No way u just played that chord... 😍😍

in my head【dylann niilex sori】

@mental
@minteaness

www.instagram.com/minteaness/
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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT:// 
starting Ovr is a difficult process..

♡︎ p.s,,
s/o mental they #goat ^3^

[ lyrics ]
lost in my head yea
ill nvr feel bettr ;-;
cnt get it 2gthr im always under weather
wake up w tears in mai eyes 2 ur sweatr
heaviness inside my </3 its 4evr :/

erryday i try my best 
2 move on
a new lyfe
a clean slate
jus 4gt evrythng u've put me thru :c

wat u've put me thru
yea it torn me apart on the inside ;-;
but ur all i c in tha nite time wen i close my eyesss
u use 2 mke me feel like im on t0p of the world
but now tha worlds turned socold :cc
im bleeding out 0n tha floor jus thnkin bout the times we hadd

[hook again º3º]

clean slate (mental)

clean (mental)

in the end + minty (@minteaness)

If I love me then I love you

If you love then you’ll me

I love love, I love lust

Love to play, I love to dream

Kinda like Noah’s ark

Gotta have two of everything

Kinda like who you are

When you’re in my fantasies

and

I don’t know that much about you

All I know is that I love being around you

But if I can’t go on and I go on without you

I trust myself because you really showed me how to

I feel like myself now

I feel like the man

or I could be the princess if you wanna be the prince

And I don’t shoot a lot so when I do I do not miss

As much as I love money, honey I just wanna dance

Really love my family

In love with my clique

Tryna live a little healthier because I’m sick

Tryna live a little more instead of always wishing

Sometimes I say less because it’s fun for me to listen

Thank you for your substance

Thank you for your wisdom

Just be yourself and that’s the best thing you can give em

And when your presence is a present that’s the best kind of subscription

Stranger than fiction

Beautiful contradictions

I love red I love blue

And if you love yourself well then you love me too

I love black I love white I love grey

Purple yellow orange green sunshine and rain

There’s a time and place for almost any thang yeah

And if I don’t want to I try to say no thanks

I make mistakes, but I survive another day yeah

And I’m okay now but sometimes I’m not okay yeah

Okay yeah

Okay yeah

If your having a good time right now then say yeah

Say yeah

If your having a good time right now then say yeah

If I love me then I love you

If you love then you’ll me

I love love, I love lust

Love to play, I love to dream

Kinda like Noah’s ark

Gotta have two of everything

Kinda like who you are

When you’re in my fantasies

and

I don’t know that much about you

All I know is that I love being around you

But if I can’t go on and I go on without you

I trust myself because you really showed me how to

I feel like myself now

I feel like the man

or I could be the princess if you wanna be the prince

And I don’t shoot a lot so when I do I do not miss

As much as I love money, honey I just wanna dance

Really love my family

In love with my clique

do u wanna dance (lileffort)

@glassxhotel
feat @venusrose4u
prod @neohnq @jichuuu

such a loser +venus rose (jichu x neohn)

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

@no6k
https://open.spotify.com/track/4ohyLpkRj65Tq9169yvV4O?si=fc6b7bc53518487c
prod mix dylqn 

gave up my heart just to be with you
hold me ransom don't know what to do
keep my pride up so i can mend my wounds
step out my shell to see the light you knew 
x2 

eternal bleeding and now i'm catching feelings 
can't tell what you're saying
do you still love me meaning? 
i can't afford to to lose the way you see me
so i go into hiding just so that you'll come find me

eternal +rora/no6k

@sshinju

brand new whip ya it cold
shawty dont care, wat she said? idk
i been downbad in my head i been told
nothing really matter, u dont care anymore

post up all black head to the toe
ya i used to care but aint shit anymore
i been smoked up w da team and alone
gotta self care 
ya im healin alone

i got all dis money ya im keepin...
ya ur brodie tryina fuckin sweep in....
shawty idk know wat u thinkin....
all these feelings i cant even keep in

u dont even notice bitch u fakin
i just wanna know wat the reason
im just on my own ya forsaken
i been on my own, taken everything

told u that i'd give u everything
u were all i had
i had everything
you dont really care
u just wanna hang
out w da bros
and u been playin games

didnt even try to make things work
then u act suprised when im so so hurt
i aint never cried this much fr
never gettin high cuz it make me feel

i aint gonna lie
i aint pullin thru
blood on my thigh
and it rainin still
fuck it i'll die i'm stayin still
no way i can try
my mistakes wont heal

