Name: ashes - white lies ft. foreign forest & jacob sherwood (prod. Eem Triplin) by gang
Duration: 2 min 42 s
Description: follow us! @foreignforest @imashes @jacobsherwood

F*ck Love

Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

Lund - Sorrow
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Words play in my mind 
tell me I don’t need you 
genuine is hard to find 
when everyone is see thru
now I’m stressing all the time 
praying for a redo
don’t kick when I’m down 
cause I’m human & I bleed 2

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sweet sorrow
Didn’t tell me 
you were leaving 
out the window 
with our memories 
I don’t need them
Burn our photos 
in the whiskey that I’m drinking 
Bricks on my feet
Ima jump in the deep end

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sorrow

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ashes - white lies ft. foreign forest & jacob sherwood (prod. Eem Triplin)

Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

Produced by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:

Saw your face in the photo
So I threw it in the fire
but I didn't see no smoke
I guess our love can never die
x2

Go ahead cut my wrist
I bet you'll have yourself some red wine
Nothing is ever what it seems
Like you better in my dreams
Can't shake off this feeling
I'm living in a nightmare
I said I'm living in a nightmare
I can't wake up from this
Your spell pulls me under quick
Tell me that you love me
Always does the trick
I swear you're such a fucking bitch

Dumb
How could I be so fucking dumb
Make me numb
From the drugs
They only make me wanna run
from my problems
x2

Saw your face in the photo
So I threw it in the fire
but I didn't see no smoke
I guess our love can never die
x2

nightmare!

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Out Of Time

Moon

i love you all so much.
thank you for always being there for me <3

Song title - Reckless
Production & Vocals by Lund

Lyrics: 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Numb inside
photos on the wall 
I can’t stand the sight 
Cause every where I look 
I see you and I
It’s tourture baby
I don’t even feel alive
I can’t even cry 
Hole inside 
My heart
You took advantage 
Of my trust Oh why’d 
you have to ruin
All our memories 
I tried everything 
To keep you by my side 
But I can’t love a lie

come back 
Quit wasting time on love you know that won’t last
When this hearts only for you 
I could show that 
in everything I do for you 
you’d know that
All of me 
I’ll give to you 
Won’t hold back 
Trust in us 
Oh I believe 
We’ll grow that 
Anytime you need me 
I’ll be right there
I been here before 
I know your scared 
your heart im tryin repair
Cause I know that love is

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Silhouette of you 
Playin on a loop in my head 
It was all a ruse 
Didn’t mean a word that you said 
I gave you my heart 
you wanted my soul instead 
This an sos but no one here to save me 
I’m dead 

Caught up in a lie 
Can’t forget the words you said 
The way you made me feel 
Even it’s all pretend 
Poison in my veins 
I can never trust again 
Look into my eyes 
I want you to see what you 

Did To me 
tried but I can’t erase all our history 
haunts me everyday I live in misery 
Without you I have nothing but our memories 
Life is like a puzzle
Your the missing piece
Now I’m so confused 
On where I need to be 
Searching for the answer
But it’s plain to see
We weren’t meant to be 
Baby I’m just tryin figure out 
How you could be so 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

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