unwanted picture portraits
come to life in my room
i always misinterpret 
reflections of the moon 

im burning the foundation
im out of shit to do 
a wasteful generation 
your plans always fall through 

white pills 
oil spills 
dying on 
another hill 
wielding an ego
heart is too steep though 
all i can wait on is you 

heart 
lungs 
hands
throat 
your 
blood
i 
choke 

1
2
3
4
peace 
love 
your 
floor 

a
c
a
b 
paint
my 
walls 
green 

high 
school
drop
out

blow
my
brains 
out

snowboarding in colorado

i see right though
lies cut into 
my heart is selfish
i thought good didn’t perish 
you killed what’s left
no one even asked 
no one even noticed 
that im still hurting

i didn’t talk to you
im in a bad mood 
i know they’re all laughing
i know i’m not what i think
i know that she sent you
i shouldn’t stare but I do 
i cant stop these thoughts 
im paranoid, i’ll be gone 

even the sun laughs 
and the moon doesn’t care 
i don’t wanna be lonely
i want you to hold me 
it’s all my fault anyway 
i’ll wait for the light of day 
i’ll wait till i’m sure 
i don’t think there’s a cure

paranoid

josef’s lucky cigarette (demo DEMO)

Disturbing-Burned out bright

something about being eepy and hungry but mostly eepy

the day that tomorrow never came

Beautiful Hair, Beautiful Suicide

beautiful ashes turn into your flower crown -my little pony is jesus, god is me

untitled

rerecorded and reimagined for a friend, featuring sam takano on second guitar and adryan mardesich on drums 

albert p 2025

Little Tyrant - writhe (Demo)

misa