Lost in my thoughts, I drowned myself in alcohol, forgetting my problems, I prefer to be locked in my house. not seeing anyone anymore is a choice
God only knows who will be waiting for me up there
this dream that I dream of so much but that I never know how to achieve
everyone around me who thinks they have fallen into the water, what should I do?
apart from walking around at night and thinking about what I can do,
I would have liked to be by your side but this shyness overwhelms me so I let this chance pass. Why am I so shy, is the world against me?
against me
Is it only you who is really the one who will happen between us?
I get carried away when I see you, you are this star that rekindles this flame in me
but I'm not ready to ask you to make this outing that you're waiting for so much
of me
so I let you go with someone else
by drowning my thoughts I was able to feel this emptiness that exists without you
seeing you with him I wonder if I missed my chance you were the only one to have rekindled this flame in me
But I trust you, I hope you will come back to see me but the days were so long that I completely stopped counting the days....
This pouring rain makes me sick just thinking about it
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Lost in my thoughts or in my dream

Fuji