4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

stuck between a rock and a he/him

extended version available for download at
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/infrequent-flyers-program

previous version available at
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/selective-morality
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selective morality (extended)

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i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

that's enough to kill the bitch
stuck inside my room
i don't give a shit
more time to myself
ima make a hit
yea my mom said i'll make it
IMA MAKE THIS SHIT

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

-tacular
ask me how i feel
i feel spectacular 
-tacular 
-tacular
spectacular 

i'm tryna do this shit for too long
it better work out
i've tried to hit the ball too far
now there's no sound
they tryna take me down i said 
FUCK YOU
HOPE IT WORKS OUT
i've got the best feeling 
it's somebody i know 
i hope you get well

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

spectacular

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lyrics:

Dug a hole, in my life
I’ve tried a thousand times
To make it up, I'll do it cause
I know it’s not alright

And you told me it wasn't fair
Could you try to pretend you care
Didn't know what it meant back then
When you told me I was your friend

The older myths, still decide
The proof is you and I
But only one, can tell the truth
The other always lies

And you told me it wasn't fair
Could you try to pretend you care
Didn't know what it meant back then
When you told me I was your friend

But now I see what I was in a dream
I’m gonna sing to the sound and they’ll never find out

And you told me it wasn't fair
Could you try to pretend you care
Didn't know what it meant back then
When you told me I was your friend
Now I know every word you said
Can we try to forget again
Now I know what you meant back then
When you told me this was the end

Myth

Eb Standard

Even in fall
You'll live out your sunny days
So when you're all alone
I hope you can find the missing space

And even in a dream
Even in a dream you found the words

I write this knowing you won't see it
We're both missing puzzle pieces
And i can't really explain right now what it is I'm even grieving
And everything's been drastic
And I'm not used to the feeling
I'm used to nothing at all

There's no point in knowing what there is to know of, what they all talk of
If you lose while trying, weaponizing dying's easier for most
If i was a rifle maybe then you'd hide me underneath your bed
When they chop my head off for the sin of being, they'll come for you next, you dumb fuck

not my fault

g0lda