inspo by jane remover 
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lyrics: so tell my why all these feelings keep holding me down
and everytime i try to talk i cant make a sound
and everywhere i go i always feel so down
i walk away in the dark
im falling right into the ground
bby im so done w/ u
n ur lies i see right thru
im moving 10 steps back
n now i cant move forward
n i get stabbed in the back
cant take this sh*t no more

n i cannot move on
istg im feeling so numb
i rly wish i wasn't so dumb
this is no fun
this is no fun
this is no fun 
this is no fun

this is no fun(prod. yandere)

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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
something i Gotta get off my chest..

p.s trying something new.. hope u like it.

[ everything by me ]

(( lyrics ))
i feel so out of place in this body
my life feels like a dream..
cn Utell me the purpose in Living
cz I dont think i hav any left.. :/

all the words we've exchanged,
they hav such Little meaning now..
but evry time tht I'm feelng Down,
i think of U and i feel bettr.

take it one step at a time,
winter has passed,, its our Time to shine..
please take my hand i swear you'll Be fine,  
i swear you'll be fine..

cause n' effect
its all jus a mess
cnt evn tell u how much I stress..
panic @ night its all in my head,
plz listen 2ce then you'll understand..

words

i love you
@xtasane
lyrics:
i dont wanna share what i said
you dont gotta know
everday im falling if i dont get you to show

i been stacking up my paper i dont need you now
i wont even do my best no i will make you frown
and if you dont care about me i will put you down
because everyday im falling
i i keep on falling for you
and if it wasnt for trust then i wouldnt have been here to
cause i dont really talk to anyone besides myself
and i know that is not good for my health
but i promise ill get better

play games talk down
i dont really care about you at all
i been trying so hard
to make something go by
i can give you all my sweaters
cause i know you like the weathers
and ill be countin my letters
cause ill always love you

(yeaaaaa)
always love you (always love you)
always love you (always love always love)
always love you (always love you)
always love you

i know you still love me you can never get enough
i i make money now i dont need your fucking love
everyday im falling it just keeps on getting rough
and if you say that you hate me i will take your mask off
i dont know
i dont aaaa
i dont wanna talk
its so hard to be apart
but we have no other options
even tho it hurts to be alone
i could never go and be a clone

moon chaser
go outside erase her
thinkin bout the time we spent
no i cannot hate her

i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i am happy by myself

(happy by myself) x9

love you (xtasane)

i think about u
can i get ur love
why should i fall in this love
why don't you think about me too
much am i being annoyed

(kiss all night) think about u
(kiss all night) can i get ur love
(kiss all night) fall in love
(kiss all night) baby don't be mad please

call me baby
say you love me
callin' all night
treat me right

can i fly fly 
i flying flying
i am butterfly
my butter fly

(can i breath)
huh huh
(can i breath)
save me plz

why should i fall in love
why should we fallin' this love
maybe you

why should i fall a sleep ya
i can sleep without you
you said me dont be shy
but yk you're so shine
i can't ya hold my selfish
don't want you know that i'm jealousy
wanna make you mine only
can i get you
call me baby 

now i can sleep without you
and i fixed my weakness
and i'm not cry easily
i don't feel lonely at night
even without you
even without you
cause i'm strong girl   
like you said

wuh-but i still love
love-miss you a lot

can i breath (shinju)

even if you don't (2001)

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

@princess_miii
@resolve1k
@1wasterr

[coldspades]
夜の中で君とまた会って
君と一緒にいれば幸せ
流れ星見て君を願って
俺のそばにいて、行かないで
(x2)

and i dont wanna say goodbye
i just wanna make things right
i dont wanna waste your time
im sorry if i made you cry
でも俺のせいじゃない
wish i could tell you how i feel but thats not me
偽物の気持ちいらない
can you give me one more chance please dont leave me

[ididntcry]
please dont leave me alone dear baby
do not hate me
分かって？
また募る苛立ち
激しくなる動悸
話せないのに
ここにいるみたい
私の心臓は冷たく凍っている
can you give me one more chance please dont leave me

spotify

dont leave ft. ididntcry (inno & wasterr)

faith hope yeayuh

passion power yeayuh

love strength beauty

she speaks in pictures and she hears in colour

she bleeds in silence and she dreams awake

reliving past events

the memory of u always gives me comfort

miles apart just a dream away

embrace the struggle just keep going it gone be ok

to hell and back id follow u just show me the way

to hell and back again

cherish every second 

time we seldom had

u were selling happiness

giving what u cannot give urself i fell for that

i fell hard

even then u blamed urself for that

our fate is ours

its not the hand that u were dealt its how u play the cards

its not the ones u see that hurt the most its all the 

scars underneath

i got stars under me 

im walking on my hands

pick the petals off a flower wondering

when we are suffering

who really understands

cause its a pretty prison still we try to pick the locks

its an uphill battle still we try to tip the odds

and the reason we were fighting i already forgot

u cant put a price on love dont ask me what it cost

what it cost (lileffort)

Produced + written by kuudere
Mixed by tonser
Photo by N0ahneko
Cover art by kuudere

i texted you 
“come meet me back at my place” 
but you’re refusing to listen

push me away
but you’re always walking my way 
making the same old decisions 
i thought i had something for once 
but now i’ve got it
it’s not enough
i’m just in constant confliction 
with things that you vision 
but i can’t get enough

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
I can’t stop counting the time that I’ve lost
Didn’t realise until you were distant
You never know what you have until it’s gone
But I can’t help but feel reminiscent 
I don’t wanna be with you
Don’t wanna hassle you 
Don’t wanna change the person you are
I hate that i keep leaving you 
But it hurts me too
Now i know that’s just how it goes 

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
Does this hurt for you?
Cause it hurts for me too
Am i a burden to you?
Was it all too much?
Baby this is the last time i try
To make things alright
So if we fall apart 
It’s on you
Doesn’t this pain make you feel more alive?
Cause my heats on fire for you 
but fuck it we’re through

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left 

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left

can i breath (shinju)

yuki