bitch, yeah
i could break yo heart
i could mend yo heart back
watch it fall apart
we can't be apart
like baby don't start that
we cannot restart

oh no we cannot restart
feel so much dread this shit so hard
you in my head, you took my heart
so close to me yet u so far away
i used to ride for you like no one else
and now all of it done, yeah that shit unimportant
i used to talk to you into the night
until the sun arose, til up in the morning
cus in the morning when i wake up, i don't feel right
still as confused as when i fell asleep last night

wecannotrestart

more me: @dtmaey, @maeyxtras

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@el3gance-collective

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    ~~If you ever see this, its kinda like my outlet to a shitty time~~
//Change your music, Change your outlet 
//Bad Vibes Forever/ Let the vibes flow
// ?̷̴̧̢?̡͟͞?̀͘͝?̷̴̧̢?̡͟͞?̀͘͝    
// Underwater Everywhere
// No money, But we have Heart
// Even though we might be far away, we're still under the same sky.
// ~*~*~
//Music is joy
//I wonder how long this daydream will last
// I have seen in you, All the things I love in this world
// Let's Pretend Were Numb
// Its just a sky full of stars
// Takes music's hand, and let it guide you through everything
// Get back you'll never see daylight, if i'm not strong, i just might
// GBC forever
~ 3/7/2017 ~ there's a feeling of emptiness that stays with me everyday, with no motivation for anything or purpose. I can't do anything about it since you dont feel the same,so I just let it kill me everyday. For now, only music can keep me from completely losing myself. If only I wasn't so dumb we couldve been together still~

~Everyday I wake up, excited to go back to sleep~

~I dont want memories to fade like picture frames~

~I have all day to listen to music, but I still run out of time...~

~I miss it when we were only friends~

~I hate myself, because I was never able to understand your music~

~I'm still glad it was you, after all~

~You're like the coolest person i've ever met~

/3/ if you read this and know me, ask me  if i'm okay, thats all i need /20/17

/3/ Something in me made me snap, and realize whats more important in life right now/31/17

/4/ I really think you are on a great track in life.  You have found things that you like to do that will make for a great profession.  And you have also found other activities that you like to do that make you a well rounded and interesting person and will keep you happy and healthy throughout your life. I think you have a great outlook on life...you don't let hard times push you down, and you make the best out of every situation.  That's a great attitude to have.

I hope to keep hearing from you in the future,
-Toni /13/17
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/5/ I'm better but it's like i'm feeling spikes/10/17
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/5/ Freedom at last, i can do what ever i want, eat what i want, go where i want. I don't need anyone, i dont want anyone, i want to be in my own world/27/17
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/6/  i feel as if those  who are able to overcome vicissitudes of life and other hardships by they themselves can carry their own weight /30/17
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/10/ Well hello here, if your wondering how i'm doing, well no one probably does, but im just in a state of whatever happens will happen, not stressed,sad,or angry, just seeing where life will take me from here/2/17/
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/4/ dont forget your roots! :/ /10/18/
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/8/ we are all fundamentally the same /28/18
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/9/ Is a constant attraction to something that will indefinitely change how you feel regardless of a time or place. Something you can't be told, but you have to learn through your own self indulgence. To fly in a hot air balloon, it only takes one flame/18/18
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/9/ Anything will do /4/19
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/11/ lets go /15/20
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/5/ let me run /24/21

wecannotrestart

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