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Brenden James: guitar, production & vocals

Short And Sweet.

prod by me and vee (legend also mixed everything from a rough demo I made)

lyrics

i only see u in my nightmares
and then i wake and then ur not there
i wasted time and that is not fair
cause i still see u in my nightmares
i only see u in my nightmares
i lay awake and that is not fair
i think about u and ur long hair
cause i still see u in my nightmares

every night i have the same dream
u walk up and say u miss me
and now im crying in the back seat
the world around me starts dissolving
these are just dreams ik
what do u think they mean?
im cold
keeping all the memories inside ill hold
no matter what the card in my hand ima fold
thats all im good for
2am talks when we drunk on the floor
i cannot give more
hanging my head as i walk to the door

momento mori (betweentheveinsandi x viera)

@uvshy is fucking awesome i love him
(casperrr)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder what i did wrong

(shy+ casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

(shy)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder why i do-

(casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

deceived pt2 w/ shy (02ashes + reesoo)

music video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkKOD3eET-U

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself 
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest
I've been hopin' I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one 
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat 
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising yeah
Can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no 
I don't care  
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest 
I've been hoping I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising
I can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then 
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care

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piece of shit (p. tennis player)

https://soundcloud.com/breckenford
https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378

support tha lads

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(halfhearted)
I’ve been walking down a long road 
Thought you were my back bone 
Always found my way back home but I 
I Hope it never hurts 
I know that I’m the worst 
karma working and it put me in the dirt 
I can still see the wine stain on my shirt 
Try to fix it, better burn it, cause it’s never gonna work 
If it’s all no guarantees, just know you have one half of me

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(brecken)
And if you really want me to leave you 
I’ll give you one last dance 
I’ll give you one more chance that you see me 
Without any blood on my hands 
I’ll tell you what you want you’ll believe me 
Just until I wake up to scram
You always thought that love was deceiving Yeah it is 
Yeah it is

guarantees ft. brecken + halfhearted (kingtheta)

produced by king theta

lyrics:

its four o clock
im so cold
lets turn the heat up a notch
just stop lemme talk
baby tell me whats wrong 
with you girl i want all of you
makin this song for you
tell me whats botherin you oh woah
and i cannot
seem to figure out how
a pretty like you likes me fuck
i see it through right through why me what
talk to me 
tell me what you need ill get it for you 
“dont fall for me”
well i, think i broke both my legs i chase the stars im still lost in that look you gave me
fall apart, oh my heart melts when i see your face
drifting far 
from me, cant take this pain much longer
all these scars
only heal from your touch i fear
don’t fall dont fall dont fall dont
dont run dont walk dont crawl no
dont look dont touch dont talk woah
dont dont dont dont 
don’t fall dont fall dont fall dont
dont run dont walk dont crawl no
dont look dont touch dont talk woah
dont dont dont dont

dont (king theta)

prod me<3

lyrics:

take these wings of mine
and clip the feathers
i'm alone like most the time
so it's whatever
put out all the fire
suffocate in the smoke

put my heart on ice
save it for the next
one that sets it alight
guess it's for the best
dead where i lie
so could you define hope?

i've been spending time in places i should never go
all my friends have become people that i hardly know
take me back inside there's nothing quite like this cold
kinda poetic how i am always on my own

if you ask me
don't know what it's all for
i attack me
only i can hurt me to the core
let's keep it classy
don't get blood on the decor

WHY CAN NOTHING EVER BE LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE?
BEFORE

smoke

remix

lyrics

i’m moving on 
got me gone 

she loves me not, she loves 
i’m pretty fucked

no bad energy inside this song
i hope you hear this and you live a life that’s long

lift me up it’s getting late now and it’s cold 
you got to watch how it pans out in the fall
just let me love you baby i can take the fall
i got your name wrapped around my tongue just like you’re in my arms 

it’s calm being right beside me
but don’t throw away my values girl i’m not taking it likely
do you think this a game?
playing games
cut you up like tron
if it pans out that way for now i’m geeked

i told you this but we’re all in the abyss 
you keep your sixth girl you’re just taking the piss
i got a list now, you wanna become a wish?
i’m on a rocket ship right now we’re going every world

everywhere coming in hot
moving out quick like i ain’t got a spot
gas relies on loving girl can you provide or what
guess i’ll make a toast for the people that love me and helped me get this far

hey i’m lifting up the states
like who the fuck is you when talking ‘bout mistakes
yeah i made a few
but i couldn’t break

you live you learn you lose
now i’m here to make after everything i’d take

lose, lose
you can’t help it 
ohhh, we move
ohhh, you keep can’t help it 
i can’t hold it
you keep catching, falling out and i’ma melt it

