stream: ffm.to/kimsaesol-pray

i pray

mixed by kim saesol
written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol
extra vocals by @leorinda

08-12-22
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Faded on dopamine
Get me filled up on kerosene tonight tonight
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time

I’m running on this hill
All of the rosy accolades shining
I’m flying over head
Making me never forget this moment 
Everybody in the scene
Heavy on amphetamines
Feel good celebrate
Eat up medicate
I’m never gonna lose this
Never gonna lose this feeling

Faded on dopamine
Get me filled up on kerosene tonight 
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time
Faded on dopamine
Get me filled up on kerosene tonight 
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time

Cold
I’ve been dying in the silence
Top down when my head’s getting violent
Getting high off all my inhibitions
Oh I pray, I pray, I pray

Let life grow cold on a Sunday evening
My lies can’t keep me warm when it’s too

PRAY

A lil' tune to get you in the mood to shake n' bake.
Art made in Blender.

Detox - [prod. by g3mstry]

GATEKEEP

Algo

Cover Art by: @1mugwump
Produced by: @imnotvrycreative
Additional Mixing by: @beats-by-bool
All Plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreativeandraftheartist/long-way-from-perfect
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Lyrics:
@imnotvrycreative
I know I'm supposed to, but I can't shake that feeling I'm wrong
Said I won't lie to you, but I'm pretty good at playing along
Hope for the best, expect the worst, plan on you doing me wrong
Thinking about leaving, I'm nervous

'Cause I know it's a long way from perfect
And I don't even know if I'm on that path
I think you did that on purpose
Feel strange on the phone, won't call you back
I can't let my guard down
'Cause I can't trust that you got my back
The countdown not working, I can feel that reemerging

@raftheartist
3 2 1, yeah you got me baby
You want me to say it's all my fault
But it's not my fault, I just think you're crazy
I know it's different, you could tell me it's the same thing
I know I'm tripping, you could come and be my main squeeze
And I'll do everything you want, but, baby say please
And you been running around in circles tryna change me
But let's be honest, you know it don't ever phase me

Texas, Paris, London, everywhere I got another one
Don't know why I'm stressing, I think I just gotta slow it down
You said that you want me, but I know how you be playing around
You must think I'm stupid, but it's cool, girl I'll see you around

@imnotvrycreative
I know I'm supposed to, but I can't shake that feeling I'm wrong
Said I won't lie to you, but I'm pretty good at playing along
Hope for the best, expect the worst, plan on you doing me wrong
Thinking about leaving, I'm nervous

'Cause I know it's a long way from perfect
And I don't even know if I'm on that path
I think you did that on purpose
Feel strange on the phone, won't call you back
I can't let my guard down
'Cause I can't trust that you got my back
The countdown not working, I can feel that reemerging now

(Long way from perfect)
(And I don't even know if I'm on that path)
(I think you did that on purpose)
(Feel strange on the phone, won't call you back)
(I can't let my guard down)
('Cause I can't trust that you got my back)
(The countdown not working, I can feel that reemerging now)

LONG WAY FROM PERFECT w/ raftheartist [p. imnotvrycreative]

bôa - duvet flip

#TalkToMe

SLEEPWALKER (feat. brakence)

cover of "love yourself" by justin bieber
made october 20 2024

lyrics:
for all the times that you rained on my parade
and all the clubs you get in using my name
you think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake
you think i'm crying on my own well i ain't
and i didn't wanna write a song
cause i didn't want anyone thinking i still care
i don't but you still hit my phone up
and baby i'll be moving on
and i think you should be something i don't wanna hold back
maybe you should know that

my mama don't like you and she likes everyone
and i never like to admit that i was wrong
and i've been so caught up in my job
didn't see what's going on but now i know
i'm better sleeping on my own
cause if you like the way you look that much
oh baby you should go and love yourself
and if you think that i'm still holding on to something
you should go and love yourself

Love_UrSelf 10/20/24

oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
who took you out your cloth, who put your ass on linen
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it
and you cut me so damn deep, muscle fibres in it
oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it

and you know where this goes

took a long time to find out i was bleeding
in bed the light on your face from your phone
took a long time for my eyes to see it
somehow i was the last to know
color drain from your face when i read it
funny how fast you can learn how to mourn
better men would just move on and leave it
but better men i am not, i need to

know

was the gold not bright enough? diamonds never were clear enough?
did i hold you too close? guess you never adhered much
i couldn’t get a word, you said that i didn't hear much
too much baggage on me, i guess that i didn’t heal enough

was the gold not bright enough?
diamonds not clear enough?
do you care about anything? are you sure that you feel enough?
don’t look at the wall, are you sure that you’re here enough?
is that fair enough? guess we’ll see huh?

oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
who took you out your cloth, who put your ass on linen
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it
and you cut me so damn deep, muscle fibres in it
oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it

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oh please, oh please, oh please
don’t go begging me
like what's the value on my time, but you can’t answer me?
i got a deadline to meet
how you so hurt at that?
maybe i’m looking too deep
maybe you sow what you reap
maybe you reap what you sow
maybe it’s worse if you know
you could just tell me to leave, but you know it’s harder alone
i know you’re used to the co
i learned dependence is weak
i wish i could let that one go, i can’t, but it’s like the leaves at my feet
in enough time it’ll grow
go on and look through the trees
go on and look through the smoke
maybe i’m looking too deep, but it go forever and more
go on and look through the trees
go on and look through the smoke
maybe i’m looking too deep, but it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more

no winning

i got these feeling in my breasts

@prymegang

i got this feeling in my chest
that youre not like all the rest
no i couldnt catch a breath
hope that i can past the test

show you love upon request
we can take it step by step
ill give you time to decide
if you wanting to be mine

so wont you be my ride or die
tonight tonight
you look so pretty by my side
tonight tonight
if im honest i think you should roll with me
so attracted i dont ever wanna leave

but she just wanna get down
and i just wanna get some
but she dont ever listen ah
and she knows that
if she want it
she can get some
but she dont ever listen
i wonder whats the difference

i would shout you out
we can go right now
you know i wont play you never ever ever
but out of everything 
she wants more diamond things
you say youre dancing tonight tonight

so wont you be my ride or die
tonight tonight
you look so pretty by my side
tonight tonight
if im honest i think you should roll with me
so attracted i dont ever wanna leave

but she just wanna get down
and i just wanna get some
but she dont ever listen ah
and she knows that
if she want it
she can get some
but she dont ever listen
i wonder whats the difference

get some cover

"gem-S-tree" 
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