##healingg

##healingg🖤🖤 // shinju

prod. k4nji
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

It hurts how much I need you now
It hurts each time I see you now
This jealousy keeps seeping out
Feels like my heart stopped beating now
I tried so hard but I miss you
Get butterflies when I kiss you
I wish that I could forget you
But ide hate myself if I left you

It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now
It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now

I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

i miss you

after a year we're back

cover art https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/431873

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@remiliaxd :

(oh oh oh)
(oh oh oh)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)

(it's a new day, now it's too late)
(i'm done with this world, i'm done with this game)
(i'm sorry about what i said, there's no one else to blame)
(and i regret what i did, and now it's not the same)

i say the worst things, i can't take it
you gave your heart, and i hope i don't break it
i lost myself in the noise, it's always changing
so shift your focus to the other side

on the other side
where the creatures hide
i'll lock myself in a cell and try to face it
there's a battle constantly inside

@hay2k : 

hate myself when I see you
love and hate, cause I never saw the real you
mind is fogged, there's no clarity without you
tethered to my fate but i can never understand you

yet i tend to keep on trying
tried so hard my mind is dying
but with you i want to fly
we'll be soaring through the sky
till' we reach the other side

@fabs4k : 
 
looking over the edge
i'm at the top of the hill
i'm at the end of the ledge
i can't see the sunlight
i'm waiting for the end of night
i feel the same
turn your back on me
make me take the blame
why do i feel down?
feel like i'm gonna drown

@wistual :

i cant breathe
i dont wanna cause a scene
but without u here
i just cannot sleep

i need u in my arms
without it i just cry and weep
 
cant u see im so fucking weak
i dont know who to call when im on my knees

i sing all my problems 
i just hope to find peace

@yudere :

welcome to the other side
i know that it'll be alright
its been a minute since we never talked 
yeah im alright
and i lost myself again
i didnt really know how
i just rlly felt forgotten

so face it
everytime you talk to me 
it feel so helpless

i cant do this anymore, i need some closure
was this all a lie or was this all forgotten

@gtzest : 

I don't like it when you lie, to me 
Your words cutting me deep and its making me bleed
If you need my help, I will be showing up to the scene
It don't really matter where the hell you be
9% in my system
Drinking with my homies
Till the morning
Turn it up with the homies
We be on it
It helps me cope with your shit
To be honest

@user-863511989 :

ときめきすらも壊して
いま君が横に居ても僕は癒えないよ
最果ての結果…
まだ僕は残したことがあって
君に向けた手紙ばかり増えて
捨てる負の感情
僕はわかるよ君の廃れた感情
忘れてかないで
置いていかないで
後にみた夢で君を探して
君は居ないよ？
何処へ向かってる？
朝4時に向かう渋谷の街頭
(あぁ…もう君なら…)
今何処を歩いてるの？
(探し求めて)
この霧掛かる朝に君は居なくて

@kyxtsnxwy : 

i need you by my side
cold winter nights
it’s time we hide

baby, you shine so bright
my life has light

send me to the sky
april, please don’t cry

on the other side +remilia, hay2k, fabs, wistual, kairyu, zest, disxa, kyxtsnxwy (remilia)

despondent responses (i wanna say so much to you) prod. jj1da

@dy-lqn
@angelicxmei
@sorisu
@princess_miii
@nxahj11
@resolve1k
@prodlostsoul
@coldspades

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