lieu - again

tepcu

the way you took my heart and then my head
you left me speechless
I don't think I can forgive the way you've made me feel, you've got me

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

stuck
i've been stuck
i've been

losing my sanity wonder if I'm about to pass out
getting a grip on reality might just make me tap out
nothing else
to control me while getting my ass out
swear you got me bout

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

saudade

Maybe I was being too blind and deluded
Maybe I was being too kind and I'm stupid
But either way, these things I can't change
I'm crying, in pain, and you're the one to blame

I don't wanna feel a thing
You were nothing in the end
Oh God, why you bring
All this pain all cause of him

It's 3am 
I went to bed at 9pm
Too good for him
I shoulda listened to all my friends

I just wanna die 
But I wanna be alive
I don't want you boy
But I want you in my life

I've been pondering to myself though
Why I feel so alone and it's hell though
Looking in the mirror, feeling bad for my self oh
Watching tears fall, but nothing will ever help oh

I don't wanna feel a thing
You were nothing in the end
Oh God, why you bring
All this pain all cause of him

I don't wanna feel a thing
You were nothing in the end
No, I don't wanna feel a thing
All this pain you fucking bring
I don't wanna feel a thing
You were nothing in the end
I don't wanna feel a thing
All this pain you fucking bring

all this pain

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throwaways cuz idgaf

cashmoneybands w/ gingelox

haunt me (feat. fxris)

prod me
forgot to upload when it dropped on all plats lmfao anyways new song june 20th love yall <3

gotta hide my face
walk round town like a big disgrace
my god
i dont really leave my place
gotta stay in bed cus it keeps me safe
like god
why u gotta be that way?
yeah u treat me like shit
rub it in my face oh god
i dont really care what they say
only men i fear are god and my self
ok

and my eyes are red
i just cried all night
layin in my bed oh god
i dont really see my friends
prolly cause i been so stuck in my head
oh god
kinda wish this night would end
i just wanna go home and play pretend
(you fraud)
man i swear im just so fed up
i just wanna leave this town and get ahead

gotta leave for a flight
1000 miles out gotta leave at night (tonight)
still remember that fight
left you on the bench just cryin your eyes out
and my face is red
got me sittin here thinkin what i said (i said)
so lame yeah its got me dead
baby go ahead and tell your friends

that i ruin your life
yeah it wasnt my plan to cause a fight
(fuck)
do i end this shit tonight?
i dont really know but i think i might
holy shit man theres just no light
yeah tunnel at the but theres just no light for me
hate to say it but i think you're right
im not the kid that was last night to you

and my eyes are red
i just cried all night
layin in my bed oh god
i dont really see my friends
prolly cause i been so stuck in my head
oh god
kinda wish this night would end
i just wanna go home and play pretend
(you fraud)
man i swear im just so fed up
i just wanna leave this town and get ahead


red eyes (prod me)

swans w/ crayon

prod reactance

1 2 3 4

and ive been waiting for so long
i made mistakes, i know im wrong
and one day i know ill belong here 
ill make sure that youre never gone
ill make sure that youre never gone on your own again 
and its long, dont know why i should pretend
hold my arm, kiss me and count up to ten
till its dark space out the window again 
i space out (go in circles again)
need space now (put my heart in your hand)
i break now (hold me together again)
mistakes now (theyll make it come to an end)
whatll make it come to an end?
im not sure i understand 
where youre going
are you going?
feel like its over again 
we went from lovers to friends

at the end it all comes down to me

shoutout my old label for removing all my songs off streaming <3

wine

i can't let you in

prod. turnupthegain

Hand to my chest
Stuck to the crest
Maybe I'm just not man enough
Get out of bed, a thought to my head
It just isn't adding up, I need the truth
Such a shame like all the things that you can't do
All the names stuck in my head begins with you

I fall to pieces, it increases the chances of season
Could you be my only reason?

I know you like the back of my hand
For no reason at all
You give the push, I'm the fall
For no reason at all
I fucking hate the words on the walls
For no reason at all
Before and after the call
For no reason—

For no reason at all

At least just tell me if I'm funny
Or is it hard to talk to me?
I'll feed delusions, baby
Let me speak, or tell me how to breathe
It's getting blatant in here
I fear, I found myself another who is just as weird

I fall to pieces, it increases the chances of season
Could you be my only reason?

I know you like the back of my hand
For no reason at all
You give the push, I'm the fall
For no reason at all
I fucking hate the words on the walls
For no reason at all
Before and after the call
For no reason at all

It's such a shame, you can't compare
The stakes I take, the takes you make
You shouldn't break, it's only fair
The process never took the blame
How can I read the room?
It's only make or break to you
You never knew like, what to do?
Like what to do
Like what the—

my only reason

gabluhv