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hazmat (siouxxie)

lyrics :D

lemme start off, i feel empty inside
when i look in your eyes, is the only time i'm alive
when i look in your mind, i can tell you despise
everything, i can't reside

in the place that i feel is the safest
i feel like i'm going out tonight
i can taste it, it's real, it's amazing
i feel like i'm taking my own life away

everyday it rains no brighter days
need to exit life, like right away
just hideaway
keep waiting on my lights to fade

what you meant to me
what you kept from me
i don't care about a thing
i want you next to me

i can't think of anybody less than me
i can only think about you texting me

exit life

exit life (siem spark, 5head)

lyrics
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

don't wake up, i'm asleep, i can't sleep without you
every time i'm alive, tell myself pull it through
if i do, i can see, be with you, be with me
i can end this shit so easily
oh this life, nothing mean to me

oh this shit can't keep going on, ion know what's going on
stuck inside the house again, "its ok" i know its not
it's ok just let me die, it's ok just lemme grab this sawed off
paint the ceiling lights

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know

it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my-

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

every night i lose you

my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my mistake, let you in my mind again
my mistake, let you waste my time, again

bitch i might kill myself, fuck yo feelings hoe don't doubt me
ion give a fuck about it hoe, this ain't about me
go about yo worthless ass life, bitch, without me
want yo remorse, yo regret bitch, i'm drowning

but ion know tho, laid up i'm like i'm dying again
getting cold oh, frozen, it's my time to repent
moving solo, lake of fire, fye to my head
ion know bro, this is how we die in the end

in the end, where i'm thrown, at the end of my rope
cut my ties, lemme choke, yeah i'm tired, losing hope
in the end, where i'm thrown, at the end of my rope
cut my ties, lemme choke, yeah i'm tired, losing hope

my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my first mistake in a long time, this my first mistake in a long time
my mistake, let you in my mind again
my mistake, let you waste my time, again

disoriented

lyrics

you wanna pick me apart i cant fight back
every step that i take i fall right back
she dependent on faith i dont like that
every little mistake i get sidetracked
every part of me a part of you
i run to you i wanted you
wanna know u feel the connection
imma stay inside my room and hide the truth
theres only one thing i can do
feel the connection

gotta get up and work i dont clock in
cant relate to these broke boys window shopping
he gon look around but we know he isnt copping
he was talking down had to fuck around and drop him
i smoke loud fill my body up with toxins
shoot him down i aint have no other option
cant slow down any minute ill be poppin
cant slow down imma end up in a coffin

you got me i got you
told her ill be home soon
wont speak whats real no truth
you got me i got

fame money clothes hoes
no it aint enough cash no i always need more
no i never looked back when i walked out that door
and he going out sad he was never bout that action
everything u make compared to me thats a fraction
dont know why you think u can compete you aint lasting
30 and i stuffed it in my jeans yeah im sagging
you aint never seen 20 why u bragging

connection (self prod)

Every day I’m running forward,
But my feet keep dragging slow.
Deadlines building up like towers,
Breathing shallow, losing control.
Still I push through all the tremors,
But the ground keeps slipping thin.
Trying hard to keep my focus,
But I’m always late again.

What if I stopped trying?
What if I walked away?
Would everything collapse—
or go on anyway?

I’m chasing the current,
Always falling behind,
Reaching for something
that I can’t seem to find.
What if the pressure just lifted?
Would I sink? Would I float?
I’m chasing the current,
And I’m losing the boat.
What if I let it go—just once—
Would I find any peace,
or be swept by the rush?

Others move like water gliding,
While I’m stuck against the stream.
Every step becomes a struggle,
Every day another scene.
People say, “Keep going, you’re close,”
But they don’t feel the weight I bear.
I’ve been pushing past my limits—
Still it feels like getting nowhere.

What if I stopped pushing?
What if I let myself breathe?
Would everything fall apart—
or finally let me be?

I’m chasing the current,
Always falling behind,
Reaching for something
that I can’t seem to find.
What if the pressure just lifted?
Would I sink? Would I float?
I’m chasing the current,
And I’m losing the boat.
What if I let it go—just once—
Would I find any peace,
or be swept by the rush?

Maybe I’m not built for racing,
Maybe I’m not made for speed.
I am tired of acting fearless,
Tired of chasing every need.
I just want to feel grounded,
Stop the spinning in my head.
Want the noise to finally quiet,
Want a moment’s rest instead.

But the world keeps turning circles,
And they’re waiting for me still.
What if I stopped trying harder—
Listened to what my heart feels?
What if I whispered, “Enough now,”
Let the waves decide my way?
Let the pull become my solace,
Let the pressure fall away.

I’m chasing the current,
Always falling behind,
Reaching for something
that I can’t seem to find.
What if the pressure just lifted?
Would I sink? Would I float?
I’m chasing the current,
And I’m losing the boat.
What if I let it go—just once—
Would I find any peace,
or be swept by the rush?

Chasing the current,
I’m starting to see—
Maybe letting go
is the only way to breathe.
If I stop the fight
and drift for a moment,
Maybe that’s where
I finally find peace.

Chasing the Current

srry#

@1glaive ft @ericdoa produced by me :) Enjoy

Glaive - Pissed Off ft. Ericdoa (p. wishteks)

SEBii - SLiiDE (feat. ericdoa) [prod. kimj + vvspipes + glasear]

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

shoutout @monkimon

lyrics
bitch don't move, too fast
dash 200, with my foot on gas
give two fucks bout what we had
bitch can't say nothing bout that

knife inside my back
fuck my faith, my bad
near your date, i'm glad
heart is bleeding black

baby if you only knew
the things i said bout you
then maybe you'd come thru
im tired of getting used

im tired of needing you
im tired of bleeding thru
i don't want anything new
end of day i'm choosing you

baby i know i'm in the back of your mind
you don't gotta tell me i'm wasting my time
you want everybody i know you not mine
think i got ahead of myself, i'm out of line

what do i
gotta do to
get you close to me
i cannot see why
you suppose to
won't you post to be mine
ion know boo
i think obsessed depressed
i wanna be by

bitch got my phone buzzin' like a bee hive
just one more minute won't you be mine
bitch i'ma make sure that you be mine
bitch cry on the phone in the meantime

just cry on the phone like you used to
i wish i could do what you do
baby i'm the one to get through to
i don't give a fuck if you fuck with a new dude