lyricssss

swear 2 fckn god im not from here
yeahh u tlk 2 me but its unclear
i dnt wnna die take tha picture yeah
i dnt mean no disrespect

heart is on my sleeve hickeys on ur neck
shadows tlk 2 me its ur silhouette
wlked inside ur room we were drippin sweat
u were on ur knees r we gnna get it on

new dress bby can i take it off?
when i c u in my bed i wnt it all
i jus burned myself cuz i cnt cope wit loss
but ur skirt n ur mini dress

new makeup new face huh dis aint us feel it in my gut
i cnt fall in love again bcuz i h8 truss
now im back we're antideath n bumpin angel dust

rather taste than touch we were layin on my bed she said she likes my cuts
yeahh bby i like it rough i go back n get the stuff
this aint wht u wanted so i think tht ive had enough

make my $$$ jus 2 spend it on expensive drugs
n my coffin mixin tussin n my double cup
dis a nvr endin story n im feelin stuck
ima paint my walls same color as a firetruck

i jus made a bucket list ill give u a sudden hint
they wont miss me when im gone but im sure tht u'll b missed
im like whts tha point of dis i wake up 2 feel like shit
im a fckn narcissist like when will i b free from dis

every nite while my head spins ur with him n ur touchin skin
n i promised u i wouldnt sin but god i wnna rip u limb frm limb

shadows +rush

do Not Disturb us(_ _;凸) feat. river

FEARLESS

credits://
@antag01
@v2nthan
@produnreal

notes://
s/o @scrufff for the inspo!
this wasn't the version i wanted to upload but my pc hard reset :(

lyrics://
i know u hate me
ive given up lately
i dont wanna lose you we come too far
ive been missing you greatly
but your talking crazy
im wishing we could go back to the start
but i was never that guy
that stood by your side
i know u can light up the world with your eyes
girl i wish you were mine
i dont wanna die
sleeping on the streets late a night but im fine

but i know u hate me
ive given up lately
i dont wanna lose you we come too far
ive been missing you greatly
but your talking crazy
im wishing we could go back to the start
but then i took it too far
im hiding these scars
waiting for the day till i can days with the stars
man i wish you were mine
took me by surprise
love it when you laughin n look me in the eyes

@v2nthan
(yuh, woah, yeah)
i know this ain't easy for you
and u can tell me it's true but i won't fall 4 it 
always actin like it's my fault (what)
it's not my fault
and you can get away with it as long as i'm gone
over n over can't keep my composure
i'm falling apart you know that's what i told her
i know u hate me but i hate u more
n u shattered my heart like u causin a war

simultaneously ft venthan (unreal)

produced by, @1akura + @prodfeature

god i miss your love
like i miss your touch
said i wont give up
but you been playing love
said you dont wanna talk
and you just wanna block
like you just wanna walk away, and you just wanna end your fate now

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

you got me feeling numb
swear im feeling done
you didn't wanna show me love
left up with some cuts
ive been stuck up all alone
shit like where'd you go
i just need some time to figure out if im gone cope

ive been, ive been bleeding from my nose
ive been bleeding out and you dont know
got me feeling like i need someone to cope
and thats the problem, you dont know me you a hoe

od i miss your love
like i miss your touch
said i wont give up
but you been playing love
said you dont wanna talk
and you just wanna block
like you just wanna walk away, and you just wanna end your fate now

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

given up on u (1akura + feature)

every time they talk about its about profit

cautious

homesick @Luci + @suffer

“The Dead Childrens of Jingle Bells” is a piece dedicated to the memory of the approximately seventy thousand children who lost their lives in Gaza.
The composition, 05:45 in length, unfolds as a sonic requiem: electronic textures, distorted guitars, suspended harmonies, and fragile acoustic traces that evoke absence, silence, and interrupted lives.

Only twice, and for just a few measures, the melody of Jingle Bells briefly appears.
This delicate, almost whispered quotation creates a stark contrast between the festive imagery of our traditions and the horror of the massacre. It is an emotional rupture — a reminder of how the world can keep celebrating while childhood is erased elsewhere.

This piece is not meant to be political; it is meant to be human.
An invitation to listen, to pause, to remember.
To never grow accustomed.

FEARLESS

gamvae