im not in love

(synic)
clip the wings off my back u jus wanna see my cry
i dont fuccen want u back cus u didnt even try
bitch u make me wanna fuck up and jus get high
fuck u bitch i dont even wanna say goodbye
find me in the limousine with my head blown off
youll b screaming 4 my name when u find the door locked
u aint fuccing up my life but u fuccing up my heart
i had wings that made of glass that had fell apart
dont deserve my time, fuck u and ur shitty lies
fuck u and ur pretty eyes, i wont fall this time
everytime i see ur face it jus fuccen makes me sick
wtf i gotta do to not meet another bitch

(mezha)
drag the blade across my body
your voice spins in my head it’s haunting
if you wanted me then now you got me
if you wanted me dead now i’m rotting
when i’m buried in bed and so forgotten
will you cover me in kisses in my coffin
so when this is the end the world is over
i know you don’t love me give me the cold shoulder
kept me alive just to leave want us to grow older
every thought replays in my head  what you told her 
just leave my corpse to rot in the background
nothing you say will ever matter now

wings of glass w/ mezha

i wnna live i wnna die  [prod. jthousand]

if i fell in luv would u keep it a secret
i dont want ur luv just my ex so keep it
x2
if i fell in love would u be there beside me
all the blood i bled and all you did was fight me
fight me
hurt me
you gotta hurry
all the drugs i took ill b gone in a minute
i swear ill hurt myself if u dont come visit
i swear ill kms im at my own limit

spotify

hurt me (ilybeam)

hold me close i fall again
oh no you are my only friend 
i dont think i understand
i grab the razor with the plan
my jean r hella bloody but i dont think you understand
i wish you would understand :(
if only my death went as planned
i wrote a 100 letters but you didnt read a single one
i told her grab a glass club from the kitchen and lets have some fun
yah i wanna die but im still #1
i live in cycles of self hatred and i think i just begun
someone pls just grab a gun
ive had enough yeah life just won
one more cut and then im done
its been 6 months you gotta come

self hatred {santana}

mixed & prod by me { alc }
w/ @kidsnorlax

// lyrics
*ancient hymns*

2 rich w/ kidsnorlax *44ever rich* [+ alcurists]

(cholorofilm)
well ur with him
let's jus be friends
us together til the fucking end
u made me feel so warm
blades my heart will store
i promised u I won't call back
u told me scars are cute and that

ud never leave I'm in the dark can't breathe
why did u pick me well bitch I'll never see
u killed me like a disease
cut me open I'll bleed let me rest in peace
my nose bleeds on my sleeves

(gabedoesntsleep)
last night was really osmething
you lefty me sad and lonely
last fall was really someting
you killed me fucking slowly
dear love i really miss you
i miss the way i felt when i kissed u
remember that time in the hallway?
your love for me was crazy

why dont u just believe
it would mean the whole world to me
why dont you just bel;eve
you got me on my knees

*DJ CREEPYPASTA* last fall was rlly something ft + prod cholorofilm

#goodboy @prod.alcurists

https://www.instagram.com/gabedoesntsleep/ (this is gabedoesntsleep)
https://www.instagram.com/cholorofilm/ (this is choloroorofilm}

gabe:
bitch i got swag so u know im up
y u acting tough boy ill put u in a trunk
i been getting hella sad so im fucking drunk
but it doesnt even matter cuz im fucking up
and your sad that your not and you wish you didnt give a flex
i just flexed on yo bitch and now shes twerking and im throwin 1's
when i hit it from the back she pur her hair in a #messybun

cholo:
yea we stay up in da trap ima fuck yo hoe :3
i got knives on me and got prada clothes
thick bitch got coke all on her nose
suicide on tor sites think im bouta blow
blowin up on internet fill ur face with fuckin lead
all this money that i stack made it all from one track
made it all from one track blowin up on internet
all this money that i stack made it all from one track

**DJ CREEPYPASTA😲😲** FLORIDA BOYS FT. CHOLOROFILM #YOLO [Geam]

https://www.instagram.com/djslumped/
hold me close
hold me close
hold me closer
you made me look like a fool i wanna kill her
but i dont got the guts just to leave her
and i grab my razor blade ill call you later
and i never knew i would be my own hater
if i fking die it would be for the greater
they all say im fking crazy u dont know her

https://www.instagram.com/cholorofilm/ (@cholorofilm)
u dont know her im still sober
she gon cut up on my skin i adore her
see ur dress in my dreams 
begging u to not leave 
and i fuckin wrote the note
didnt mean it i got blood on ma clothes
think ive had enough baby break my bones
i dont wanna fall everytime u left me on read
i fucking ball

self hatred {santana}

GABEDOESNTSLEEP AKA DJ CREEPYPASTA

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