Co-founder at TransFrequency Recordings: https://soundcloud.com/transfrequencies-label https://soundcloud.com/transvalue27 https://soundcloud.com/jazlu https://soundcloud.com/mardnb https://soundcloud.com/sephiadnb https://soundcloud.com/mia-sky-395009199 https://soundcloud.com/forbiddenfrequenciesdnb https://soundcloud.com/norealitymusic https://soundcloud.com/ghosthardwarednb https://soundcloud.com/catnapaudio https://soundcloud.com/ame_chaos https://soundcloud.com/geleeroyal https://soundcloud.com/teejdnb https://soundcloud.com/chid-aruma https://soundcloud.com/brian-grimmlin https://soundcloud.com/durability-dnb https://soundcloud.com/urphdnb https://soundcloud.com/rollyax https://soundcloud.com/cyber_wuruhi https://soundcloud.com/jane-doe-drum-n-bass https://soundcloud.com/ninery https://soundcloud.com/nitro_b https://soundcloud.com/joanna-wysocka-288170152 https://soundcloud.com/danny-jenk https://soundcloud.com/orlan732 https://soundcloud.com/user-475721223 https://soundcloud.com/dj-willsyboy https://soundcloud.com/diversepressure https://soundcloud.com/sekhmetdnb https://soundcloud.com/dnbtonic https://soundcloud.com/rinor-hajdari https://soundcloud.com/drophead303 https://soundcloud.com/kodekadnb https://soundcloud.com/the_shrike https://soundcloud.com/paramether https://soundcloud.com/skynetaudio https://soundcloud.com/goldrumz https://soundcloud.com/e-leee https://soundcloud.com/warnodnb https://soundcloud.com/bankz91 https://soundcloud.com/entradnb https://soundcloud.com/mastrotitta https://soundcloud.com/ghostemane https://soundcloud.com/user-610836157 https://soundcloud.com/dubudnb https://soundcloud.com/timmi-c https://soundcloud.com/h20-dnb https://soundcloud.com/standbyexperience https://soundcloud.com/bhelixmusic https://soundcloud.com/shark-boy-31290690 https://soundcloud.com/torzx https://soundcloud.com/viriditydnb https://soundcloud.com/itstrickymusic https://soundcloud.com/gifta_dnb https://soundcloud.com/mella_man https://soundcloud.com/melinki https://soundcloud.com/tim-e-aka-current-value https://soundcloud.com/arleighdnb https://soundcloud.com/kidsonic_official entries: I found this mother figure and oh boy, the world is a better place, it's a universal thing, it goes beyond everything, it's a soothing feeling. I'm safe. It's ok to ask for help, support or advice, I never knew that. It's ok to have a safe space where you can be yourself and express yourself, even if it comes out awkward, this is a non judgemental safe space. I never knew that. The world is a better place why do u come here? dont tell me. ask yourself. One day I'm gonna write a book about drum n bass, I'm gonna write a book about all of you, all the people I've met, those who gave me love and those who gave me regret so you'd better behave! Oh don't worry, I won't mention your real name but you will definitely recognise yourself. Have you ever been told that you must share your toys? I think you have! I think we all have at some point in our life so why are you being so precious about it like we're gonna steal it off you? You can't be that mean! Everybody knows it's YOUR toy, no one is gonna steal it off you so stop acting like it! Insecurity makes us ugly (I've got my insecurities too) and I know you're better than that. I know you're learning but understand that some people would never ever think of hurting someone else's feelings so chill the fuck out all of you and believe in yourself, believe in this love because it's all yours to love. Etre la coqueluche de.... (the first time i ever saw you) In a world consumed by judgement and hate, There stands a silhouette so brave and great. A beacon of light for those afraid to be true, A trailblazer for others to follow through. This icon of truth I know far and wide with strength and beauty that should never hide. Embracing this light that's shinning so bright, Showing the world it's our duty to fight. Standing tall and proud and looking dear, Against the world and against fear. Never feeling lost in the night and never lonely, For my gay icon is here and I'm breaking free, A legacy, a new path for you and me, A testament to love in all its forms, infinite. Tis a fine feeling, a presence so captivating calming the storm within me, i marvel at the beauty of this soothing melody, in awe of this dream that shines so brightly, an ancient warmth to my day as my worries fade away. humble admirer of this true wonder, a mystery unsolved, an ocean of secrets bold, a story untold. A world anew for all to see, so gentle and free. Tis a fine feeling. when you have a dream, when you have a specific goal or a project on the go or something you wanna achieve, there is only two kinds of people in this world: the ones who are gonna help you achieve your dreams (about 1%) and those who aren't (99%). That's simple mathematics. The subtraction of that latter figure is absolutely necessary if you wanna succeed. You must focus on that 1% coz that's what really matters. And I'm not even talking about the ones who are gonna try to stop you. They dont even come into the equation, mofos go to hell for eternity like 3.1415926535... and so on. I'm no fool. Just because Im not