prod reesoo

never knew what u want from me
didn’t know the way you loved me was so sweet
got me sitting here begging on my knees
all for nothing yeah ur dead to me

tell me what u want to be
cuz i’m so fucking terrified 
what u want from me?
have to take another pill 
took like 5 last week
all cuz ur so fucking bitter
don’t know why i keep
i keep running back to u
yeah ur loves so weak
u said i was the one 
but u humbled me
left u for another 
but it don’t make me
feel the same typa way
as it did last last week

never knew what u wanted
tried to learn but i kept getting haunted 
i tried my best but you never felt content
always acting bitter up in my face
talking all night chatting on myspace
all for nothing yeah u wasted my gaze
and now i’m done with this shit 
i just wanna move on
i’m never going back to ur place 

tell me what u want to be
cuz i’m so fucking terrified 
what u want from me?
have to take another pill 
took like 5 last week
all cuz ur so fucking bitter
don’t know why i keep
i keep running back to u
yeah ur loves so weak
u said i was the one 
but u humbled me
left u for another 
but it don’t make me
feel the same typa way
as it did last last week

bitter

prod. drma

dazed?!:

(okay)
(one, two, three, four)

i feel like ur killin me 
just a hopeless iteration that you cant see
and i became a person that i do not wanna be
and i been feeling like a target like a wannabe
now we can play pretend all day
im starin at your picture almost every single day
no one makes me feel this way but you, but you 

so what do you want from me?
i made all these mistakes so you set me free
so maybe ill change 
in a couple of days

(but its like- whatever to be honest)
(awh, fuck)

i hope i change my ways
without going insane
but i'm just one text away
just to end it today
who cares if one star is gone?
that gon be me after dawn
but im sorry im wrong
maybe i could fucking change 
i hope i change my ways
without going insane
but i'm just one text away
just to end it today
who cares if one star is gone?
that gon be me after dawn
but im sorry im wrong
maybe i could fucking change 

fxris:

(one, two, three, four)

i been waiting for a call
i been waiting for a text
i dont know what to do
one more day and i might end
i dont know what to say but 
i dont know what to do but

one more day in this place and i might just end it all
put emojis on my face
just to feel at fucking all 
swear you killed me once or twice
but thats okay i must suffice

i hope i change my ways
without going insane
but i'm just one text away
just to end it today
who cares if one star is gone?
that gon be me after dawn
but im sorry im wrong
maybe i could fucking change

change w/ dazed?!

thx @mage12k for the cover art :)
prod @xodazed
https://open.spotify.com/album/3EIEKIyXY3xJjGq4jsFuid?si=6Vu2qPcpSseWOBdpWSYDkg
lyrics

@xodazed :
your system overrides my purpose so i gotta reset
i said im falling far behind but u dont wanna forget
i tried my hardest, meet the quota that u jokingly set
but there is not a single reason why i couldn't admit
but nothing ever seems to help me, not the motivation
im pulling on all of my hairs, can you just give a second
should i just let it grow or should i cut it all off
and now theres petals on the floor with a broken life

@fxriss : 
yeah you always wanna talk but you never make it right
i was struggling inside and all i ever need was you
ill give you 24 flowers, just know in 24 hours
ill do whatever it takes, but you'll still turn it into dust
how do you expect us to build any trust?
petals on the floor i've lost the way to love
your mom and dad are always arguing
if it wasn't for them i think youd see

you say you're right but you take a left
i dont think we're meant for this
i dont wanna start again
get these 808s outside my head
if i was you i wouldn't act like a whore
something that i just cannot support

(ahh)
(oh god) x2 

@xodazed : 
your system overrides my purpose so i gotta reset
i said im falling far behind but u dont wanna forget
i tried my hardest, meet the quota that u jokingly set
but there is not a single reason why i couldn't admit
BUT NOTHING EVER SEEMS TO HELP ME NOT THE MOTiVATION
IM PULLING ALL OF MY HAIRS CAN YOU JUST GIVE A SECOND
SHOULD I JUST LET IT GROW OR SHOULD I CUT IT ALL OFF
AND NOW THERES PETALS ON THE FLOOR WITH A BROKEN LIFE

petals on the floor w/ dazed?!

