hundo

i folded a note
never gave it 2 u
still in my pocket
like im gonna run into u

i folded a note
never gave it 2 u
still in my pocket
like im gonna run into u

sometimes i wish u never saw me break
theres times i wish that this was all just fake

lovenote2u (@soreu_u)

this song was made for my birthday :) i'm 20 !!!

feat by @peiflowy x @ogmatrixx
prod by @sparkl3xo

Lyrics:

[ @trustohm ]
It’s my birthday, I turn 20
I got cake, I don’t need many
I feel weird, but I got plenty
Fake my smile, but still look friendly
Light the fire, close my eyes
Make a wish, then look at sky

It’s my birthday, I turn 20
I got cake, I don’t need many
I feel weird, but I got plenty
Fake my smile, but still look friendly
Light the fire, close my eyes
Make a wish, then look at sky
People change, but I don't cry
Just say hi, then say good bye
Bye (6x)

I wake up, feel the sun
Still feel small, but I’m not done
Turnin’ twenty, not that fun
Miss the days when I could run
Friends all gone, I stay still
Feel too much, can't just chill
Idk what is real
But I smile like I will heal

[ @peiflowy ]
All these days are turning hella faster
Close my eyes I'm 20 in a flash, yeah
To be honest I don't know if I should be happy or sad
Every time I close my eyes I just see the fucking past
I was just a little kid enjoying my life
Now that I've been moving on I don't feel this right
I've been holding so many regrets
I'm falling way back in the mess
I’m thinking of life way less
I just wanna be wit my friends
We are departed cause were getting fucking older
But that is okay cause I'm holding on their shoulders
I will remember all the memories we made
Stuck in my head, We Just Keep It On Save 

[ @ogmatrixx ]
Fake smile I dont care
I still look friendly I try my best
But from now on i dont know what to expect
I just hope I will be alright
From now on I dont know
My head wont stop hurting
At this rate I may just cry alone
So todays my chance if I take it
It might be now or never

[ @trustohm ]
Time go fast, tick, tick, tick
Tryna be strong, brick by brick
Fake that laugh, play that trick
But my heart still feel so sick

Talk to me, I feel alone
Text all night, still on phone
I grow up, im on my own
Happy day? Idk

20 w/ pei flowy, OGMaTrixx (sparkle)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
####

i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

prod by @0shimamura

lyrics:

@peiflowy
This shit is feeling strange
I'm feeling hella pain
I'm calling out your name
Gotchu you stuck in my brain
Looking at your face
My eyes hit the floor
I think I'm giving hints
Pretty sure that you know
Think I loved you from the start
Gave you everything in my heart
Swear that I played my part
Hope that we go far

@trustohm
Now I'm lost in the dark
feelin' cold in my heart
you was there at the start
but you tearin' apart
Now I'm chillin' alone
staring down at my phone
hopin’ you hit my tone
but you left, now you gone

I was real, I was true
gave my time all to you
now I don’t know what to do
got me stuck in the blue

@haunted_sad
Yeah, yeahh 
I didn't know like what to do
Living in the past, all these #memoriesofu
Crystalized in my heart you just really gleamed
Remembein the past baby, it still haunts me
Yeah, baby, always knew I was the issue
You left me hollow to the core, yeah, I don't miss u
I can't remember the days where i felt alright
Loopin back in my head I think I wna die

gone - pei flowy + trustohm + haunted_sad (shimamura)

most recent clips!

this has been a hard month for me. thank you to all my amazing friends (some of whom are in these clips!) who have supported me and pushed me to go further. i love you all

if you want to use any of these, dm me!!

0:00 — date (sample from kimi no na wa) +@r1yy
1:14 — our sky +@rewind214
2:06 — flora +@jihyo39
3:20 — +@miriyami
4:08 — flutter +@jihyo39
5:05 — july 4th +@moz-103259352

##july25 (+riy +rewind +jihyo +miriyami +moz)

prod @prodjayysoul @carterrrrr
mix/master @yyuskee

Had to get my head on straight
Had to get my bread up 

These days I've felt like I'd woken up
Was in a dream that I couldn't stand
Third person view, self: unspoken of
Realized this life only got one chance

Had to get my head on straight
Had to get my bread up 
Finally found in myself a reason to keep goin' on
Finally got a taste of the warmth living in everyone

Yeah, we got all the time we need
You've been on my mind lately
I can feel you next to me
Whenever you call my name
Tryna catch a sight of me
Girl, I don't wanna hide nothing
Baby, can you tell the truth
Got my head all jumbled up
Tryna make sense of this
Problems don't affect me no more
Gas pack got me over it
Got my head up in the clouds
Like I'm always in a trip

Had to get my head on straight
Had to get my bread up 
Finally found in myself a reason to keep goin' on
Finally got a taste of the warmth living in everyone

I can't keep goin' like I did
But I still struggle, I admit
Reinforcement, relapse—it happens
Tough cycle, slowly working on amends

And I can't stop it
Stuck in my head
I feel like falling
Been workin' all the time
Just tryna survive
Looking up been waiting for the sky
To fall down in place

reinforcement ft. yuske prod. jayysoul + atmxs

yuske - moments

things aint the same when we sober
uh oh, g-go back to being awkward when the high is over

yea
oh yeaa
im not the same guy that night
knuckle dusters in my pocket i dont really like to fight fair
baby you know im right here
just send the text ima… hit-hit you back
im on dnd but ill try my best
everyday i live seem like a test
everything that say seems like a trap
wont be surprised if i meet death right now
if you dont wanna meet death pipe down
oh yeaaa
yea yea pipe down
she touchin all on my chest right now
if you dont want yo heart broke pipe down
you walkin on a tight rope right now
its too late you got yo hands tied now
fuck-fuck around and.. find out
yea fuck around and make shit die out
run around and get tired out
run around and… yea
run around and get tired out
yea run around dunno what im lookin for
end up doin everything wrong
yea
oh yea
i thought it was gon be fun
guess i saw the whole thing wrong
if sum too good to be true sum wrong
in the function w shisha not bong
catch him lackin gg.com
if i catch feelings thats gg.com
baby this shit not a tv rom com
no
yea slight flex i got my briefs from tom ford
yea you gotta watch this shit from the fence you not on the field or on court
you gotta watch from afar
shes so near but far
yea im right here but im not
wish we could be like that but…

things aint the same when we sober
uh oh, g-go back to being awkward when the high is over

gone - pei flowy + trustohm + haunted_sad (shimamura)

#fsociety