blasting this song in my room hits diffrently then in class.

my suicidal thoughts when i’m alone

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[VERSE I: LIL CIG]
psycho ward to the mental i'm a don
in the wards got the fenty in my 'ron
skate the block off them xannies so i'm calm
cough a lot from that damage to my lungs
dope smokin'
gun totin'
i'm a killer's killer
pill popper
i don't know a lot who really sicker
full of liquor
codeine drinker
fucking up my liver
pull the trigger
up the thriller
to the highest bidder
ooh la la
what's the vibe, pussy boy??
AK boom
put 'em in their tomb
take lives just because
say nah i'm on fire from the drugs
bend that hoe
gave that bitch some dick
she get off of my nut
she gon deep throat it til she cry
got my face tatted on her thigh
realest mother fucker from the 5
every meal the last supper when you God

[VERSE II: DUCKBOY]
send me the fucking addy and I'll see yall in a second
keys to the fleetwood caddy
push to start the 911
drive these bitches crazy
yeah, they always tryna date me
tryna save me
it's all because I suck her titties like a baby
hate me all you want
better watch you back I never front
you want problems?
i got a bunch
ain't nothing changed except the chunk
knock the piss out a pussy boy
trust
snort a 30 off the .40 let it bust
gimme bread watch how quick I start to duck
I put fenty on her toes
she put fenty in my cup
what with all this racket?
what the fuck with all this fuss?
ruby unapproachable but still they bum rush
oh my
suicide
you're that guy
you're that guy
who wanna die
what's your sign?
she's a 9
personality borderline
she tried to stand me up, but I dicked her down and bent her spine

Avalon

AVALON

Damaged [Prod. Ty David]

$uicideboy$ - My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames From Hell

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty

due to a pretty high demand, I decided to please you all by uploading this finally. this time it's in a much higher quality(FLAC from Tidal) and of course I included the requested fifth part. to anyone complaining about any missing transitions(if there are any at all), then you should take your complaints to Tidal. I do understand your complaints but if it bothers you so much then you can upload your own version. anyways I never expected there'd be so many people listening to the compilation, but I'm glad my purpose has been fulfilled. enough with the chit-chat, sending love out to each and every one of you, keep your head up and your eyes wide open, never stop questioning the "reality" you happen to be in. peace be with you all, enjoy.
(half of the comments on the previous upload kept asking what song is playing despite me clearly adding each song in the description, well now I'll add timestamps too so there's hopefully less of you asking the same stuff over and over. they are rough estimates, some tracks may be off by a bunch of seconds.)
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (I)[00:00-07:09];
1. My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell[00:00-02:48]
2. My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed To The Judge[02:48-04:51]
3. I Will Celebrate For Stepping On Broken Glass And Slipping On Stomach Soaked Floors[04:51-07:09]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (II)[07:09-14:08];
4. I Will One Day Learn to Fly into the Stars[07:09-09:19]
5. My Closet Is a Graveyard[09:19-11:36]
6. CLYDE (I Hope at Least One of My Ex-Girlfriends Hears This)[11:36-14:08]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (III)[14:08-21:02];
7. If You Were To Get What You Deserve, You Would Know What The Bottom Of A Tire Tastes Like[14:08-16:45]
8. Soul Doubt[16:45-18:45]
9. All That glitters Is Not Gold, But It's Still Damn Beautiful[18:45-21:04]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (IV)[21:04-28:58];
10. NO SALIVATION FOR THE PROMISE OF SALVATION[21:04-24:15]
11. TRY HOWLING AT THE MOON WHILE BEING STRANGLED[24:15-26:58]
12. MISSED MY CUE FOR CURTAIN CALL[26:58-28:58]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (V)[28:58-36:32];
13. Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty[28:58-31:58]
14. Finding Shelter In My Larynx[31:58-34:18]
15. A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, And I’m Shining Like The Sun[34:18-36:32]
download the converted compilation in HQ here: https://www.mediafire.com/file/1to47wo386xwptr/$UICIDEBOY$+-+I+NO+LONGER+FEAR+THE+RAZOR+GUARDING+MY+HEEL+(PART+I,II,III,IV,V)+.flac/file

I No Longer Fear The Razor Guarding My Heel (V)