prod @xodazed
cover art by @1cfx
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7DumECRGiXMIZEj2gczSU1
@fxris on disc @fxrisonline on insta and tiktok
lyrics:
Wasting time girl, you've been gone
Hiding so long, I don't know
What, what, what
You wanna do but
Ah, ah, ah
Come make a move

O o-
O a-
I tend to fantasize
So come here girl, (o o- o a-)
Come here girl
Took you out of town
I'll fuck you on the ground
I'll tell you that I fell in love
But we all know that I'm lying
It was nothing
I was lusted
Feel disgusting
(Oh god)
A- a- a- a- a-
(Oh god)
A- a- a- a- e- a -
(Oh god)
A- e- e- a- a-
(Oh god)
W- e- e- e- e- (Oh god)
(God)
E- e- a- e-
Yeah woah (Woah, woah, woah)
I put the dagger in place (Woah, woah, woah)
I tend to stagger away (Woah, woah, woah)
I needed friends or family (Woah, woah, woah)
Or just someone okay (Woah, woah, woah)
I needed someone okay (Woah, wo- , we-)

Took you out of town
I'll fuck you on the ground
I'll tell you that I fell in love
But we all know that I'm lying
It was nothing
Trying
I was lusted
Feel disgusting
Don't tell me you don't want it
I got all that I want
And now my life has started-

A- a- a-
Started-
A- a- a-
A- a- a-
Don't wanna start it-
A- o- a- a- a-
A- a- a- a-
A- o- o- a-
A- a- a- a-
A- a-
(Ah)

lust

prod @xodazed @31sentinel
@sadlistical

lyrics:

I was lusted
Feel disgusting
Don't tell me you don't want it cuz
I promise it doesn't have to be like that
I cannot feel it anymore
The way you touch down on my neck
I fucking want it bad
Tell me I'm obsessed
I cannot watch you pass
Right in front of me
I'm looking through the screen
Will you just talk to me?
I guess I will not be seen-

(Stutters)

And yeah ill always come back to you
No matter the time
You led me on bad, for you
It's no surprise
Wanna die no more lies
I'm so fucking terrified, so why?

I can feel you crawling around in my skin
I got unanswered questions I'd love to deal with
And you know me better than anyone
I pray to god you forget my name the next time you get drunk
And I'm sure that's what you want too
You don't know me anymore do you?
I'm the worst regret that you'll ever have
But late at night I pray to god that you'll take me

BACK
Back
That you'll take me back
Back
Hey, h- hey, h- h- h- hey (That you'll take me!)
Back
Wanna se- e- e- e-
Back
BACK
Ah-
Hey hey!

(dariacore thx dazed)
Don't you give-
And I'm 45 (@yehbkyz)
Chicken Jockey!

Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- e- a- e- a- e- a- e- a-
Girl just take me back, ah, back to you
Our petals won't attach, although I'll fake the truth
I'm running back and forth, I wouldn't climb a whore
(Climb a whore, a- a- e-)

back to u w/ sadlistical

prod @xodazed
cover art by @1cfx

lyrics:
@fxriss
and i watch myself
tearing down and down
i fucking fall apart 
but you dont wanna make a sound
girl run away
i fucking want it bad
girl honestly
i want it fucking bad

mm da-da-
fucking want it bad-
mm- da- dow- girl-
want it- want it-
mm da da-
make a so
o-o-o-o-e
o-o-e-o-e-e-e
want it- want it-
ba-a-e-e
want it- want it-
BAD
want it- want it-
ba-a-a-e-e
want it- want it-
a- e- e-
want it-

girl i bite back, and you like that
hey!
so we'll go round and round
you wanna ride it bad
i might have a heart atta-a-a
don't tell me you won't
ride it- ride it-
ri-e-e
ride- it-
don't tell-
a-a-
have a- have a-
heart ATTA-e-e-

