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in my head【dylann niilex sori】

bring me up
wipe my tears
make me always
be on spot

push my back
hear me out
i like to talk to u alot

just grab my hand
all the time
let me smile w u

we're gonna break
the problems
we're going through

i love being around u 
cuz u makin me feel safeee
everytime i sit without u
i overthink and feel sadddd

u cleared on my mind cuz of y o u i feel better
u makin me calm down ive struggled forever
and i dont know ever where i could bee
so i rather just stay with u and me :>

bring me up
wipe my tears
make me always
be on spot

push my back
hear me out
i like to talk to u alot

just grab my hand
all the time
let me smile w u

we're gonna break
the problems
we're going through

i like u (k4nji)

ty @0arid for this amazing beat

inspired by @quannnic

dont ever waste ur tears
like i just wasted mine
its hard to hide ur fears
losing myself inside
self inside
i know it looks so hard
u step aside
i hold u tight so u will
never drown
whats inside u
i really need to find
tell me the truth
im really stuck in time
i know real u?
no i do never mind
theres something messing around

wasted tears (arid)

ill wait a 1000 days...

produced by @winter

yea i hide my pain
yea i keep it all inside
i love all my friends
but i shouldnt cut the ties
i love when it rains
they dont see me when i cry
i try all my best
all u do is step aside

i panic so hard
soooo
i let my guard off

breath... calm
theres too much
stuff going on
everynight
it brings me on
i told uu
theres something off

and u left a smile
i wonder what it said
i try my best
u never seem to care
bleed from my wrist
its loud in my head
there must be a poison
behind this mess

how do i find a way
is there even a one?
im lost
im lost
im looost

and ill just sing and dance
ill wait a 1000 days
it may just tore me to shreds
but how do i get a(way)

1000 days (winter)

@ayodesire

y should i take the blame when its all on u
y should i feel bad when u dont tell the truth
y tf u say u <3 me but u act brand new
u say im not a man but i suffer like its doom
painkiller x_x
ima take his life baby ima sinner
snakes in the grass all they do is slither
pop his head watch it sparkle like its glitter
like a ghoul im in black
fuck yo gang fuck yo gang fuck yo flag
its a shame u get caught when u lack
pull the trigger all u feel is static
y cant i go out sad
y cant i take dis mag
y cant i find my meds
y cant i get out of bed

Spotify

painkill3r (ayo.desire)

produced by me vocals by me
spotify  https://open.spotify.com/track/6XieGinq0XOXZYNUD0ZuKa?si=cfd8472c42e547b0

lyrics:
I know you so well
You’ve brought me to hell
So tell me how I’m too strung out on this love
Always running around
Why are we fighting it now, oh well
Do I just give in to you

Safe

@waystalkerr + @frikkeswedden

Produced by n_d_g

Lyrics:

Cut my wrist from side 2 side
Dont need no help
I feel alright !

Don't talk now you'll hurt my pride :(
Apologize I'd rather (((((die)))))
---
im stuck in my sides maybe im paralyzed
maybe im outside
on another time

im feeling distant
turn ur face to explore it
but u dont realize it
im side by side

can melt u down
im over now
makes me feel doubt
and let u brawl

i dont wanna fight
just leave me alive
in this side by side and side by side
and this side to side

Waystalker - Side 2 Side + frikke (nightcore)

produced by kuudere

we don’t even talk now
Victims of lust
Give me your all now
Give me your trust
Your trust
Just a golden boy turned to rust
To rust
woah
Does your heart beat for the love?
Or does your heart beat for the drugs? ￼
Oh I don’t feel human any more
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel hu-
I don’t feel hu-
I don't 
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-
I don’t feel hu-
I don't
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-

Time
Slowly slipping through my fingers every night
Who is that inside the mirror?
I can’t decide
I see you inside my visions
Is that a sign?
Or just a lie
It’s all you
You are my only temptation
If I had a heart then i would feel it racing
I’ll never let you go
I won’t leave you forsaken
Waiting in the abyss
Until you’re reaching down
Until you’re reaching down
Can you see me now?
Please don’t leave me now
cause I won’t forget you

Does your heart beat for the love?
Or does your heart beat for the drugs? ￼
Oh I don’t feel human any more
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel hu-
I don’t feel hu-
I don't 
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human 
human, human
I don’t feel hu-
Does your heart beat for the love?
Or does your heart beat for the drugs?
I don't
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-
I don't
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-

i don't feel human anymore

carpetman-insane Hazzaduz remix

Joji - Slow Dancing In The Dark (tkj Flip)

gamvae mix #1

Life Sized Ghosts

"𝔴𝔞𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔲𝔭 𝔱𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔡, 𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤  𝔞𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔭𝔥𝔬𝔫𝔢, 4𝔞𝔪 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫.. ℑ𝔱 𝔰𝔢𝔢𝔪𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔞𝔫 𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔭, 𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔠𝔞𝔫 ℑ 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢?"

Im back. Its not my best, but I wanted to start uploading music again...




Sample: Aamu Kuu - AAA

Spotify:  https://open.spotify.com/album/0BshWsMb7uGF0yDyD7h2UX
--
a sip of lust a sip of pain

Desire Avenue

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

gamvae mix #1

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