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We were still becoming.
And I said things—
true things,
I think.

I loved you.
Swore I’d never love another.

And I meant it.
That’s what haunts me.

How deeply we believe,
before the world begins to move beneath us.

Just time,
and the quiet undoing of vows
whispered too young.

Sometimes I hear him—
the boy I was.
Still promising.
Still sure.

Still unaware
he’s already gone.

vows

This song is reflecting those perfect rainy sundays, sat at home with a warm drink, looking out into the peaceful world, static with the rain. The plants and trees are getting the water they need and everything takes on a calm, serene vibe. 

11.SUNDAY

Same words, different world.

There was a time when the world was quiet. Or maybe it wasn’t the world—maybe it was just me. I remember the silence, the kind that wasn’t empty but full, the kind that settled softly like dusk over a slow-moving river. Back then, my mind was still a place I could rest in, not a storm I had to survive.

It must have started as a whisper, a small ripple in the stillness, something I thought would pass. But it grew until it became everything. Now, the quiet feels like something I dreamed, something too distant to be real. I chase it, reach for it in the rare moments when the chaos slows.

And I am left here, a drift in the wind, unable to remember what it felt like to simply be.

Sometimes, late at night, when the world is half-asleep, I almost hear it again. A memory of silence, pressed between heartbeats, between the ticking of the clock and the sigh of the wind against the glass. But it never stays. The storm always finds its way back, tearing through my thoughts, scattering them like leaves in a wind I cannot stop.

I wonder - was I ever truly at peace, or was it only the absence of knowing what would come? And if I was, if that silence was real, is it lost forever? Or is it waiting for me somewhere, just beyond the horizon?

I remember the silence (rework)

everything will be okay

I feed on what’s left of me.
day after day.
it’s not hunger, not really.
more like… maintenance.
keeping the rot from falling apart too fast.

the demons
they don’t scream anymore.
they hum.
soft, constant,
like the sound behind silence.

I tell myself it’s discipline.
that I’m fighting.
that I’m becoming.
but I know what that smell is.
I know what it means when the mirror looks tired before I do.

sometimes I think the rot isn’t decay.
maybe it’s transformation.
maybe I’m not breaking, I’m… refining.
yeah.
refining.
that’s what I said last time, too.

there’s no redemption.
no release.
just the slow rot of trying again.
again.
again.

I forget what I wanted to fix.
I just remember the shape of the wound.
it’s familiar.
it’s home.

and I feed on what’s left of me,
day after day,
so the demons won’t starve.

two_o_three_no_more_me

dark matter

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– Artist PR, Artist PR

Falacy of Religion

salcobrand rythouu dirty prod by me

I reapproached the mix balance to my track "The Intro". This is the demo that I have now. It is an alternative, indie-style rap track

Lyrics:

Lately i've been tryna be on "best man".
Lately i've been dodging all the stressors.
Lately i've been on some i don't sweat shit.
Lately there've been scratch outs on my hitlist.
Lately niggas on some other "yes men".
Given to the stressors of a penman.
"Penetentiary state of mind" his mind' inclined.
Thinking that he's dodged the grind, the blood is lime.
Jealousy: the monster deep within the grind, cuts deeper than a stoney lot.
Worthless good-for-nothing working Wormwood:
Idle in my Eye because of Idol ties.
Please don't get up close the space is volatile.
Agent gassing up the sleep, he too? the comatose.
Thousand bands of xans with phony hoes just waiting lurking in the dark with drapeful gropey bros and their phony clones.
Don't sweat me I'm a G nigga
Don't press me I'm a B, nigga.
The fake news you all see, nigga?
That shit Ri wrong. Real nigga.

Enjoi.

Lately (The Intro)

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