saying anything about it doesn't mean i don't know about it. Like a good student, first you observe then you take notes, that's how you build an argument, you do a lot of research, you weight the pros and the cons but you don't judge, you observe and you take notes and then, when you are sure about it, when you have all the information you need, you make that lethal move. Now look at the fool. I wish people would get a reward every time they break a toxic cycle. Toxicity can be very hard to identify, especially when one is in the thick of it or doesn't know any better. If one is born in a family with a toxic system, it can take years to overcome this. Some people are extremely talented at pulling strings and creating all sorts of emotional manipulation, it's an art in itself, a nasty and rotten piece of art but art nonetheless. After escaping the toxicity comes the road to recovery and this takes years sometimes, the reason why is because the experience of trauma refrains us from feeling safe again, even long after the experience has gone, one never feels truly safe again, that's long term damage because trusting people again becomes almost impossible for fear of reliving the same trauma over and over. So yes, thank you. "When you dont allow people to walk over you anymore, the narrative will change. You'll become the villain in their story because you won't be giving them what they have had no problem taking from you. But at least in your story, you'll be free." (Kayil York) Is it plausible that people who are not free dont like people who are free? I've given up drinking, I've changed my diet, I've lost weight, I may even be looking cute and sexy before the summer, well, that is if you can call it a summer. 'French trans woman in a bikini wreaks havoc on the beach' lol That's a great headline. Divorce rate on the rise Bro, she's using you. When are you gonna wake up you silly English flannel? this child i will never have is very lucky, really. I often wonder how you would look like if my exes had decided not to go for an abortion, what colour would be your eyes and your hair. I often wonder how your voice would sound like. Not that it matters now but I often wonder if you'd be a girl or a boy. All these things I will never experience but I strongly believe that you are out there somewhere and that we will meet one day, not in this life, not in this world, oh no! But we will! Mummy loves you, always have, always will. All my life, I have suffered from this horrible disease called low self-esteem: lack of self-confidence, lack of self-belief, lack of self-respect and lack of self-worth. It took me years to figure out the origin of this problem. My life was hell. However, since I transitioned, I found my worth as a human being. Realising what I'm worth has completely transformed my life. There are so many situations I will never fall into ever again like I used to in the past, there are so many people who will never be given the opportunity to walk all over me or abuse me ever again. Granted, most of it was my fault because I was allowing these things to happen in the first place because I didn't know any better but now I know better and some of you know that I know better and that's why you have completely disappeared out of my life. As long as I was blind you were having fun but trust me, we'll see who has the last laugh. We'll see. drum n bass is so lucky to have me as a beautiful, intelligent and culturally refined trans woman. I mean I could have gone for house music or even heavy metal but no it was drum n bass who chose me. inner child, motherless child, fatherless child, come summer, no bother, it's ok, im here for you now, mumma gonna take care of you the best she can. No more weeping for love and warmth, I will provide! So be it, with hopeful belief and a bond that even time cant break, a fragile heart fuelled by the love that holds me so close to you This had to stop, the situation had become unbearable, it's just impossible, not even plausible. Hello, beautiful silence, there I find you. eyes that tell the story of eternity. Please DO NOT call me dude. I cant stand this word. I'm not a dude, I'm a lady with attitude and it takes a man to change that attitude. "Elements of the sun, elements of the day, come this way, powers of night and day, I summon thee, I call upon thee, to protect me, SO SHALL IT BE." Penniless lil French boy with big dreams moving to a foreign country only to find bigger dreams. A beautiful story of metamorphosis, authenticity and self discovery. carefully studying my flower's needs, special care, precious and rare. beauty that never fades good boy. mumma is proud of u It will happen eventually imagine all these lil drum n bass labels merging into one big label. That concentration of creative power in one place, neat, tidy and organised. 