fuk this is fuego!!! \(,,◕　⋏　◕,,)/━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

I’ve been listening to this on loop for the last 3 days

mv: https://youtu.be/qqQnSx04Rp8

@ccottrill
lil sc-only ting

feb 9 2022

between the gaps, i was swimming laps, got close to some epiphany. i'll convince a friend to join deep ends, have your toes touch the lack of cement... gather to one corner of the woods, echo chambers inside a neighborhood. in centerfold, humility shown, you're not as good as what your mama's sewn.

aren't you glad that you reside in a hell and in disguise? nobody yet everything, a pool to shed your memory. could you say you even tried? you haven't called your family twice! i can hope tonight goes differently; but i show up to the party just to-
.
.
leave...

https://soundcloud.com/ccottrill/amoeba

amoeba

u dont wanna know where ive been
oh
i just wanna get real high
i dont wanna think about it, i-
do you really understand?
i just wanna be your man
contemplating in the sand
do you wanna hold my-
oops snapped again
what was i thinkin?
i've been out of my mind
i gotta find something else to do while im away
i need your love
dont need your help
im doing fine
i dont wanna talk, yeah im alright
im doing fine
im doing fine
break my heart and break my mind
im not coming back tonight
im not like those other guys
just feels like you keep lying
lay in bed, waste my day off
u killed my dogs, did that pay off?
i think you should just get off and get outside
are you kidding me?
heard a knock on the wall, god damn, whats happening?
i think ima crash now
it wasnt supposed to happen so soon
and it feels like hell
oops snapped again
what was i thinkin?
i've been out of my mind
i gotta find something else to do while im away
i need your love
dont need your help
im doing fine
i dont wanna talk, yeah im alright
im doing fine
im doing fine

oh man

//lyrics

They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
Tell me all my, rights
Keep rising
She could interfere, but
Imma keep sliding
One cold heart's what I need for fucking writing
Please dont fret, baby i could keep it tidy

Don't stress, my road is ever-winding
Through one mess, our love in aphrodite
Come let, me rid of your anxiety
In one text, ill show you who I might be, I
Feel ya pulling back from my life
Fear in my head, in my eyes
Who knows where ill get in my life I said
These fuckers look at me with envy cause

They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Cause im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
Tell me all my rights
Keep rising
She could interfere, but
Imma keep sliding
One cold heart's what I need for fucking writing
Please dont fret, baby i could keep it tidy

envy [p. reef]

holy

https://open.spotify.com/track/0wxKhs3sA21j63oROyzm3N?si=e830a7527f7040a4
@prodbyjoshwa

yeah, i don’t really wanna to talk to you
i thought you gave up when you said you found somebody new
you did the opposite of putting me in better moods
went behind my back and act like i don’t got a clue

but does it feel right baby?
didn’t think i had to ask you what the deals like baby
feel like i fucked up when i spent a couple bills on you baby
know somethings wrong i can see a couple chills on you baby
so what’s the deal like baby?

so what more you need from me?
you got me down on my knees
love when you fall next to me
but we still struggle with the same old things 

so just don’t, do it again
lost all my trust, overthink till the end
cause recently i been so tired of the waiting 
cause recently i been so sick of conversating
cause recently i be to too tired and impatient
cause recently i be so tired of the fake shit
and i don’t think i can take it

yeah, i been trying to get a moment with you
so you can tell bout the things that you always wanna do
it’s like we only play to lose
so can you tell me what’s wrong you been acting different you don’t act like you belong
been expressing all my feelings you can hear it in my songs
damn, all of it just went to waste 
hope you see better days
so you don’t gotta complain

so just don’t, do it again
lost all my trust, overthink till the end
cause recently i been so tired of the waiting 
cause recently i been so sick of conversating
cause recently i be to too tired and impatient
cause recently i be so tired of the fake shit
and i don’t think i can take it x2

recently (joshwa)

self prod

lyrics:

log off, stay calm
everybody's watching
you've done great harm
nail in my coffin
its my day off
i still want to off it
best friends turning toxic
just you fucking watch this
you never fucking say shit
always leave mid conversation
you try to leave me waiting
so i had to go and make this
im glad you're doing well
but it feels like you're only staying 
to try to piss me off but every time
you do, im changing
it doesnt have to be easy, ill just do it myself
you said how am i gon find new friends
you must be fooling around
you must think that im incompetent
but ill get what i want
i just picked up this job 
and im working all night long
log off, stay calm
everybody's watching
you've done great harm
nail in my coffin
its my day off
i still want to off it
best friends turning toxic
just you fucking watch this
you never fucking say shit
always leave mid conversation
you try to leave me waiting
so i had to go and make this
im glad you're doing well
but it feels like you're only staying 
to try to piss me off but every time
you do, im changing
i wanna run away from you
i want a boy to tell me to come through
its scary being me for you
i dont miss you

boxer

thx @mage12k for the cover art :)
prod @xodazed
https://open.spotify.com/album/3EIEKIyXY3xJjGq4jsFuid?si=6Vu2qPcpSseWOBdpWSYDkg
lyrics

@xodazed :
your system overrides my purpose so i gotta reset
i said im falling far behind but u dont wanna forget
i tried my hardest, meet the quota that u jokingly set
but there is not a single reason why i couldn't admit
but nothing ever seems to help me, not the motivation
im pulling on all of my hairs, can you just give a second
should i just let it grow or should i cut it all off
and now theres petals on the floor with a broken life

@fxriss : 
yeah you always wanna talk but you never make it right
i was struggling inside and all i ever need was you
ill give you 24 flowers, just know in 24 hours
ill do whatever it takes, but you'll still turn it into dust
how do you expect us to build any trust?
petals on the floor i've lost the way to love
your mom and dad are always arguing
if it wasn't for them i think youd see

you say you're right but you take a left
i dont think we're meant for this
i dont wanna start again
get these 808s outside my head
if i was you i wouldn't act like a whore
something that i just cannot support

(ahh)
(oh god) x2 

@xodazed : 
your system overrides my purpose so i gotta reset
i said im falling far behind but u dont wanna forget
i tried my hardest, meet the quota that u jokingly set
but there is not a single reason why i couldn't admit
BUT NOTHING EVER SEEMS TO HELP ME NOT THE MOTiVATION
IM PULLING ALL OF MY HAIRS CAN YOU JUST GIVE A SECOND
SHOULD I JUST LET IT GROW OR SHOULD I CUT IT ALL OFF
AND NOW THERES PETALS ON THE FLOOR WITH A BROKEN LIFE

petals on the floor ft. dazed?!

white lies

video :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_SW6NbGD14Q&ab_channel=rans0m

i didnt need u anyways (self prod)

don't care (@1dammittony x @icebbaby0)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4U0wxT94IF8UxMS7UBaFV5?si=5ee56338c55148c0

petals on the floor ft. dazed?!

fxris

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