back2sleep (gamvae flip)

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casualty w/ phreyla & emags (phreyla)

about time i was honest 

prod sanewha1 + asocial 

[something different i hope you like :)]

lyrics:

she asked me what my life is like 
(i told tha bih)
i been living out a lie 
i been tryna get it right

last time we spoke i admit i wsnt honest 
it was u who hit the hardest
missin who i was , i wna go back in a tardis
i pull up 2 the function goin dummy go r*tarded
im such a fkn dickead ik
no what u wnted 
im so much better all on my own 
im not , not what i promised
its been a while since i seen u smilin
i feel the same even know i fkn tried 2 hide it
u know i care even tho i never wna show it
u werent there even when i felt the fkn lowest

never thought that u would change
i guess were growing up 
but i take this 2 the grave
i tired of bullshit love 
x5057435

2 many drugs 
guess i had it comin thinking that was love
i was goin thru some shit youll never know
but im better on my own anyway 
i be stoned everyday
i been thinking bout ur face
i got so much shit to say to you
but im never gonna get the chance to
bitch u got me feelin comfortable
but im tired of overthink...
shotgun in my mouth somehow it shot me in the foot (ily quinn)
and i been 
slippin in the void i cant get out some1 come n save me
smokin til i black out im always on some stooopid shit
i lean until i pass out , uh , im never stoppin this 

chorus 

##BBEWITCH

about time i was honest [sanewha1 + asocial]

prod me
##2013😵😵

and as my presence fades away
i dont know what i have to say
i dont deserve all of this pain
im walking through the heavy rain
and as my skin all turns to black
i feel my sins crawl down my back
and as my conscious starts to crack 
im on deaths door knocking
wish i didnt have to feel this so often 

@sif666
i slam my hands against the glass
i slam this glass into my veins
im hoping thoughts like this will pass
im hearing voices call my name
do you really think that im perfect
prove it, show me that im worth it
i see past the lies on the surface
but ill look the other way for a purpose

deaths door (ft. sif)

✦hope u guys enjoy this one :) spotify soon! appreciate u listening <3 ✦

lyrics
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girl now theres no time
cause its all over in a second
i see the sun rise
before i try to send the message
yeah i dont know why
you always try to get connected
and now im tongue tied
and all my thoughts are left dissected

theyre just acting
i cannot think about shit like back then
passing my lover i think u infected
me in october with ur damn expressions
now i feel detected

now im tongue tied
its been u and i
no theres no time
and now im running it back
to those things that i once had
left the weight on my back
said im dead
i never died
its alright

cause
life move to fast
go thru the past
down the highway
going to fast
and do it my way
what have i said
i push ahead
no more time waste
life on the edge
im moving sideways

Sideways

Sideways (ako)

prod auden ft. helpz

lyrics:
new year already off to a great start
i am probably not gonna last long, no
if i continue like this all the time
cause i know where this is gonna go
and i cry when i am alone
it's fine i'll just put down my down

yeah this all the same
and i try to change but
i still hate this face
i still hold this hate
yeah this all the same
and i try to change but
i still hate this face
i still hold this hate
yeah this all the same
and i try to change but
i still hate this face
i still hold this hate
yeah, yeah, all the same
yeah, and i try to change
i still hate this face
i still hold this hate

i still search for why i do this
stay up till 4 feel like losing
skin is damaged but i heal it
what should i live for cause i don't see it
all this is so bad for my health
im still learning about myself
lemme do this all by myself
slowly improve i write it down

i need to focus on myself 
i just need to focus on me
cause ur not good for my health
it took me so long to see that 
this whole time i was blinded
i opened my eyelids
that’s when i saw ur true self 
and i can't recognize it
now I can’t recognize who u are anymore
it’s like ur a whole different person 
than u were before 
cutting all my connections 
i’m cutting all the cords
and letting go of the past
i’m just tryin to move forward 
i’ll never feed u attention 
i’ll always choose to ignore 
fucking with my emotions 
for u that’s just a sport 
getting up out of bed 
for me that’s just a chore 
i still wnna talk to u
but you're just so immature
so i don’t anymore
no i don’t wnna talk
u could never admit 
anytime u were wrong
so the cycle continues until it cannot 
when my life’s lookin down
i just look up to god

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