2024 will be a very different year The fruit is now spoiled and will also decay the companion. You did well. You didn't care when I needed help. You didn't help when I needed care. This is my chance to change come and steal from me, come and steal my best because my best will never be good enough for your life parody. please just let me be The deep magenta of your lips turning into electricity, academics with love, leading my world, pulling me in, raw power gravity. Surrendering maybe, resisting one more time, before the end of the story The sacred and the unsaid right under your eyes of green seas. Bless the roots of Egypt and each new Spring. Pyramidal lighthouses, pink earth feminine and mathematic masculine. I will return as a third entity. before I can even start worrying about what you think, I have to figure out first if what goes on through your mind can actually be called thinking. two people's loneliness coming together, meeting each other, maybe even knowing each other... already somehow. this unspoken understanding, this shared experiencing, no word needed, no time needed in the here and now, just the two of us whispering in an empty room <3 <3 IM massive shout out to all my friends and my besties out there who are supporting what i'm doing at the moment, means so much to me, i clearly couldn't do it without each and everyone of you. i truly feel part of a family. mummy loves you to the moon and back. Dua been on the psychedelics, nice kaleidoscope effect! u go girl my darling, you are the jewel of the world, there is nothing like you, i promised you i would return. i want to feel your arms around me, these homely arms of yours that welcome me, im coming home mummy, oh Cairo you have no idea how much i cherish you the way you cherish me. i love your tiled pavements, your cast iron lamp posts, your sultry heat and your dazzling streets. a feast to my senses as i belong to your history, you will keep me safe, you will let me be myself, you will make me progress, oh Cairo, im coming to you, im such a mess, i need your comfort and your gentleness, i will arrive vulnerable but after visiting you i will leave feeling invincible. not long now mummy. only a few weeks, i will keep learning from you DJ subway station in Prague fear of creativity is a terrible thing nowadays good soldiers know they're already dead. that's why im still fighting your ideal lover is in the afterlife recently ive come to the realisation that i want a man to marry me, ive never felt this before but the thought of it makes me profoundly excited. i want us to get married and buy a house together, i want a bath for the 2 of us so we can pamper ourselves together at the same time, i want to wait for him when he gets back from work and make love to him as soon as he walks through the door, i want to cook him nice meals, i wanna wear sexy clothes just for him... i dont know how is this gonna happen but it will happen. he's out there, i know he is, he doesnt know im looking for him yet but im gonna grab him when i find him and im gonna tell him: "you'd better put a ring on my finger and marry me coz i want to be your bitch for the rest of my life!" where are you boy? i cant wait to go back to Cairo, it's the most beautiful place in the world to me. the scenery, the heat, the dust, the endless maze of streets, the cheeky begging children that wont leave you alone, the gorgeous Muslim women wearing their sexy hijab, the smell of food, perfumes, traffic, horses and donkeys, the skinny cats and stray dogs, the handsome Egyptian men telling me im gorgeous. Where else would i want to be? As a transwoman I dont go to places where im tolerated, i go to places where im celebrated and Egypt is everything to me... I love you Cairo so u dont wanna help me? ok, that's fine. dont worry i wasnt begging, i was just asking politely. <3 <3 oh great! ive been misbehaving and now im on the naughty step! Thanks! the world definitely is not enough, thank u james. Sorry, i only deal with bad bitches. Are you a bad bitch? Ok, come on then. planes dont fall out the sky no matter the turbulences, the tip of the wings have a resistance span of over fifteen metres wide so if you see the plane flapping its wings up and down really fast, dont worry, it aint gonna break, it's just rolling with the winds the thing i value the most in someone is their integrity and trust me im happy to challenge anyone's integrity anytime. this love will not die, it's only beaten down to a place where it can hide. you wanna hide love? when i was in Cairo, this taxi driver told me that if you drink water from the Nile you will become immortal. I looked at the murky water and i looked at him thinking that if i drink this water bruv, i'm gonna be sick to death by the look of it. I dont want to be immortal bruv, life is too much as it is, who wants to live forever anyway? not me! that would be so boring. immortality is overrated but i guess that's life on earth. do yo have any other planet i can try? they should make pizzas so big so that you could sleep on them, and sleep with your friends as well, of course. Pizza friends if anything ever happens to me, god forbid but im not immortal, i just want everyone to know that my last wish is to die in Cairo. That's the exit for me, im coming home mummy <3 <3 <3 i cant wait to go to Cairo again. Only a matter of weeks now. To me Cairo is the mother of the world. That's why me and her get on so well. I'm her child. Did you know that Cairo