Let Me Be Better Than I Was – A Song for the Heart That Still Hopes

Warm, honest, and quietly powerful, this song blends heartfelt lyrics with a soul-stirring melody that feels both intimate and uplifting. The gentle acoustic instrumentation carries a confessional tone, while the vocals deliver raw emotion without pretence—just a sincere desire to change, grow, and walk closer with Jehovah.

This is a prayer set to music. Whether you’re at a crossroads or simply trying to walk a little closer to your values, this song is a companion for reflection. It reminds us that progress doesn’t require perfection—just humility, trust, and a willingness to try again.

Listen when your heart feels heavy or hopeful. Let it lift you one step closer to who you’re meant to be.

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Music and Vocals: Suno.ai
Lyrics: Fresh Virtual Reality

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[Verse 1]
I’ve worn my flaws like second skin
Hid what I felt, kept it locked within  
But I’m tired of shadows, tired of shame  
I need your light to show me the way  

I spoke like I had all the answers
But silence was my only prayer  
Now I kneel, heart laid bare—  
Jehovah, are you there?  

[Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Not just stronger, but guided by love  
Not just calm, but trusting your plan  
Not just kind, but shaped by your hand  
You see the heart beneath the scars  
Let me be better—just as I am  

[Verse 2]
I’ve wandered roads that led me home
To where your voice is soft but known  
When I was numb, still you were near  
Your mercy louder than my fear  

I’ve read your word through weary eyes
Each verse a whisper, a call to rise  
So here I am, not proud, just true—  
I want to walk each step with you  

[Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Less of my will, more of your cause  
Let me reflect what patience can be  
Show your compassion working in me  
You see the soul I’ve tried to guard  
Let me be better—Jehovah, my God  

[Bridge]
I won’t pretend I haven’t strayed
But you forgive when I’ve confessed and prayed  
No crown, no worth of my own to boast  
Just grace enough to hold you close  

[Final Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Lifted by undeserved love  
Let every failure become my prayer  
Every tear, a step toward care  
You’re not done with me—this I trust  
Let me be better than I was

Let Me Be Better Than I Was

I’m one of Jehovah’s Witness. I write to think. I’m not a songwriter. I just play with ideas, and I always write for myself. I never intended to write anything for others, let alone songs for people to listen to. 

My musical skills are non existent. I am learning to play the ukulele :). When AI music came out, I saw it as a chance to experiment, but I didn’t plan to share anything with anyone. So I apologise in advance if I get the music genre wrong. I was just having fun. That’s when I got interested in lyric writing, so I started reading books on the subject.

Some of the books I’m reading include “Song Maps” by Simon Hawkins, “On Song Writing” by Aaron Espe, “How To Write One Song” by Jeff Tweedy, “Rhyming” and “Writing Better Lyrics” by Pat Pattison. I’m also subscribed to Keppie Coutts’ newsletter.

I think the music (Suno.ai) does most of the work to make these lyrics sound good. I can spend hours tweaking a song on Suno that ends up sounding terrible, only to hit on one at random that does a decent job of presenting the lyrics in music form. So, if you like a song, it’s because of random chance, not my skill.

I’d like to stay anonymous for a few reasons (including the one above), but also because I want to give all the praise and glory to our Creator, Jehovah.

I do not speak or write on behalf of The Watchtower, JW.org, or any other Jehovah's Witness. If you would like to know more, please visit the official website at www.jw.org

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Music has always been a space for me to aimlessly explore, to capture fleeting moments of introspection, tension, and beauty. My sound is constantly shifting, shaped by a love for synthesis, glitch aesthetics, and the raw imperfections that make music feel alive. From intricate synth layers to hypnotic textures and evolving soundscapes, I aim to create something that resonates—not just as background ambiance, but as an experience that pulls listeners into a world of emotion and movement.

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