Waking up Slow

Waking up Slow (Piano Version)

Original song by Mileena Rayne.
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I still check the doorway like you might walk in
Still talk to the walls like you’re listening
We were bad for each other, that’s clear as day
But I miss you in ways I can’t throw away

I still see your shape in that empty chair
Still reach for your laugh when it isn’t there
We were poison and sugar and not quite fair
Now I sleep every night with your ghost in the air

Every night I unlock that same old door
Kick off my shoes on the same old floor
Bag on the table, keys on the shelf
Say “I’m home” out loud, then catch myself

You’re the bruise that I hide under long sleeves
You’re the high that I miss even when I can’t breathe
You’re the reason I lock up my own heart tight
But I still want your knock in the middle of the night

I still check the doorway like you might walk in
Still talk to the walls like you’re listening
We were bad for each other, that’s clear as day
But I miss you in ways I can’t throw away

I still see your shape in that empty chair
Still reach for your laugh when it isn’t there
We were poison and sugar and not quite fair
Now I sleep every night with your ghost in the air

You’d cook me dinner after nights you crossed the line
Say you “lost control,” swear it’d be the last time
You’d cry in my lap, say you hated who you were
Beg me not to leave, promise you’d be who I deserve

Now I lay on my back, staring straight ahead
Remembering all the things I wished I’d said
Like how love shouldn’t hurt just to feel this deep
How I learned to pretend this was love so I could sleep

We had plans for a dog, maybe two kids
Talked about cities we’d move to, then we never did
Built whole lives out of “one day soon”
Now I’m standing alone in an empty room

I don’t see you in your chair anymore
But I still slide my eyes to that same spot on the floor
Like you’ll be there, look back and say, “Hey”
Ask what I’m doing, and if I ate today

I still check the doorway like you might walk in
Still talk to the walls like you’re listening
We were bad for each other, that’s clear as day
But I miss you in ways I can’t throw away

Poison and Sugar

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