LOOOUUUUUDDDDDDDDD (honorary)

Car Seat Headrest - Kid War

lyrics:

ocd
won’t you let me be?
you’ve taken all
you could from me
ocd just let me sleep
dont put your scary
thoughts in me

i avoid alcohol , i avoid drugs
and social gatherings cus i know how much
you hate when im out the house
you want me to stay
in my room in my bed picking scabs of my face
i avoid kissing and i avoid love
and i avoid friendships or hide for a month
you have taken all normalcy i could’ve had
and confined me to lifelong chronic distress

ocd
won’t you smother me
you can take my brain
i just want some peace
ocd
can’t you hear my plea
i am begging you
won’t you answer me?

Ode 2 Ocd

Gray Eyes

Hazelnut Games

Nervous Young Men - Last Train To Disneyworld

if a girl cant smoke a blunt with me on the toilet i will kill myse

FUZZYFACE - keychain

lyrics:

everything hurts everything hurts
and i can’t say nothing i can’t speak a word
im bad at honesty when its in regards to me
i want to try not to cry not to say that i might
commit su- i mean die i mean i want to live i want to
sit in the corner of your armpit
feeling like i exist
feeling like i exist

i think im lonely but i am not im here right so i am not
i have friends and i feel fine but things inside are like pain like
i have brain pain i am crying in the shower i am lying
when you ask me 
is it ok?
i say yes

why can’t i speak
why cant i say
i am not what u think
i am never ok

i brag to my friends
about finally being fine
while everything around me 
is slowly catching fire

everything everything around me is breaking

everything everything is slowly deteriorating 

i am fucking up everything
every friendship every tiny thing i thought i had is slipping thru my fingers
falling onto everything

and i have all the obsessive thoughts again
all of them
and i dont want to see any of my friends
i want to be by myself

tomorrow you’re gonna ask me like you always do
and i am gonna lie like i always think i have to

did you sleep well
and i lie yes
are you ok and i lie yes
are you hungry
i lie no
are you ok?
im just tired
can i help you
i say no
can i hug you
i pretend its like a no big deal
but its the only proof i have that i am real

all i want all i want is to sit and talk with you
nothing nothing makes me feel like i matter except for that
i want to sleep on forever

Nothing

mash your dick 4,757,657 times in a row

lyrixxx:
i am right here and i understand nothing but it doesn’t even scare me 
everythings changing everythings breaking but im just at my limit
everything sad around me fading going into the drain 
 i vomited last night left my body and i could see what i ate

i floated above a lifeless girl who had her head in the toilet 
looked like she died from up in the sky but i know she is trying
everything good becomes obsessive    and routine a compulsion
you should convince yourself to love it   so just eat your vomit

try enuff till u bite the bullet (bite the bullet)
and everyone in school thinks you should do it (so maybe u should do it)
im the cause of all my problems (all my problems)
and if you can’t sleep just eat your vomit


you are tired of me crying so i laugh like im a clown
i broke the record cus i haven’t been happy since i was born
i know you love me which just makes me want to push you further away
its almost funny how i boomerang around and still complain

i know you love me like a puppy like an animal 
i swear i never understood the concept of a passionate affair 
like i am always overthinking always analysing me 
and if im feeling certain feelings i can never only feel
i always break my brain with doubts always thinking im a clown
wagging tail is showing bluffing when i say that i dont mind
and im in love with being loved  im ectactic from it  
but im afraid of loving you so i eat my vomit

try enuff till u bite the bullet (bite the bullet)
and everyone in school thinks you should do it (so maybe you should do it)
im the cause of all my problems (all my problems)
and if you can’t sleep just eat your vomit

if you hate me throw a party and invite the others
i am scared of wasting all my life  yet i can’t be bothered
i’m prettiest in a broken mirror  thats why im unlucky
piss collective tells you you should eat your vomit

FUZZYFACE - Eat ur Vomit

lyrixxx:
i am still here holding onto
scabs from all your now-healed tattoos
searching how to change my body
i love you but im not that lovely
i change into another skin
to  fit the person i am with
you loved me once i think you did
or were you only trying to fit in
im tiptoeing circles around your name
ill follow you footsteps until i am in pain
i want you to love me  to tell me to talk
to pretend to listen is more than enough
i talk to your shadow cus i am too shy
to talk to you maybe im boring inside
im shaking and drooling and turning to stone
i am always afraid that i will end up alone
if you loved me back then  then  you’ll love me even more
when i am terrified or i am sobbing on the floor
i cant rly change all the parts of my brain
that i hate that i wish would just go away
but in the end i am my only friend
and the end is close enough

i know i’ve yet to hurt a lot
before ive finally hurt enough
i love you but im not that lovely

FUZZYFACE - Lovely

Griveances by Daniel Johnston (cover by Blood Girl)

Strangers - Car Seat Headrest

Lawns - Car Seat Headrest

FUZZYFACE - Eat ur Vomit (QAURANTINE REMIXXX)

lyrics:
i will try not to die until im dead
cus im not dead just yet
and i will breathe and i will live until i stop
until my inner organs give up
and i will write and i will sing with all i have 
to no one in particular 
and it is fine if its the only thing i got
cus creating forever is all i want

i will listen to the people i did wrong
and i will try not to write another hundred songs 
about the girl i used to rly rly love
cus my reality is what i focus on
i will sing about my bettering instead
about the days i managed to get outta bed
and i will listen really listen to you talk
cus everyday we grow up a little more

the road to being happy really led me here
it is paved with doctors appointments yeah
but it is also paved with empathy and love
from the people i have grown to trust
and the road to truly growing took me by surprise
now im twenty-one soon i will be twenty-five
ill always hurt a bit i dont think i can ever stop
but just a littles always better than a lot

i will promise not to die until im dead
if you promise you will try to do the same
and if you loved me once i know you’ll do your best
that is all i ask and it is all ok
and i can promise that im doing all i can
even as im sweating shaking when we’re holding hands
i dont know if anybody understands 
but im alive right now at last

Not Dead Just Yet

low poly seal from sonic adventure 2 battle for the nintendo gamecube. think about it.

VERY HAPPY MUSIC 4 VERY HAPPY PEOPLE
☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
shitty pc-pop dance music to make u cry.
courtesy of meow meow fuzzyface!

FUZZYFACE - Lovely

FUZZYFACE

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