means 'victorious' in Arabic? How appropriate for the times I'm living now. I'm coming home mummy <3 <3 <3 the life you're livin now aint real bro, you're just an item on the menu, someone out there is reading that menu i need help NOW! not when i'm gone, that will be too late mate! saying: "oh i should have done something about it..." no no no! HELP! NOW! FFS! :) :) it's tearing me apart! Enchanté! Bitch! the reason i didnt go away this summer is because I had to retake one essay for university. I failed one essay which is ok as I ve been writing shitloads of essays in the last 2 years. One fail wasnt gonna be the end of the world but it nearly was because i needed that essay to pass into 3rd year. Today I got my grade and I'm going back to uni motherfuckers!!! Phew! Fuck me! So yeah, third and last year at university for me with a degree at the end of it! Oh boy! Rack em up, rack em up, rack em up! im gonna put a drum n bass show on together like you wont believe it, i need producers, dancers, artists all over the stage doing their thing together like it never happened before. i want this We are "les petites francaises du drum n bass" and we have a routine mate! Check it out! i wish Impact Music would do a podcast for us, im gonna ask him. thank u so much Gifta. u r one special kitten u r! wat u did there. im still amazed Teej is so fucking cute! we become what we need and i need love dont worry about what's happening to me mate, you should be more concerned with what is not happening with u. thank u funny. a couple of days ago, i was sunbathin in a park just chilling and i could hear teenagers messing around in the park, they were talking about me like: "it's a man! no, it's a woman! no, it's a man...." on and on and on lol it was pretty hilarious actually hearing them assessing the situation. keep guessing i thought but dont forget to respect your sisters coz they're tomorrow's mothers <3 <3 <3 u tried to make me look bad? how did that work for u? im curious. i still hav time for u. im 50 next week, fuck me! lol how did that happen? inside i feel like im 20 still, listening to my Goth music on a Sony Walkman, chewing gum, drinking beers and smoking disgusting cigarettes lol (thanks god i gave up) oh well! it just went. thing is i cant take anymore. i cant be asked anymore with going to work, chasing dollars and all that babylon bullshit. nope, im done. I wanna stay at the office all day long doing video and music and promo editing for the label. i dont care if there is no food on my plate or if i get behind with the rent, i cant be asked anymore. I just want to be creative all day long. fuck you babylon. i might move to the forest my favourite insult this week: "shut up you Victorian repressed fuck!" this week i started a hardcore diet and im already seeing results, i make sure i dont eat more that 1000 calories a day which is about half or a third of the daily recommendation guidelines. a normal day for me with food and booze would easily amount to 4000 calories and over as i can happily drink my daily intake of calories just with booze alone. just reading this as im writing it kinda infuriates me. i went from size 12 to 16 even 18 recently and now my goal is to be a 10. the thing i despise the most about myself is my overindulgence whether it's food, booze or drugs. there is no other word for it: I'm a pig and not a friendly pig on top of that. no wonder im single lol disgusting french pig drum n bass is the most versatile, creative and transgressing form of electronic music. the whole spectrum is crazy. all the things you can do with it is beyond imagination, i cant wait to hear what drum n bass will sound like in 50 years time, although i dont think ill be witnessing it i'll be feeling it mofos, for crying out loud! get me off the streets, please! :) :) how much more u think i can take :) :) omg, im feeling a bit overwhelmed with the drum n bass community atm. there is a lot of loving happening right now out there and it feels amazing. omg im feeling very emotional, very much. <3 <3 <3 are passions dangerous? i think they are. they come close to madness i gotta stretch, if i wanna go the distance, i gotta stretch, stretch my body, my mind and my soul, stretching is reaching! from one branch to the next i stretch coz im an ape all these years, ive had this fertile ground hidden inside of me but i couldnt see it things no one told me about getting older: -you will become world weary and that can't be helped, it's a mix of boredom, cynicism and indifference that is difficult to shake off. been here, done that kinda feeling. -People dont care (this has two meanings) - With the right experiences, you will become a very powerful person. - Illusion is strong, humans remain human. - The best youth is the one that is happening right now, not yours or your parents' like "our generation was so good!" no it was not, love! it was not! Today's youth is the best ever, today, tomorrow, forever. -Mornings will get harder and harder. Waking up hurts i need a man to get right behind me, strong hands on my hips, feeling the grip, thrust, thrust, thrust... thrustrated much! lol i kno who i am and what