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24.10.2025

KOKONAAN

from the beginning to now, it hasn't always been the same. the "underground" i knew then isn't the same anymore. it's not a bad thing though... i'm actually starting to see artists i grew alongside achieve their dreams, and i'm more than ready to achieve mine, whatever they are. i'm on my own now, but i have to be strong. i hope this music helps you get by. </3

little fights killed pretty nights (prod. tinyforest)

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6UpBtUZlzRROoDjNa1biik?si=VLbsVroDQtarkZ8RlGAHyQ

Ladybug

chasing bottles to the bottom just to see what ill find
see these pills dont worry where i got em ill be fine...

prod. Jan Schwartz
original beat. prod. Em Klebold

I'll Be Fine  prod. Jan Schwartz & Em Klebold

[you take your iphone out
 when i die, bury my face inside.]

please wake up
no you can't go
feel remorse
for someone i don't know
reminiscent or almost
you erase every photo
sentimental
for the way it felt like
detrimental
when i hate myself i'm
eviscerated
by the world i see
poison blood
just to fall asleep
no one cares about who you are
until you're dead
no one helps you out
they break your heart
and plague your head
all i see is hate
all i feel is pain
i miss the days i was numb
and felt nothing
somebody, save me
is this a dream or something?
oh, somebody save me
who the fuck do i look at now?

[LOVE ME, HATE ME
 UNTIL YOU STAIN ME.]

download.

pleasewakeup.

I'm okay.
Much Love, Good Vibes.

Socials- 
Twitter- Brenn Martin
Instagram- brennskimartin
Snapchat- brennskimartin
YouTube- https://youtu.be/534dJQN_q1A

Lyrics-
I’ve been in my sing along, cringy song, state of mind
Having trouble making rhymes
think I need to take some time

Time to heal, In my feels
Hear the devil on my heels
Isn’t real, feels it tho
Depression won’t let go

Reflection don’t even know, myself flexin, like what a joke
repression’s my way to cope
In addition to hella smoke
I feel like dying’s the realest shit that I ever wrote.
even though I think about suicide, I probably won’t.
But it’s sure romanticized 
I mean the geese if all I gotta do’s say fuck it dip out maybe it’s worth a try

This verse of mine is not a cry for help
Just self-reflection on my mental health
I gotta get it out before I get consumed
Wrapped up in my thoughts and my skulls a tomb 
But I’m not alone
And neither are you.
Please do not get it confused.
There’s other ways to get through
none of them substance abuse
I just smoke weed cuz I hate who I am when I’m sober, and saying it’s for my anxiety’s better than facing the fact that I try to be somebody else, and I hide from myself

Being honest isn’t easy, but neither is calculus 
I wasn’t cut out for this, somebody teach me 
The solutions really all that I need, 
I wanna love
I wanna feel 
I want somebody to tell me I’m real 
I think I need an alchemist
Someone make a potion for me
please

Instrumental- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh_oj5hsAbs&index=6&list=LLr04v1WzLhK11niercd_LCQ&t=0s

Alchemist [Prod. Zeeky Beats]

nothing,nowhere. - One Take: Rejecter

out on all platforms

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/5bNeX9zDq0C035stGrDiWE?si=V-mrtEtCS3WuceC8YhgIhA

art by Claudia Mullaney

lyrics:

wake up go back to sleep
get high forget to eat
create then press delete
i curl up beneath the sheets

i got lost with you
and now everything's askew
my cuts bleeding through
and i feel brand new

ahhhh
ahhhhhhhh
uhhh ohhhhhh

lost

Mixed, Mastered and Produced by Brody. 

Lyrics: 
I know you didn’t see this coming 
When you got off that plane 
“Afghanistan was so last year”
you didn’t think you would take it here. 
I won’t forget receiving that call
Soft words made softer by gin in the afternoon 
We are all just raging fires potentially
You just had the flint
You just had the flint

There’s no team with you
To engage the threats in your own mind
No 9 line preventing the loss of life 
Caused by the casing by your side 
What made you think you could do this on your own. The roof over your head has never been your home. 

Did you think of her when you chambered that round? 
How about how she would have to see you lifeless on the ground? 
Counting down to your final breath 
 “Slow and steady squeeze” drilled in your head.
I hope the flag gives them consolation 
Of a lost husband and a lost son
Today feels like the biggest loss
And yet we wait for the last 21

Flint

Flint (Prod. By Brody)

I'm a soundcloud rapper stranded in outer space please send help.

hmu on:

lost

garbage boy