fuzzy... x malparida

https://coldplushtoy.bandcamp.com/album/blaine2

3 blaine tapes included with digital purchase. (nandito pa rin, infinite money glitch and oras)

special thanks to everyone who supported my music this year, it truly means a lot.

hamakin/5434flip +@estupida

blaine2

malparida / netajin - astaghfirullah

cutting

x @aerateloops
0:00 // aerate intro
1:00 // thaw
3:29 // null
5:50 // bypass
9:04 // chigau
11:36 // frame
13:39 // plaza
14:46 // ref
17:34 // divided
21:15 // aerate outro
22:05 // duro intro
22:36 // revolt
23:29 // shot
24:32 // indecision
25:59 // warped
27:26 // touch
28:55 // hugo
29:42 // lights
31:01 // void
31:52 // menu
32:42 // duro outro

Lilo (x aerate)

http://aerateloops.bandcamp.com/album/reflective

1. intro - 0:00
2. whatsmissing - 0:43
3. onme - 1:26
4. righthere - 3:01
5. getyou - 4:11
6. fun - 5:16
7. sequence - 6:47
8. spring - 8:47
9. aura - 11:25
10. interlude - 13:01
11. excellentmecha - 13:45
12. wayward - 14:44
13. heaven - 16:51
14. incomingfire - 18:04
15. deject - 18:50
16. backhere - 20:00
17. glad (remix) - 21:31
18. aqua - 23:31
19. train - 24:44
20. outro - 26:58

aerate:
https://soundcloud.com/aerateloops
https://aerateloops.bandcamp.com/music

aerate, areyetee - reflective

https://deweyy.bandcamp.com/album/mantis-iii

I AM THE LONE LOCUST OF THE APOCALYPSE. THINK OF ME WHEN YOU LOOK TO THE NIGHT SKY

1. begintransmission
2. ballad
3. thorax
4. filter
5. serene \\ @coldplushtoy
6. intrptfeed
7. resume
8. air \\ @areye-tee
9. midway
10. potent
11. soright
12. anew19
13. intrptfeed2
14. beautiful
15. mandible \\ @annjiael
16. away
17. endtransmission

skits + cover art assistance by @animevirginmary

shoutouts roy, sammantha, areyetee, mint, kaeru, akasa, inspectah, corpse, roshi, churro, benja, and everyone else who continues to support and inspire me

enjoy

MANTIS III

wantmore x areyetee

https://sammantha.bandcamp.com/album/celsius-fahrenheit

1. neutra: 0° [0:00]
2. Enjoyable Summer Breeze |10°C| [1:27]
3. I Feel Alright But |60°F| [2:55]
4. What If I Wasnt Like |-6.66°C| [3:43]
5. YAS YAS YAS HAHAHAHA SHUT THE FUCK UP |105°F| [5:33]
6. Loud Wars Of Remembrance |15°C| [6:33]
7. locust said: Go to bed [7:55]
8. People I Dont Have Anything In Common With |8°C| [8:46]
9. Eventually It Eats Its Own Tail |-7°C| [10:17]
10. I Knew I Was Right All Along |-9°C| [11:25]
11. Family History |-2°C| [12:43]
12. Constantly Swallowed |-1°C| [14:30]
13. LO QUE QUIERO QUE SEPAS |60°F| [15:37]
14. locust says: Please listen [17:36]
15. The Things I Enjoy |4°C| [18:34]
16. To Be Thankful |56°F| [20:01]
17. Same, Down |39°F| [21:26]
18. Tan Intensa |43°F| [23:45]
19. Writing Things For Those That Will Read |1°C| [24:46]
20. Certainty Of Unknowing It |?°C| [26:43]
21. locust is typing... [28:24]

Calem, I dedicate this to you
no words will let me express how special you are to me
I've not given up on the most important things thanks to you
and i want you to be aware of the impact youve had on me
you are what keeps me from giving up on myself
and giving up on people
because of that i have been able to continue this journey
and i really think that if it wasnt for you i would have stopped it
enough talk of myself, i want you to understand
that you are more worth than a thousand people
way more worth than you would probably like to believe
and someone who truly deserves to win in life
and against all the adversities that come with it.
i have faith that you will
and when you go through the ups and downs
remember it'll never be just one of them

-pablo

track 7, 14 and 21 are made entirely by @potatoheil

Insanely honored to upload this, we love you cj - nuji <3

celsius|fahrenheit

Lyrics assisted by chat gpt
Made with looper on bandlab
Sadboy rap

(Mini Talking)
yeah… i wish you all the best,
ash on my jeans, blood in my cup — i’m just tryna hold what’s left.

⸻

(Verse 1)
yeah this shit hurts — lost my job and my dog in a week,
gas tank low, smoke fog in the seat.
worried if my girl gon’ love a man who’s weak,
or if she’ll leave when the pain gets deep.
i been staring at the ceiling, no sleep,
life got me twisted like a bottle i keep.

⸻

(Verse 2)
yeah this shit burns, why it gotta be me?
just why, why, why — i scream to the beat.
crying in the dark, fuck the dark, can’t see,
tears mixin’ with the ash, that’s a part of me.

⸻

(Verse 3)
yeah i’m so depressed, this weight too much,
wishin’ nothin’ but the best, but i’m losin’ touch.
everything i plan just turns to dust,
⸻

(Hook)
ash on my jeans, pain in my chest,
crying in the dark, yeah i wish you all the best.
lost in my mind, can’t clean this mess,
pray for peace but i settle for less.

⸻

(Verse 4)
cryin’ myself to sleep, eyes red like the room,
feelin’ every heartbeat like impending doom.
this depression like perfume — it lingers,
my soul stuck cold, numb in the fingers.

⸻

(Verse 5)
feel my mind shift, changin’ who i am,
new version of me born outta the jam.
hope this one stronger, less pain, less scam,
maybe find peace in the dark i ran.

⸻

(Verse 6)
yeah i hope it gets better — i’m tired of the night,
cryin’ in the dark, jeans off, losin’ fight.
these tears burn slow under half-dead light,
and i’m still askin’ god if he think i’m right.

⸻

(Verse 7)
yeah it’s a lot, lil boy like me breakin’,
how much pain can one soul be takin’?
every dream i had feels forsaken,
life swingin’ hard but i’m still awakened.

⸻

(Bridge)
yeah I lost myself in the fog I made,
every memory of you cut like a blade.
ain’t no heaven for the ones that stayed,
just ghosted hearts and the love that decayed.

ash in the wind, pain in rotation,
I been runnin’ laps inside frustration.
ain’t no savior in my reflection,
just a body with a dead connection.

⸻

(Verse 9)
late night drives with the seat leaned back,
rain hit the glass like it’s talkin’ back.
I replay your voice in the static crack,
wish I could fade where the pain stay black.

gaslight glow on my faded scars,
half tank left, I don’t aim that far.
every mile feel like a prayer I spar,
with a ghost ridin’ shotgun, wishin’ on stars.

⸻

(Verse 10)
yeah, maybe I’ll heal when the smoke runs out,
maybe peace don’t come with the self-doubt.
I’ve been drownin’ in sound, tryna air it out,
but my lungs full of pain that I can’t spit out.

keep my hope in a box with a broken key,
locked in a mind where I can’t be free.
still wish you all the best, even if it ain’t me,
’cause love ain’t love when it bleeds this deep.

⸻

(Extended Outro)
ash on my jeans, heart in decline,
blood in my cup, yeah I blur that line.
said I’d be fine but I lied each time,
now I just stare where the streetlights shine.