https://open.spotify.com/track/6RiQxeTiKoaS31vUAVD1je?si=W2cpSgFxTBGG8G_2Is24bw

ugly
written by christopher cortes & nicholas grant
produced by matthew patrick taylor
engineered by zyrom

lyrics

nickg:

[verse]

melancholic dissociation
the moss on my bones decaying
my ribs are an open cage
and a home for a lonely rodent
i roam the unknown with satan
my boys they all know i’m changing
i’m growing still slowly fading
an ocean of hopeless faces
i wade through the water
your only saviour is gone bitch
i am a failure, a bother
i am enslaved and so toxic
but when the rain touches on me
i’m not ashamed of my wrongs
because the whole world is around me
i am the girl that you found inside of your masculine body
i am the blood that runs through you
i am the wind in the trees
and i am the feeling inside when you hear your mothers deceased
i am the man in the woman 
i am the woman in man
i am your strengths and your weaknesses and the car that you crashed
i am the acid you took
and i am the art on the tab
because everything is nothing and that's all that i am

cortez:

[verse]

walk around with these scars on my face
self inflicted with these thoughts
of self doubt melting my aching pace
i trip and tumble as my bone marrow rot
screams of help caught in my throat
spend days sitting in my own self loath
stare at a mirror, smashing glass until i burst
i spit the blood between my teeth
vomit til my flesh no longer hurt and i begin to crease
witness my carcass squirm in the dirt like a worm
and you find me half sunken in the creek

i held your fleeing consciousness inside of my arms
when they took you from me baby all i could think is harm
hide my feelings from people who show no fucking alarm
fuck this pain in my chest i've been spitting up pure black tar
i've been tearing at my skin, and i been ripping my hair
i stopped caring for shit, babe i know it's not even fair
i have trouble loving me so how could i aim that at your self


music video

https://youtu.be/z7MfGCKJQtE

ugly, with nickg (produced by mf zeph)

my empire of dirt

pfp by @kuuuuba

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