i am i kno wat i want and how i want it i kno how i want to be treated i kno wat i deserve, wont settle for less "Houston, we have a problem!" and a big one at that, this guy i know called me fat yesterday. we were just chatting, casual talk then he said: "since you got that pink scooter, you got fat." hello, hang on, excuse me! what!? did u just call me fat? ive never been called fat in my entire life! wtf? who the fuck are you? oh boy! oh my! oh boy! u want me to ride your sorry ass? I did NOT get fat, i got curvy because ive started drinking alcohol again 2 years ago and im also on a hormone treatment that's wrecking havoc on my body you wombat! oh boy! ok i get it! but boy! oh my! here we go. im gonna do something about this. you better run away boy. im gun get rid of the shitty messy dirty booze, fuckin mess in my body. run run run this past week ive been rinsing Emperor's Ursa. First tune i played this morning after binging all night. mind you i was curious to figure out what Ursa meant. i thought it was a reference to Ursa Major but here is a different take: little she-bear Meaning: little she-bear. Ursa as a girl's name is of Scandinavian and Latin origin, and the meaning of Ursa is "little she-bear". Ursa is a variant of the Latin name Orsa and the Scandinavian and Latin name Ursula. awwww that made my day. cutest thing i read all day. lil she bear >3 great play on words too i aint done with you yet! ill come back at you over and over again, underdog style, im goin the distance, we gun suffer we do aim to entertain :) :) :) qui cherche des crosses trouve des bosses that graphic design software is funny, it keeps asking me if i wanna "add a heading"? Well, since you're asking, of course i wanna add a heading, that's what i live for. nom nom we have reached such a level of comfort in life that we have nothing left to look for so we create our own problems as a form of distraction or stimulation. If there is no more danger, we will end up turning in on ourselves. he doesnt come here often, very occasionally and when he comes it's always unexpectedly and he never stays long. he enters my room looking agitated, hyperactive and stressed out. I can feel his energy flying in every direction and it's very intense. however as we start talking and snuggling i can feel his body relaxing, his voice becomes softer and quieter, his breathing regulates and my room becomes silent again for a moment. i know that in these moments he finds peace, even briefly. in my arms he relaxes, he closes his eyes and he forgets about all the things he's seen and heard, today, yesterday, last week... he pauses for a moment to breathe, to rest and to reset but soon, always too soon, he gets up, dresses up and leaves me. Long after he's gone, my room remembers us together as his scent still floats around in the air, i wonder if he will come back to see me. necessity is definitely the mother of invention or at least intervention (maybe even divine) i never thought in my entire life that i would end up doing graphic design and video editing for the label. granted, these are early days and i have a long way to go but 1) it feels refreshing 2) im really enjoying it 3) this label has made me as i went along with it through the years without even realising that it was helping me to develop new personal skills so thank you label. Now i have Canva for graphic design, Wondershare filmora for video edit and Reason for sound design and with all the knowledge i got from uni about the publishing and printing industry. surely i can do something with that. it's like my spaceship. i will do something with it, i will travel to a new place far far away from here. it kinda occurred to me that our label logo is kinda similar to the one of a big drum n bass label and I'm glad i have noticed it. This was not done maliciously or from a lack of artistic inspiration. quite the contrary. Now that I have noticed this, my next mission is to make a brand new original logo for TransFrequency Recordings. Apologies. Things will get corrected. And tbh it would piss me right off if something like this was happening to me so let's get creative you are free to believe anything you want. absolutely anything you want. so much fun hey? i am NOT spending next summer in the UK! No way. I've had it mate! I wanna feel the heat, I wanna feel bothered by the heat, i wanna feel thirsty for a cold pint of continental lager in the blasting sunshine or drinking cocktails for breakfast, being a beach bum. just being a bum, a lazy bitch. sleeping when i want, eating when i want, drinking when I want. swimming, sunbathing, reading a kinky novel on the beach or choking on a dick. All of this and way more! Fuck England in the summer, i feel robbed! You dont like the UK? Well, fuck off then, look, it's that way! Bye! lol fear and desire for security have taken over our love of freedom damn, i can see and feel the dnb headz havin the best time at let it roll. this year i really miss not being there. it hurts and this horrible weather in the uk doesnt help either. next year for sure. let it roll <3 <3 <3 Please enter your password to download intelligence. a woman in