tron: remix

Phoenix Season

@cpt_sad
vox mixed by @vibevoka

i try to act the same when i hardly know ya
anxious at the party in the corner
thrownin on my songs but they barely know me
asking who the fuck is the sad homie
they seem to like the way that i do it to em
take a sip of what im brewin
lil pieces of me in ya whole movement
actin like you dont know what the fuck we doing
same mattress with the new sheets
see the thread count shit aint cheap
checking eBay for the listing
trynna find what i been missing
monetary value at an all time low
think im going back to who i was before
tall skinny kid with a good heart
getting by trynna do his part
back up the track till im back in the zone
back up my life till im back on the road
spending  these dollars i cannot afford
dreaming of women who do not adore
my sluggish demeanor i have said before
please show me a sign from way up above
dont give me an act unless its from a god
who decides the fate im hungry for
boutta hit the fuckin road 
me n jerry on the move
when we in yo city hit us with the plug
we needa smoke a blunt before we perform 
we’re coming for your throats
you better fuckin know
we want all the smoke
throw it in the bowl
we’re way too fucked up
we need about 10 minutes  before we die
we dont wanna make you cry
we dont wanna look you in the eye
we just wanna get a move on to the next show
baby i think you deserve to know
i aint going anywhere before
i settle the score i was fighting for 

twist off cap to open up
memories ive burnt to dust
coated with a shiny rust
sat in the dark for way too long
wrote about one too many songs
the content full of repeated words
half of em come out slurred 

haven’t even really earned a check worth saving
i know you fake it the love, pain and the hurt
ill say all the right things you wanna hear 
every fucking day
can i have one thing just go my way
lifes a bitch have you met her yet?
she’s beautiful  dont need a man
or any kind of rules to follow
pop the pill its hard to swallow
fall asleep will i wake up tomorrow 
fucked if i try to make a difference
beat within inches  of this life
i take for granted 
how the fuck u gonna manage
any kind of real work schedule
trapped in this hell hole
rewind and tell me every single detail
causing me to derail
can’t be bothered to check an email
can’t be bothered to set an alarm
putting it off like it’ll do too much harm
stuck my ways since i was a kid
born knowing nothing take it all to the grave

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skinny (prod yesterday)

LYRICS:

Know it’s coming, but you’re never knowing when,
Who the fuck you gonna lose? Maybe family or a friend,
Maybe someone that you love, even if you’ve never met,
We can feel it when it’s real, we can see when it’s pretend, yeah.

Everybody’s got a story they can share,
Everybody’s knowing loss, know the feeling isn’t rare,
Know that shit’s a part of life and nobody gets spared,
Everybody gets scared like nobody’s gonna care for them,
Got my brothers and I love them, they’re my buddies,
Some will still be chilling with me, others looking down above me,
Know I got them all around, even when I’m feeling cruddy,
Try to pull me out the dirt, even when I’m down and muddy in it,
They can see where I go, where I’ve been,
They can see my good deeds, they can see my past sins,
Everybody all around, they can see I’m all in,
Help me see the finish line when I feel I can’t win shit,
I’ve had a few close brothers that I’ve lost,
Made me change a whole lot, but it came at what cost?
Everything that I achieve, every battle that I’ve fought,
Know my people sticking with me ‘cause I keep them in my thoughts, yeah.
In ’09, I lost brother number one,
In the blink of an eye to a fuck with a gun,
I was doing dumb shit, but I had to be done,
‘Cause I knew my fucking brother wouldn’t want me to succumb to it,
A couple years passed by, no more getting high,
Knew I had to find a better way for me to live my life,
And everything was getting better till I got the news,
I lost another best friend, brother number two,
We were just about to do a few songs,
What the fuck is going on?
Why does shit be going wrong?
Had to see a few things no one ever wants to see,
Rest in peace to my brother, put his picture on a tree there,
It fucked with everything I thought I’d been learning,
It made me paranoid and I turned into a hermit,
I couldn’t go outside, I was too damn afraid,
Been a slave to my mind, in my house I’ma stay,
For another two years, now brother number three,
Hadn’t seen him in awhile, but we spoke frequently,
Told me he was doing well, feeling good, going clean,
Then I got the fucking call that my brother OD’ed,
Now why the fuck does this shit keep on happening?
I pick myself and then I’m thrown on my back again,
Depression’s been at bay and then it’s on the attack again,
The shit’s hurting worse than anyone could be imagining,
Except, a lot people gonna be feeling it,
It’s only up to us on how we cope and how we deal with it,
Talking so much, but now it’s gotta be shown,
Let them know that you’re there and that they’ll never be alone here,
Don’t hate if we choose to believe,
That there’s more to a life than the mind can perceive,
I can think about you, you could think about me,
Just breathe, the first step to set your mind free here,
And I know my loved ones stuck around,
Still feel them in my heart from sunup to sundown,
And I’m not the only one, know that you feel it too,
‘Cause you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you.

Know the power’s in you,
Know the powers in you,
Know the power’s in you,
Said you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you, yeah.

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STICK AROUND (prod. bearded legend)

For A While

Gaiden x Vito - For A While (Prod. Rinne)

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

Gaiden x Vito - For A While (Prod. Rinne)

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