song about my existential dread feat @guitarbf :)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4oFVAAlxd96bYFCwJwknUA?si=tXJRHKwtT1i6jWL5r8qg_g

ttm w/ guitarbf

draggin shit we dont care about lmao

LYRICS 

when i was a kid I would cry
hating myself on the inside 
then they say those things don't matter
give your heart on a platter

If I knew me back then 
I think I would have said this
"what they say doesn't matter 
Its your life do whatever

when i was a kid I would cry
hating myself on the inside 
then they say those things don't matter
give your heart on a platter

If I knew me back then 
I think I would have said this
"what they say doesn't matter 
Its your life do whatever

since i was a kid 
always been misread
treated like a mis fit
I just couldn't get it

If I had a kid
he wont be misread
he wont be a misfit
he wont wanna fit in

when i was a kid I would cry
hating myself on the inside 
then they say those things don't matter
give your heart on a platter

If I knew me back then 
I think I would have said this
"what they say doesn't matter 
Its your life do whatever

give ur he4rt on a platter <3

Nothing matters

Pull Up

i wont make a sound with kaisexistence

I slit it

Should've told her

Now everything got colder

Im peeking 

Over her shoulder

She's kissing someone older

I'll hang my

fucking body

Cause I can't stand this feeling

I'm crying

Im dying

Now my corpse is fucking rotting

Can you shoot me

Can you gut me

Can you throw my head on the gulotine 

Can you beat me

Can you rape me

Cause I know my lifes worse than that

i might have his IP in my google docs but who cares

ur final challenge is to stop me from killing myself
God already abandoned us
I don't want her saying that she was right
She said, go back to the church and pray
Cause I'm fucked up mentally
I can't take this anymore
She wants me to fuck her brains out
But i wanna blow my brains out
I don't see my life getting better
God already abandoned us
I don't want her saying that she was right
She said, go back to the church and pray
Cause I'm fucked up mentally
I can't take this anymore
She wants me to fuck her brains out
But i wanna blow my brains out
I don't see my life getting better

Pull Up

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