@xodazed
feel- feel- feel- fe-e-e-e
feels like you're miles away
o-a-uh-uh
two (too) bad (far)
a-a-a-a-a-a
OH GOOD GOD
tell-tell-te-e-e-e-e-e-e-e
PLEASE DO NOT LIE TO ME
uh-PLEASE-uh-PLEASE-uh-PLEASE-uh-PLEASE
PLEASE DO NOT HIDE FROM ME

all your girlies whoring and they say
they say you want it bad
all your girlies whoring and they say
they say
YO%@&$&&U WA%&#NT IT B%A&#&D^#&%&*#@
150k know my name
and i still want it bad
he beg for fuckin fame
OH MY GOD
I MIGHT GO INSANE

@fxriss
mm- da- dow- girl-
want it-
SANEEE
mm- da- e-
make a so-o-e-o-
ride it- ride it-
a-e-e-o-
have a fucking heart attack-
AHHHH-
want it- ah- mm-
ba- ba- ba- ba-
want it- want it-
BAD
want it- want it-
a-e-e-a-e-
want it- want it-
a- e- e-
HEART ATTACK

cameras flash i feel them shining
all eyes forward what am i doing
people laugh its so confus- us-
i might die girl lets just do it
lets just do-e it 
have a- fucking- heart atta- E-####
lets just do-e it
i fucking want it bad
lets just do-e it 
we'll party for a month
lets just do-e it 
lets- just- do- it-

heart attack

prod @fxriss + @devvn
i said i was gonna drop this on friday but im on vacation so wait till i get home guys

i cannot die
i know its not the time
these people want me bad
i tell them its alright 
i don't see myself anywhere
you're beauty makes it hard to bare
but i think its alright
so please just end my life
twist the dagger in my eyes
shine my body in the light
tell my family i was fine
cuz i don't want them to cry
and my music's criticized
so why do i try
do i need to be alive?
am i running out of time

i cannot see where you want me to be
i'm tryna figure it out
i keep running around
but my heart burns
yeah my heart burns
i cannot stay sober for a day
all good
people laugh in my face and somehow
its a part of me
you watched me bleed
wish you never had to see
but i'm far too gone
so say goodbye
go start your life
ill take the knife
i feel like i was meant to die
oh god my spine
its cracking why
do you not see
say goodbye

goodbye

prod @xodazed 
i produced the drop >:#

lyrics

girl cant you see
(why does this happen to me?)
girl- cant you see?
(and everyone just looks at me and they'd be laughing and whispering)
everyone's laughing
(its just)
oh why is this ha-
(i cant catch a break)
ppening
girl ur distracting me
i'm calling up tiffany
cuz i know that shell listen
and i'm feeling vindictive
gotta run dat shit back 
hey!
why cant i stay sober
i don't know
yeah gotta keep my composure
before im- 
far too gone-
and yeah i pray to god-
that you’ll never know,
yeah, yeah, yeah, 
never know-

know me girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e 
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(AHHHH)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

ah , everybody lookin at me and i'm done
if i die girl then what
(cant do this again!)
ah , and i know girl u look better in the sun
but i cant get out of my bed
without something to do
tell me girl what i gotta prove to you
we can go right back
but its overdue
overdue
tell me the truth
no its overdue
overdue due 
i'm so lost and terrified 
girl u know that i might cry
one more tab ill feel alright
blackmagic until i die

i cant lie i swear i've tried to
speak my mind 
oh a hundred times
you don't ever want to listen
does anyone care what i think?
oh my god
does anyone see what i see?
oh my god
does anyone get the feeling?
oh my god
people say im crazy
so tell me baby
yeah yeah do you

know me g-girl
i don't need it
if u want
show me girl
how u feeling
(feeling)
we can run away
u don't want me to stay
o e e e-e
eeeeee
hold me till i'm breathing
(mm, ah)
tell me you can see it
(ARE YOU WATCHING)
people think i'm crazy
(and yeah girl lately)
i don't believe it

say im crazy
tell me baby
why can't i stay sober
i don't know
do you hate me?
yeah that makes sense
so maybe
i don't believe it

call me crazy

self prod
all plats next friday? lmk

lyrics: 
oh god
i cant see myself
oh god
mirror on the wall
oh god
how will i be strong?
oh god 
oh g-e-e-a

oh god tell me if im wrong
cuz every rose you swore was mine
lies in ruins on dis vine 
ah but its okay
fuck it i might die
i said its okay
fuck you im a knight
i said its too late
i promise ive told you to
apologize one more time

