This EP is very special to me, and all though it is different from my previous songs, I put my heart and soul in these songs. Do those two years still define me is asking the question "should we be defined by our past actions if we own up to what we've done and changed for the better." I have done a lot of things I regret in my past but I am changed enough to own up to my past mistakes and learn from them to grow as a person. 

I know this project prolly wont be the thing to "blow me up" as an artist and my past self would of hated that. However, I am at a point in my life where I am not making music for anything other than myself and if popularity comes with it then that's awesome. Otherwise I am very content with sharing my songs with the few people that listen, and if you are one of those few that listen to my music. Thank you. Words cant describe how much it means to me that other people enjoy listening to the things I say into a microphone. 

I appreciate you all more than life it self. 
Thank you,
G0yaa

do those two years still define me?

cover of jungkook's cover of paper hearts by tori kelly

paper hearts

baby i'm so tethered to you
remember when you told me heaven was blue
and i cant seem to let this go
so i thought i'd just let you know x2

darling i tried letting go but i got no luck

PASTE

<333
(prod. xy1va)

lyrics
You dont even know what i’m tryin to do
But when i saw you at the party you were seein my tooth
Like i don’t even smile when im in school
And you will never know that im playin the fool x2

You dont even
Know the problem
All you know is
That ive got em

Cuz I feel like im kidding when its not even a joke yet
Made her die of laughing and we haven’t even spoke yet

Im by myself, till you need me
Its unspoken, im uneasy
Left me burdened
And im still bleeding

But i’d still be your fool cuz

You dont even know what i’m tryin to do
But when i saw you at the party you were seein my tooth
Like i don’t even smile when im in school
And you will never know that im playin the fool x2

THE FOOL

prod me
lyrics //

we took the last train home
the comedown kills you slow, i know
you don't wanna feel this way, i know
you can't bare to be alone
but i can't watch you burn yourself
i watch you fall straight through my hands
while you play cards that you weren't dealt
im begging

annie, im trying, 
could you help me?
could you give me a chance?
i can't tell where we stand anymore
i've seen this ending
my words, they might seem empty but,
you know who i am
i can't tell where we stand anymore, oh

give it up, give it up for /
what would you?

comedown

halfway dead

1/7 - do those two years still define me?

i'm glad it happened

prod. siem spark
prod. r.l. beats
mixed & mastered by me
written by me
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lyrics:

i dont wanna fight right now
i dont wanna go that route
i just wanna see you now
i dont wanna see you go

i dont wanna fall like that
made my choice, ill never look back, uh
i dont wanna leave you in the past, no
promise to come with, just grab my hand
no need to doubt, ill never let you go
look in your eyes, how i love you so
never wanna leave like no no no
never wanna wonder like, whered you go?

think im going crazy
never wanna fall off, get too lazy
but if you asked i might say maybe
(fuck, man i dont wanna do that though)
i- i dont wanna- i dont wanna be to far
i dont wanna fall too hard
i dont wanna go by myself
lost so much, i need some help
tell me can you stay?
i dont wanna play about it
think about it way too often
i just wanna think about you
cant get enough, its you you you
sit at the table for two two two
stick by my side like glue glue glue
uh, uh, cant get enough like
uh, uh, yeah, yeah

tell me that you want it
(tell me that you want it)
call me when you got it
(call me when you got it)

i dont wanna fight right now
i dont wanna go that route
i just wanna see you now
i dont wanna see you go

i dont wanna fall like that
made my choice, ill never look back, uh
i dont wanna leave you in the past, no
promise to come with, just grab my hand
no need to doubt, ill never let you go
look in your eyes, how i love you so
never wanna leave like no no no
never wanna wonder like, whered you go? x2

no no no (siem spark x r.l. beats)

prod. siem spark
prod. r.l. beats
mixed & mastered by me
written by me
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lyrics:
you dont wanna go there, stay down, quiet
60 on your head like Bryant
see it, i like it, imma buy it
sorry boy i dont mean to be biased

tryna get out every goddamn day
i been out here, tryna push my weight
i dont rlly care what they got to say
double on my head, tryna watch my pace
uh, uh, puttin 30 on your head like curry
way too gone, cannot see shit, blurry
uh, gotta get goin, in a hurry
told her, "calm down baby dont need to worry"

tryna figure out what i make now
boy youre way too old to be hatin
get it through your head that youre way too late now
baby boy, just lay down
i dont rlly care abt your thoughts
everything youre saying, man its all just false
uh, uh, uh, uh
yeah, its all just false

woah, i been out here for a minute
way too high boutta hit my limit
yuh countin up digits
got my feet planted, gotta keep my pivot
woah, baby just listen
baby come through, i just need the visit
yuh gimme your minutes
i just want you and all your spirit

you dont wanna go there, stay down, quiet
60 on your head like Bryant
see it, i like it, imma buy it
sorry boy i dont mean to be biased

tryna get out every goddamn day
i been out here, tryna push my weight
i dont rlly care what they got to say
double on my head, tryna watch my pace
uh, uh, puttin 30 on your head like curry
way too gone, cannot see shit, blurry
uh, gotta get goin, in a hurry
told her, "calm down baby dont need to worry" x2

thirty (siem spark x r.l. beats)

Hi guys, what do u think of this song lmaooo. its very different from my normal stuff but was really interesting to make.

Quick little life update... things are still going really well for me and I kinda have a new project in the works about this girl lol. This song might make it onto the new project depending on how yall feel about it. I j figured since its so experimental I would post it and see how yall feel.

If i end up making and FINISHING the new project it would be called "sorry but ur my muse". I think its a funny name and i like it lol.

Anyways, love yall forever, G0yaa 

Lyrics: 
something that i said
something bout my head
theres j something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
something that i said
something bout my head
something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id

why she even like me
i dont got shit to love 
feels like im burden 
fitting myself in the glove
i aint got shit 
i got nothing 
my looks still need some sculpting 
why am i so stressed out 
when i got somebody helping oh 

something that i said
something bout my head
theres j something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
something that i said
something bout my head
something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id

to love and lose and still be kind

G0yaa

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