a shop told me that i didn't look my age, i was really pleased with that compliment. she asked me what was my secret. I told her i was going out dancing every weekend while doing shit loads of drugs. the power of observation. i start to notice things when i pay attention. id rather pay attention than pay these stupid bills all the time!!!! you can laugh at me as much as you want. you have all these years ahead of you and it feels wonderful but let's see how you look when you are half a century old after all the horrible shit you went through in life. let's see if you can still smile and laugh and wear beautiful and colourful outfits. i hope you make it through the qualifying stage though coz not everyone makes it all the way there. i really hope we will all laugh together. one day, there will b nothing left to hide, no more lies to tell, no more distortion of the truth to entertain. u will stand naked, defeated, dejected but u will stand free givin heads makes me lose my head how much he hates the things that he wanted to love. automatic winner for show runner. thinking of him when i hug her. we wont make up for lost hours i dreamed of T last night hi, i'm a prostitute hologram from the future. i'm not supposed to be there but someone messed up the calculation and i ended up here. what year is it? is it 3048? some people! i cant believe i used to look up to them, lol. wtf? i must have been at an all time low to feel that way towards them. wat was i thinking? it took me years to rebuild my self-confidence. year after year after year. i'll never forget that pain. id never look up to anyone again. good luck to them they know the pan is hot, yet they keep touching it, tut tut tut facts matter more than your feelings. once i was a man trapped in a woman's body, it lasted about 9 months then later on in life i realised that i was a woman trapped in a man's body. go figure. i date guys because they treat me right. It's my right to be treated right, get that right, it's clear that some of us are bringing new ideas to the drum n bass table, are these ideas any good? we dont know yet, only time will tell but we are keeping things fresh. drum n bass needs new ideas, new concepts, new adventures. we are all doing our bit to make it better, bigger, louder and we aint done yet. we're blazing a trail and we will take it to the next level. a few girls playing drum n bass. going in, showing skills, slaying, selecting, hand picking, preparing. adjusting. some flowers take years even decades to bloom, and they only bloom once. quite something. i'd be lucky to witness such marvel. that Wormhole box set though. gutted i cant afford it right now. as drum n bass goes it becomes apparent that Teej is a very talented, versatile and prolific producer. his music stands out so much to me from a quality, creativity and originality point of view. i was trying to figure out what makes a producer stand out more than any other? i could not find any definite answer as i realised that it wasnt just down to raw talent. Circumstances, timing and external influences also play a big part but if he keeps going, Teej could become even more relevant to the scene in the future. i will avoid making any comparison but let's say that some come here to make drum n bass and some come here to transcend the genre and flip it on its head, taking the genre in completely new, wild and uncharted territories. im waiting for that Egypt blew my mind, im still lost for words but i will take the time to sit down and write about a few things i have experienced while i was there. Im going back to Cairo in september. im gonna look into things while i'm there like renting a flat or finding some sort of private accommodation. two things are sure: im gonna travel a lot to Egypt in the coming years. Egyptian people love me as a trans woman. They blew my mind, i blew some minds but they blew my mind. magic is so strong there funny how when u start believing in people, they start believing in themselves and then they create amazing things when somethin been in front of u for years but u keep sleeping oh for sure i'm a fool but i will never be your fool when u see us walking hand in hand, look at us, dont ask any question, try to understand. we can be two women or two men or even genderless, does it matter? We're bodies with stars above us and we're going to party, we're going to parties where the light gets dimmer for secrecy or intimacy, for an hour or an eternity. we exist, resist, release, exit why did you choose to lose my support? my support was the only thing i could give you. boy pretends it's not happening i got news for u it's happening TransFrequency Recordings is love and acceptance this sacredness i was given must be looked after, it's a new responsibility. i have to protect it. A sacredness for the worthy, not to be shared with anyone, oh no. A special place for the special one. can i let you in? my Brazilian lovers, they know how to tell a French girl what to do. <3 <3 i hope i return as a lady robot in another life. why did it take me so many years to find myself? system reboot like. all these things ive been thru like riding the wrong