da da e da
da da e da
da da e da
da da e da
da da da e a
da da da e a 
da da da e a 
da da da e a 

a dragons eye
watch it shine 
in my eyes
if i die
its alright
its alright
hell is coming anyway
my magic went mia
my bodys ashes turned to gray
so put that dagger in my brain
it will never be the same

i promise, you got it?
the petals have fallen
im honest, i promise
you never apologized
one more time
you declined
who am i? 
if i die, will you cry
nevermind, it's all right
(i promise)

i promise (you never apologized)

Baby I'll call tonight
Blacked out by the second
Maybe I'll call tomorrow
But don't expect it
I don't want to kill myself but
Never mind, did you cry
Maybe I could hear your side
One more time
One more life

I admit that I was wrong
I'm so sorry to my mom
Why did I think It's a good idea
The shrooms made it clear
My body ain't real
I'm out of my mind
My music doesn't feel
Like It's even mine
Do I deserve it?
My demise is certain
Baby I'm still learning
One more life I yearn it
If I
Never mind

Ah
So I cried a bit
You can call me a bitch
This is all I ever had
Don't wanna leave it alone
I'm scared of growing a home
Why can't I stay young forever?
Dreading every time I see December
The time is going by and I can't even remember
My sins are something I will have to deal with
So god please let me clear this
Cuz I don't wanna die
(One more life)

one more life

self prod


Too bad
I'm all grown don't tell me what to do
Ah
Please don't
Cuz it kills me slowly
Slowly
Can you not see it's
Unholy
Through everything you can't
Hold me
Control me
I barely know you
I wouldn't go one more time

(One step back, open another door)
(Said I'm done with that, then you called me a whore)
(Might have a heart attack, so I lay on the floor)
(Keep running from the past, and it's just too)

Too bad girl
Too bad girl
Too bad girl
To- ba- gi
Too bad girl
Too bad girl
Too bad girl
Too bad gi-girl
Da- gir
Da- gir
Da- gir
Da- gir
Hey- da- gir
E- da- gir- e
Too bad girl
Da- gir- ha
Da- gir
Da- gir
Da- ha- gir- gir
Hey- da- gir- ha
E- da- gir- e
Gir- gir-

toobadgirl

self-prod 
sample: https://soundcloud.com/breathecarolina/blackout

And when you say all those things
I look in your eyes
I saw the devil and I cried but It's okay
Yeah I'm coping
I know I wont accept it
So I might
Run away
From everything I
Contemplate
My body is in
Constant pain
Don't wanna see it
My demise is creeping
You will not believe
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm so done
I told you I was gone
God told me it was wrong
I wont dance with the devil
I want back every petal
So I can get
Started started
Started started
Started started
Started
And when you say I'm
Off it Off it
Off it Off it
Off it Off it
Off it
(Won't black out)

started

self-prod 
@xodazed prod the end

@fxriss
You told me it's done it's over
I cried till mid October
I'll throw the petal away
I know it's all that you gave
And now I feel so anxious
My body's filled with tension
You said It's only one time
I know I should've just lied
Don't ever call me that
I'm a whore you said it back
So much regret I lay in bed
Smoking everyday
I feel it to the core
October's over I am sure
The snow is coming watch it pour
It's time to get over it

@xodazed
There's nothing for me to prove
So god just let me speak (It's too late)
And god won't let me breathe until I
Is there something that I can prove? (It's too late)
Eu- uh- u- uh
Just take it all away
Pack my bags and board my flight
Fear that I'm too dead inside
I hold it all until I cry
I'll thank the lord this is goodbye

@stompingplastic
My open arms wait for you to come back
To me or plant the seeds when your gone
Know that isn't the case we'll drift away
And no matter how deceiving you still look the same
Every chance I had and threw away
The only tears left are on my face
With our souls entwined
Your mine till death
Can you hear me
Can you hear me?

@everyone
The ballads
The silence
Know you cast a spell on me
Remember when you said
You would never walk away
With our souls entwined
Your mine till death
Can you hear me
Can you hear me?

fxris

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