$UICIDEBOY$ - I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (I, II, III, IV, V) [HQ]

one of my favorite $B projects for sure. keeps you from drowning at your lowest. only a few other of their mixtapes are as packed with so many highlights as this one. I'll go as far to say that there isn't one bad song on here. the 13th track I feel kind of does disrupt the vibe of the mixtape, but I still love it. enjoy fellow $B fans, safe travels. I love you, but you should love yourself too. may peace be with you.
1. I Miss My Dead Friends 
2. That Time We Went to Wal Mart In Memphis To Steal Some Shit Before We Met Up With TA To Shoot His Video (Ft. Ghost (Memphis)
3. LTE
4.Gloss of Blood
5. La Croix
6. All My Life I've Wanted a Chevy
7. I Ended Up Driving the Camaro Off the Causeway Bridge
8. April Mourning
9. Cerberus (Ft. Masta Drag)
10. In Order to Cast a Shadow You Must First Light a Fire
11. Handzum $uicide (Ft. Rozz Dyliams)
12. Sold My Soul to Satan Waiting in Line at the Mall
13. Fuck Boy Blood Bath

YUNGDEATHLILLIFE

$UICIDEBOY$ - YUNGDEATHLILLIFE (HQ)

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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

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[VERSE 1: YUNG $CARECROW]

Locked in my room
Four black walls
Tie the noose
No recall
No resolve
Fuck withdrawal
Rather shoot up till I fall
Murder on call with the 59
Twenty years and it seem like a lifetime
I been hanging everyday from a lifeline
While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Smo-smokin that dope off the foil let me ball
Hoe please don't call
Don't fuck with ya'll
Spray paint the walls
With blood and whatever
Drag you outside let you rot in the weather
I don't think I can explain any better
I'm $carecrow the terror
I live for the lesser
My birth was an error

[Verse 2: Ruby da Cherry]

i am the lord of loneliness
i'll hold my breath
just spoke with death
he said he hopes for the best
told him i'm roping my neck
then I woke up choking from the hole in my chest
somehow i manage to function and hope
every day got a lump in my throat
that's them pills swallowed whole
smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
end up humping they throat
get the fuck away from me
i hate all of you faithfully
this world was never made for me
thankfully I'm trained to see
passed all the lies, the ranks, the scenes
i'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze

ANTARCTICA

https://G59Records.com

VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY

they figure me a dead motherfucker
romeo da black rose
shedding petals
hold me over until they finish digging me a hole
i need a new beginning so i tip toe behind my foe's bitch
unzip, i'm throwing it into that bitch's hole
calling all my enemies the same place where that dick go
fuck an online pussy boy 
talking shit
acting like it was a brick thrown through a window
sticks and stones might break my bones
but words will never hurt me
some slick hoes might catch me froze but soon they will desert me
get rich blow that smoke in o's
don't ever act so thirsty
sick diss though
fuck all this 
slowly die before i'm 30

VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH
isn't it so convincing how that blade slide across my throat
coke residue all in my nose
couple graves dug for my foes and it goes on and on
my girlfriend calling my phone
ain't seen her in about a week
this depression got me weak
ever wake up everyday and you want to die?
life going good 
can't figure out why
blank walls all around me keep the pills near by
play with the nine and then i close my eyes
$uicide only thing gonna gratify this urge to leave
can't you hear my plea?
i'm down on my knees

Tape

KILL YOURSELF (PART IV)

[VERSE I: RAINDROP WALKA]

another day waiting for death
everyday that i waste on my list of regrets
so i tell myself "it's okay. day after next we'll make all these arrangements to change. you can better yourself."
i know i'm wasting my breath as i inhale
i know i'm escaping my death as i inhale
i can't recall why i'm suffocating
my lungs are failing

[VERSE II: LIL CUT THROAT]

Step into the mind of a cut-throat
Empty streets
cold weather
all alone
Blackness
grey air, just snow
Feelings low
being followed by crows
call list overflowed with hot lines
Drug help, mental, suicide
Feel tired, feel dried and you wanna die
Pride fried, closed eyes and you start to cry
Swear I spent a lifetime trying to get it right
Still isolated, still out of sight
Keep my dreads swinging like they in a fight
I just wanna kill everyone in sight
Take the money, take the bitches, take the drugs, take the gold
Baby, let me decompose
Never names said more shade spit
I'ma see you one day, that’s a promise

