been listening for months and still can't comprehend how good u r

^^^AFTRRLIFE OUT NOW^^^
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEr9vtQRJ64
all plats: https://ffm.to/reap
prod aftrr

lyrics:

If all that I am is whatever you'll know
Everything we lost, is that all I have to show
All in my hands but decisions you chose
I can't change a thing, guess I'm reaping what I sow

6am, I can't sleep
Wipe my tears as I weep
Bite my tongue, show my teeth
It's like the better that the less I know
September I was on my own
Don't matter, always been whatever, oh

Guess I'm reaping what I sow
Guess I'm reaping what I sow
Guess I'm reaping what I sow
Guess I'm reaping what I sow

I can't feel myself
Tell me, is everything okay
Pop myself another one to see you
Ain't no other way
Look up at the sky, too many lights
It's shining all day
Said she wanna take a flight to LA
I'm on ten, I'm all ears if you let me
One more chance, another night, stay at my place
I'm all out of my time
Got no reason to lie
Try my luck, roll the dice

If I feel it, know I earned it
Coming home, was it worth it
Change your pace and I'm turning
Pay the price in the morning

Guess I'm reaping what I sow
Guess I'm reaping what I sow
Guess I'm reaping what I sow
I can't change a thing
Guess I'm reaping what I-

I Reap What I Sow

prod @xodazed
cover art by @1cfx
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7DumECRGiXMIZEj2gczSU1
@fxris on disc @fxrisonline on insta and tiktok
lyrics:
Wasting time girl, you've been gone
Hiding so long, I don't know
What, what, what
You wanna do but
Ah, ah, ah
Come make a move

O o-
O a-
I tend to fantasize
So come here girl, (o o- o a-)
Come here girl
Took you out of town
I'll fuck you on the ground
I'll tell you that I fell in love
But we all know that I'm lying
It was nothing
I was lusted
Feel disgusting
(Oh god)
A- a- a- a- a-
(Oh god)
A- a- a- a- e- a -
(Oh god)
A- e- e- a- a-
(Oh god)
W- e- e- e- e- (Oh god)
(God)
E- e- a- e-
Yeah woah (Woah, woah, woah)
I put the dagger in place (Woah, woah, woah)
I tend to stagger away (Woah, woah, woah)
I needed friends or family (Woah, woah, woah)
Or just someone okay (Woah, woah, woah)
I needed someone okay (Woah, wo- , we-)

Took you out of town
I'll fuck you on the ground
I'll tell you that I fell in love
But we all know that I'm lying
It was nothing
Trying
I was lusted
Feel disgusting
Don't tell me you don't want it
I got all that I want
And now my life has started-

A- a- a-
Started-
A- a- a-
A- a- a-
Don't wanna start it-
A- o- a- a- a-
A- a- a- a-
A- o- o- a-
A- a- a- a-
A- a-
(Ah)

lust

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

li.sten.to/tansea-patience

Lyrics:
I just called lil' Scott the other day
He said I'm cooking
Got me some attention with this music
Now they looking

I can never pass up on this chance
Nah nah I took it
I gotta move real, yeah
I gotta move real

I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bring my brothers, yeah
I'm tryna move real smarter

I gotta move real calmer
I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bring my brothers, yeah
I'm tryna move real smarter

And I came a long way
Got big things coming on the way
And I think it's finally safe to say

That I'm starting to gain a lil' ego
And I saw that you got distant
But you're claiming it was me though

You're finally getting my vision
But for me it was simple and clear though

I don't need your recognition
I don't need your friends
I don't need your heart
I don't need your superstition

Don't place no label on me
I don't need no definition

Want to say it's luck
Want to say I got paid
I'm my own real-life musician

It's been a minute since I got inside my bag
Yeah, yeah I'm sick, huh
I've been outside for way too long
It's been a minute since I've came like this, yeah

I said what I said and I meant it
Viewing my life on the tv's getting you nothing
Not even a mention

I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bring my brothers, yeah
I'm tryna move real smarter

I'm tryna bless my girl so bad
Like "bae don't worry bout' drama"

I gotta move real calmer
I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bless my girl so bad
Like "bae don't worry bout' drama"

They keep saying I'm cooking
Got me some attention with this music
Now they looking

I can never pass up on that chance
Nah, nah I took it

patience (p. me)

glaive - nobodys fault (attalus remix)

prod @xodazed @31sentinel
@sadlistical

lyrics:

I was lusted
Feel disgusting
Don't tell me you don't want it cuz
I promise it doesn't have to be like that
I cannot feel it anymore
The way you touch down on my neck
I fucking want it bad
Tell me I'm obsessed
I cannot watch you pass
Right in front of me
I'm looking through the screen
Will you just talk to me?
I guess I will not be seen-

(Stutters)

And yeah ill always come back to you
No matter the time
You led me on bad, for you
It's no surprise
Wanna die no more lies
I'm so fucking terrified, so why?

I can feel you crawling around in my skin
I got unanswered questions I'd love to deal with
And you know me better than anyone
I pray to god you forget my name the next time you get drunk
And I'm sure that's what you want too
You don't know me anymore do you?
I'm the worst regret that you'll ever have
But late at night I pray to god that you'll take me

BACK
Back
That you'll take me back
Back
Hey, h- hey, h- h- h- hey (That you'll take me!)
Back
Wanna se- e- e- e-
Back
BACK
Ah-
Hey hey!

(dariacore thx dazed)
Don't you give-
And I'm 45 (@yehbkyz)
Chicken Jockey!

Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- e- a- e- a- e- a- e- a-
Girl just take me back, ah, back to you
Our petals won't attach, although I'll fake the truth
I'm running back and forth, I wouldn't climb a whore
(Climb a whore, a- a- e-)

back to u w/ sadlistical

lyrics coming soon
i love my friends i love my life

shapeshifter (all plats)

kurtans & glaive - just not sure (voco remix)

prod @fxriss + @devvn
i said i was gonna drop this on friday but im on vacation so wait till i get home guys

i cannot die
i know its not the time
these people want me bad
i tell them its alright 
i don't see myself anywhere
you're beauty makes it hard to bare
but i think its alright
so please just end my life
twist the dagger in my eyes
shine my body in the light
tell my family i was fine
cuz i don't want them to cry
and my music's criticized
so why do i try
do i need to be alive?
am i running out of time

i cannot see where you want me to be
i'm tryna figure it out
i keep running around
but my heart burns
yeah my heart burns
i cannot stay sober for a day
all good
people laugh in my face and somehow
its a part of me
you watched me bleed
wish you never had to see
but i'm far too gone
so say goodbye
go start your life
ill take the knife
i feel like i was meant to die
oh god my spine
its cracking why
do you not see
say goodbye

goodbye

i want ya - kurtains

MXEEN - Ego

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back to u w/ sadlistical

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