software and crashing all the time. lol the things ive put myself thru, the things i've put people thru. why? was it a natural process that would eventually lead me to this endpoint. why? what did it all mean? my trans magic is working wonders. my prayers keep being answered. they're beautiful and they're so good to me "In time" is an average sci fi thriller from 2011 with Justin Timberlake. Avoidable watch for sure but boy, he's so fit! it's no surprise that corporations such as NASA, Google, Facebook, Twitter, Apple, etc. all belong to the Singularity University. you bet transhumanism looks really interesting to them Upgrade is such a sick movie. it's badly executed but the ideas are here which is what i needed now. Perfect timing for my science journalism article on transhumanism. Humanity is clearly reaching the threshold of a new kind of existence. About time! i can be so blunt and sleazy at times. probably a reflection of my lower class upbringing. how long more will i fit into this world? been here for almost half a century. almost time to check out. will i kno love? will i find peace of mind? will i depart this world leaving no mess behind? will i have time to say goodbye to those who meant something to me? to those who helped me when i needed it. i never meant to hurt anyone nature, mind and machine i can still blow your mind, i know how to do that, not just your mind... i said it before and i will say it again, in the future humans wont be living amongst robots or cyborgs, humans will turn into robots, that's inevitable the way the world is going winter got me all wrapped up cheap dream prices goin up while you still transferring ghost dance and bad company too bad im running out of time that life was worth a dime come to the end of my climb one last nursery rhyme im such a drag :) :) i absolutely love being exaggeratedly feminine, wearing make up, cross dressing, being outrageously provocative... you know like French novels and all that. All the fun I have missed all these years! time to make up for it. <3 <3 last night i was watching videos of hoof trimming at 3 am, fascinating craft. them poor baby cows with all sorts of hoof troubles. even cows need a good old manicure <3 <3 if they cant get to you, they will go for the things that matter to you. such a tough game. im only doing my thing a lot of people only see the finished product, they fail to understand and appreciate all the hard work and energy that went into the making 2023 is definitely the year where everything is aligning for perfect harmony. time to unlock that mystery i miss him i miss her triangle lovers perfect together forever me him and her at times the world is horrible and full of hate in the hands of small people with no vision, no hope and no love in their heart. im a beautiful being no matter what they say <3 <3 <3 trans love <3 <3 <3 de l'argent qui est couvert d'or so, u got any chokehold tokens on u? my kind of currency or u dont want me tellin my girlfriends u had me on chokehold last night? lookin back, one thing is sure: the universe didnt give me what i wanted but it gave me what i needed and the older i get the more i think i got the better deal. Renaissance is one of the albums of the decade, no doubt. Beyonce empowering her sisters, bossing it, sending out the positive message out there. Self respect, yeah? That mix of late 90s rnb, Grace Jones funk and modern vibe delivered with today's spiritually and vulnerability backed up with self determination. You go girls just by looking at him, my body gets funny. T <3 <3 <3 as Krust told me once: "become so good at what you do so that they can no longer ignore you." keep looking i'm his bitch and there is nothing, absolutely nothing you can do about it. Booking No. Bristol - Cairo THYQFJ, 48PSSH Order date 15 Apr 2023 Im going to Egypt. About time, me and the pyramids have some talking to do sometimes i feel drum n bass is like a baby crying for its milk bottle in the mid summer heat. dont worry baby. i'm mother everything should be wireless, the whole world should be wireless. the technology is there so why not? going out clubbin, Mantra in da house. im gonna wear faux eye lashes and black nails, grrrrrr. never wore faux eye lashes before, cant wait. sexy time im writing a news article on Nikola Tesla for uni, that's so much fun. that portfolio gun look good for real. im very gentle, passive and submissive, just be good to me <3 <3 producer's tip corner. if u are a producer and u have a tip to share, please do hit my inbox. <3 handle me, master me im a she in the body of a he cant feel guilt or inadequacy im a human with a body dying to be free all these worlds crumbling down for better or for worse it's my worth a lil story about the universe on your lips let me play the flute, this magical flute of yours, eager and hopeful coming to a head, let me blow this trumpet for prosperity or out of curiosity, all the way to your apogee for my only wish is to feel your warmth on my lips and your pulsing heartbeat within me. gain staging and sweet spots. <3 <3 <3 there is somthin abut gain staging <3 <3 <3

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