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MINI MIX VOL 2

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COMMERCIAL MIXTAPE

High School In Jakarta (Dena X Rey Edit)

Sexy Saxo - Mervin Mowlley (Original Mix)

"Paradox of Living" is a raw, intense exploration of the emotional catch-22 we all face: the battle between the desperate craving for connection and the paralyzing fear of consequence.

Set to a pounding, introspective beat, this track dissects the internal logic of a damaged heart. It’s about being mentally prepared for the worst so you can't be surprised when the worst arrives. The lyrics frame love not as a gift, but as a risk—a "ledger" where every past wound is accounted for and predicts the cost of future happiness.

    "I keep repeating, 'Love is just a synonym for pain,' but I still chase the lightning just to walk back in the rain."

If you’ve ever felt trapped between screaming "Risk it!" and the brain screaming "I lost!"—this is your anthem. This track is for anyone who understands that the greatest fight is losing the wall you built for self-defense. The fear of the fall is stronger than the hope of the grasp.

Paradox of Living. We need the warmth, but we've already calculated the cost of the fire.

Lyrics:
Verse 1

Yeah, I got my focus narrowed, staring right across the table, Trying to read the fine print on a feeling that is unstable. They talk about a future, I'm just looking at the ledger, man, Every cost accounted for, every time it went against the plan. See, I got receipts for all the payments on a debt I didn't owe, And the interest on that purchase is the doubt that starts to grow. I built a safety net, but I just keep unraveling the twine, 'Cause every time I jump for something real, the whole thing declines. I know the definition now, that vulnerability is risk, And the memory of what I lost is tattooed on my wrist. I can feel the warmth, I know the touch is genuine and pure, But my past is in the room, asking, Are you absolutely sure? You wanna let 'em see the fracture, let 'em trace the broken lines, Just so you can fall again when the contract realigns? Yeah, I’m a coward now, but I remember how the sunshine felt, Right before the person holding it just casually just dealt The final blow. Now my mind just works in self-defense. I crave the closeness, but I'm trapped right here on the fence.

Chorus

It's the paradox of living—the connection's what we crave, But the minute you get close, you dig yourself a grave. I keep repeating, "Love is just a synonym for pain," But I still chase the lightning just to walk back in the rain. Yeah, I’m obsessed with healing, but I’m terrified of growth, 'Cause you gotta lose the wall before you get to take the oath. So I’m standing at the consequence, looking at the cost, And the heart is screaming, "Risk it!" while the brain just screams, "I lost!" I'm trapped in the quiet, watching every good thing pass, 'Cause the fear of the fall is stronger than the hope of the grasp.

Paradox of Living

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High School In Jakarta (Dena X Rey Edit)

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