NEW CHAINS, SAME SHACKLES

NIGHT LOVELL x $UICIDEBOY$ - JOAN OF ARC

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[VERSE I: YUNG $NOW]

mirror mirror on the wall
who the fuck was that ugly ass boy i saw
yung mutt what a dumb fuck
dirty like a dump truck
such a fucking bum haunting slut's guts
i'm disgusted 
i'm busted up
what the fuck did i just put up my nose?
i'm bugging out
knees buckle
i'm ducking out
i'm in trouble now i can see the clouds light out
now i lay myself to sleep
now that i can rest in peace
no questioning my misery
my deathwish granted blissful sleep
my body turns to worms for the birds to eat
internal decay for eternity

[VERSE II: SCRIM]

i can't lie
lately i been on the fucking edge
pistol grip up on my lap
xanax, heron
bunch of meds
fantasizing about death
just need one in my temple
put the gun up to my head
fuck this shit
i shot the lead and now i'm dead
descending though hell
nothing but burning flesh smells
i scream and scream and scream and hear the others yell as well
oh well
just my luck
devil opens up to devour me
that was my old life
now anti-christ he has empowered me

I Want to Die In New Orleans

COMA

[VERSE I: Lord of Loneliness]

It's lonely at the top
all of my enemies have been defeated
the crown has been sitting on my head for too long
it's starting to give me these legions
don't follow the crowd
the crowd is misleading
stay solo
surrounded by all of my demons
licking my wounds as they deepen
constantly feeding them all of my secrets
007
i got the golden gun
i got the golden
im busting
open up the door
I'm at my breaking point
I cannot take this shit no more
I'm ready to fucking explode
open up
knock knock
here comes the glock cocked
9 mili pop pop pop
oh no
making a mess
my aim ain't the best
I guess I should clean this all up and go home

[VERSE II: Yung Mane]

Percocet, Roxycodone, with some Xanax that I had crushed up in some dust
elevated to another dimension so I got a limp in my strut
I do not care to be here or be there
in the mean time, it seems that I'm stuck
swerving and crashing
that dying little bastard
Yung Christ, you address me as such
crazy little demon
they wave when they see me
face tatted from ear to ear
northside boy with a glock sized toy
if I cock it there's going to be tears here
manic depressive
when life is in session, I hide in a room that's as dark as me
dollar sign - B
and it's still F-T-P
fucking G-R-E-Y till I R-I-P

THAT JUST ISN'T EMPIRICALLY POSSIBLE

Suicide Boys - Antartica

Tracklist:

Complete - Jordan (slowed to perfection)

Complete - jordan (slowed to perfection)

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◞^◟⊹   ∿ ˚ 𝖄𝖔𝖚’𝖗𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖆𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉
﹒⁀   𓈒   𓂂 ׅ  𓏸 𝖙𝖗𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖎𝖝 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖉... ˚ ༘ [ę] ೀ

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﹑   𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 ﹕ 𝓔𝓶
﹑   𝒂𝒈𝒆 ﹕ ᵁⁿᵈᵉʳ ¹⁹ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ¹⁵
﹑   𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒔 ﹕ 𝕾𝖍𝖊/𝖍𝖊𝖗
﹑   𝒅𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒔 ﹕ 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚢
﹑   𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 ﹕ ℜ𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔰, 𝔟𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔭𝔭𝔩 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 
                   𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥.



🌕 - on
🌓 - on/off
🌑 - off
💤 - asleep
🎧 - listening to music 
😞 - at school 
⭐️ -  at home
🥂 - on school holiday 
🗺️ - in another country 
🧸 - wondering wtf is going on 
🌺 - talking to ppl
🌸 - happy
🫧 - emotionless
🍂 - lonely 
🫙 - having bad intrusive thoughts 
🥀 - wanting to die/kms
😷 - sick asf
✨ - having a umm life ig
🌩️ - need someone in particular (they prob know who they r)
🔥 - wanting to kill someone 
🛍️ - shopping 
⚡️ - pls go away and get a life 
🎀 - with my besties 
💧 - swimming
☁️ - crying 

{🕷️~’Even if i’m off ill get back to you :*🕸️-



𝐇𝐢= 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞
𝐇𝐞𝐲 = 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐒𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨= 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝
𝐀𝐲𝐞= 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞

﹒⁀ ㅤ 𓂂 ׅ  𓏸𓍯ֶָ֢𓎟
﹒ ♩and we both know 𖥻 ִ ۫  ּ
イ ﹒∿ ﹒ this cant go on foreverྀི

‿︵‿︵‿୨୧‿︵‿︵‿
𝚃𝚑𝚡 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚒𝚘 
ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ˢᵒᵒⁿ
. ◠ . ◠ . ◠ . ◠. ◠ . ◠ . ◠ . ◠. ◠ . ◠ . ◠ .

ANTARCTICA

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